Recent content by untamed wolf

I never had a bucket list before tinnitus. In my culture "I want" is sort of a bad word. But after T i guess a few "I wants" isn't going to make the world collapse. I want to move to America I want to work in movies/theatre - directing and writing I want to dye my hair in a crazy color I...

@oceanofsound26 I really like your music and I do listen to music even though it did take some time to convince me it was safe. To be honest I wouldn't cope so well with my tinnitus without music. The way you talk about you relationsship with your family and your path in life really resonated...

Hello... it has been a while. To begin with I am better now, which is nice, but I am not free of "the sound" as I call it. But that is not the issue right now, the issue is the aftermath, I have been left with now that I am better. When I was really struggling, I pushed my friends away because...

@Chelles that is how i feel but it is hard to stop thinking that they have all the answers when I really thought they did... @glynis I have seen my dentist and they said that it was not out of place and my physiotherapist proces Them wrong so I do nat have much fare in them anymore... And I do...

@Chelles he just said to my face that it could not and I have always seen doctors in general as someone who you could trust so I always get very sad and frustrated when I think I have the reason for the T and ENT says no...

It is so annoying! I am 9 months in and hope is fading away... My hearing is great nothing in the ear is wrong that is what te ENT said today and when I afsked him if there was anything Else that could start is since it was not the usual he said there is no cure. I know there is no cure but then...

Hey... So it has been some time since I last was here but I need answers again. I have had it for 7 months now and I am loosing hope, my family too - I think. My ENTs have not been helpful and I am going to see one in a month that I have not seen before. To be short my question is how big the...

@glynis thanks I will try finding one near me. Do you think he will find something? my physiotherapist has already pushed my jaw back in place but I still feel like my jaw is off.

@Sailboardman I don't worry about the expense of a specialist since pracially every doctor here is free but is is the lavning about of specialists that worrys me. Do you know the bane of the specialist I should see? @glynis what does that specialist do? Is it nerves they fix or more the jaw...

It has been a while now since I posted something and mainly because I have been busy trying to get rid of this T. I have been to 2 physiotherapists now and one of them is a specialist in nerves. She seems hopeful and yet not, so I don't quite know what she thinks of my chances. BUT she did do...

Well... My life is never gonna be easy again. I can't accept it because I think there must be something that can be done. When I first got my T I was spiraling down in a oh so familiar low self-esteem whole. To try and make a timeline I went back in my search history to see what I was doing...

So... My T journey so far have been interesting. I got T when I was at the lowest of my lowest and the day after I was crying in a bus due to pure pressure of my own expectations. T and my newly found issues spun out of control and I isolated myself. Now that I have stepped out of the hole and...

@Charron you don't even know me and you are so supportive of me! I am really stressed but when I say that to the People I need support from they say that I am not suffering they are because of me... I have been to two ENTs and they say everthing is fine. My physiotherapist says my sympathetic...

@Charron wauw I haven't told anyone how I felt and you have really helped. I am currently holding back tears if pure relif to finaly say something. I have just been on holiday where me T almost vanished and it has been hard getting back to this situation. Way harder than I thought...

@Charron thanks really. I have been an easy target today so am a broken Down right know. Which means my T is pounding away giving me headaches.