Recent content by Rachel Murray

  1. Rachel Murray

    Eardrum Vibration? Tensor Tympani Myoclonus?

    This is the thread that changed my life - I was getting to my limit of psychological strength, I couldn't understand why my T was different from everybody else and then I read this thread, googled TTTS and all my symptoms were there right in front of me. I confess I cried of emotion. Seven...
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    7 Straight Months of High-Level "Squealing"

    @Luisa Are you better? I don't know if you got my email.
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    Sixth Day on a Row With a Non-Stop Giant Drone and Vibration

    I don't know what to do more - it was bad enough to have my tinnitus sounds, usually 4 or 5 different ones at the same time, between ringing and car engine, but at least I could mask them with music, TV or going to the balcony. For 6 days now that it is stronger and impossible to mask. Today is...
  4. Rachel Murray

    How It All Started for Me...

    @Ricky81 I was most amazed when I read your T started because of ear drops Ciprodex - mine started exactly for the very same reason, but here in Holland Ciprodex is called Sofradex! All the doctors told me that it was impossible but then I have read a report from the American Tinnitus Society...
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    Reactive Tinnitus or Something Else?

    @Colby I think I have something similar since last week, it's my sixth permanent sound - is it like a mosquito flying around you, or a cicada? It started at the beach, with the interference of the boats' noise when I was in the water - I still had it for a couple of days after coming home but...
  6. Rachel Murray

    Loosing It!

    @Telis I'm very interested about you are saying about the hair cells dying - my T (both ringing and motor) is also ototoxic and I thought the hair cells were damaged forever but never heard before they were dying - are you sure it's like that?
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    Yesterday It Bothered Me And Today It's Barely Audible... Why?

    @Vegas Robb I think of that everyday! If it changes, it means one day it can simply vanish, right? I live with that hope! Mine is ototoxic too (thanks to @ampumpkin for explaining me the correct name) but I have both variations, high pitch (ringing/whistle) and low frequency (car motor / engine...
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    7 Straight Months of High-Level "Squealing"

    @Luisa My truck / car engine noise got much worse after going to the dentist for a cleaning - this was on the 1st of June and never got better again, except for one single day (no idea why - I almost wish I hadn't had that silent day - the disappointment when everything came back was huge)...
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    7 Straight Months of High-Level "Squealing"

    Thank you @ampumpkin for tagging me! Yes, Luisa, I have exactly what you have: loud pitch in left ear, loud vibrating engine in the right ear. A total of 6 different sounds but the worst is, no doubt about it, the vibrating engine. Sometimes my engine is very strong, and I call it the truck...
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    Acupuncture for Tinnitus

    Hello, I have just heard from a friend that she is being seen by a chiro and feels that her T went down a lot. I have also been suggested acupuncture, head massage and gingko tea or pills. I have always considered alternative medicine as a scam, but my drone and my ringing are worse than...
  11. Rachel Murray

    Alzheimer's Disease and Tinnitus: Could They Be Related?

    Thank you all for your fantastic answers, is is great to know Tinnitus is not the possible beginning of my brain failing. My grandfather (my mother's father), my mother ad my 2 aunts (her sisters) all died with Alzheimer or something very similar - I'm not sure if my grandfather had another type...
  12. Rachel Murray

    Does Having Sex Normally Increase Tinnitus Intensity?

    My problem is not if it gets louder... my problem is how to get in the mood with a drone and a whistle in your head! That's my biggest problem!
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    From Darkness to Light, How I Recovered from Tinnitus & Hyperacusis

    Thank you very much - I will come back a lot of times to read your words and be strong!
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    Alzheimer's Disease and Tinnitus: Could They Be Related?

    @LadyDi Thank you for your answer - and thank you for giving me your opinion about Alzheimer - Tinnitus possible connection. I am very relieved to read your explanation! I can't avoid thinking about it because it also involves the mind (or, to be more precise, the head!) - I have seen my mother...
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    Finally a Place Where People Will Understand Me!

    @ampumpkin you are beautiful and your kids are so sweet, lucky girl! How did you got your T? You look very young! I am also doing it now: trying to live a happy live and avoid obsessing about this - but of course for several months I was so revolted again those ear drops and that doctor! Now I...