Recent content by Nicola8478

I'm not 'advocating' anything I'm just saying how things are for me. And if you're not intelligent enough to answer without being insulting then don't bother. Clearly your mother didn't raise you right.

I just quickly wanted to say it will get better. I went to the lowest point. Took two overdoses. Was in a mental health hospital for 6 weeks. But I made it. I still have my moments but I go to the movies again. I go to concerts again. And just saying I had the worst hyperacusis and it has...

@Anselmo Yes I’m sorry I didn’t. The Mirtazapine has had a terrible effect on my T and H and I just don’t know to do. If this is a permanent spike I can’t live with it it's too much. No I didn’t sleep. Maybe an hour and it was so loud and brutal when I woke up. Nothing had changed. That went on...

@glynis ok thank you

@Samantha R that’s trouble I think meds made like this in the first place so I just made myself worse when I should have known better and I can’t get over it. Same thing again this morning. Dad screaming at me when I tried to explain. Called me a little bitch. And I’m ruining his life. This is...

Thank you everybody. I woke up again and it’s blasting. I’m so scared. I really think I need to stop the meds. I was on them month should I just leave them now or ween? Thank you. As I say I haven’t taken any for a few days now. So sorry be a pain but I’m really not sure I can cope with this at...

Thank you everyone. Rough night. It’s very loud and brutal again which it never used to be so I’m quite scared this is side effects that won’t go. Keeps going over and over on my mind I shouldn’t have started again cus now this. But thank you for you messages xxx

Thank you very much @glynis i appreciate that xxxxxxx

@Anselmo even though I took a Citalopram earlier? Sorry for all the questions

Thank you everyone for all your advice. I don’t Glynis but I’m alone a lot so I get into deep depression. Especially the way things are at the moment. So unbearable. I can only hope it changes or I just don’t know. Wish to god I’d have tried to cope without meds and not got into this hellish...

@Anselmo It was 15mg then 30mg then back to 15. T seems to have gone haywire though. Just tiny drills, high pitched. 24 7 and I can’t physically bare it. Doctor just gave me 10mg of Citalopram to try for 7 days. Not entirely sure though I can bare this for 7 days. I take on board what you say. I...

Went to my Doctor and he still suggested trying the Citalopram other than that wasn’t much help. I’m still stuck like this again Dad not really listening. I just don’t know what to do

Thank you all for your concern I do appreciate it. I just feel like I had warnings these weren’t good and so carried on. Tinnitus has turned so high pitched it’s actually hurting and the worse the hyperacusis gets the louder and more painful it gets. I honestly do not think I can live with it...

Thank you @Samantha R. But since I started back on the meds things have gone horribly wrong. All doctors tell me different things and one said just stop cus you haven’t been on them long. Then one says something else. It’s so bad and so reactive. Even more so now. I go out in the car it...

I've loved my life. And now it’s nothing. I’m nothing. I’m just here and the world is going on around me. The meds which I said I would never touch again has made my tinnitus & hyperacusis completely unbearable to live or sleep with. My relationship with my Dad is pretty much over. I want him...