Recent content by Pinhead

I see why this would work. You're barely conscious. I guess that makes the tinnitus more bearable. 😂

Another year. Who gives a damn?

More tones. It doesn't end. It only gets worse.

I'm always surprised to hear this, too. I can't distract myself from tinnitus any more than I could distract myself from being on fire. Sex doesn't move my attention, either. I haven't had sex with my partner in nearly three months because it just feels like an unenjoyable chore because I am not...

"Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man."

For some reason all of my profile posts since April of this year are gone.

Thinking of you. How are you?

How does one live without hope?

Yes, there is little that can be done to cope with constant, second-to-second change and the unending anxiety that arises from knowing it will keep changing into the future. Some people rely on heavy medication, but for many of us reactive unstable tinnitus is basically a 'game over' screen.

Did you fly? It could've been the flight, or a change in something external. It could even be an allergy or a change in blood pressure. There are quite a few unknowns.

New tone today. Probably my 9th or 10th at this point. It's hard to keep track. This one is incredibly loud and in my left ear.

It’s a limitless universe. Anything can happen. Like you or me getting catastrophic, life-ending tinnitus.