Recent content by Onemoreday

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    I Can't Do This Again!

    Dear linearb You have some good words of advice and I thank you for that. I have been thinking about ways of changing this difficult situation for quite some time now. Maybe the return of this rumbling noise is the universe trying to tell me something but I just can't seem to figure out what...
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    Didn't Really Miss You But I'm Back!

    Dear glynis, Thanks again for your words of support. I didn't get to finish my thought from my last post. I don't want to dwell on the rumbling but when you're suffering and other people say "just ignore it", or they don't believe you or maybe they are even sympathetic but don't truly...
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    Didn't Really Miss You But I'm Back!

    Dear glynis, Thank you for your words of support! I almost hate searching this website because I feel I'm giving into the depression, anxiety, fear, anger and crazinesss that comes with this issue (notice I never say the word....I REFUSE to! I just say "the rumble")
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    Didn't Really Miss You But I'm Back!

    Five years ago I literally woke up one morning with a rumbling noise in my ear like far away thunder or a helicopter. I traveled down the same path as most of you...ENT's, dentists, an MRI, acupuncture, etc. Nothing worked. I unhappily celebrated a 1 year tinnitus anniversary and then a 1 and a...
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    I Can't Do This Again!

    Linearb Thanks for your words of support. My husband and I have been together for almost 17 years and from day one we both wanted and agreed on my staying home with the kids and him going out to work. Four years ago he just decided that "instead of commuting an hour to work when he can sit on...
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    I Can't Do This Again!

    Clfkb Thanks so much for your words of support. I think crying hysterically in front of my husband on several occasions during the past 2 weeks with no meaningful reply from him is about as much of a heart to heart as the 2 of us will ever have at this point. But there is some comfort in...
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    I Can't Do This Again!

    I developed tinnitus 5 years ago. It lasted almost 2 years. It was such a dark time in my life, I can't even think about it. I almost killed myself. I had 3 young children at the time and I barely remember a moment of their young lives. The only good thing, at the time was that my husband and I...