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    Clonazepam (Klonopin, Rivotril)

    Wow, this sounds like a wonderful place to live. :)
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    I think so. Excitoxicity

    I think so. Excitoxicity
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    Thanks friend. But it feels impossible to adapt when I’m getting new faster more intense tones...

    Thanks friend. But it feels impossible to adapt when I’m getting new faster more intense tones every few days. They never leave they just pile on.
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    I can’t do this much longer. The sounds are horrific and the pain from nox. I really tried.

    I can’t do this much longer. The sounds are horrific and the pain from nox. I really tried.
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    New tones daily. They get faster and stronger and make my body tremble. Can only sleep 3-4 hours...

    New tones daily. They get faster and stronger and make my body tremble. Can only sleep 3-4 hours with a benzo. Feels like my brain is breaking down. Starting to see green when I close my eyes instead of black. I’m scared.
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    Can Tinnitus from Glutamate Storm Get Better?

    I messed up with benzodiazepines. I had one tone and some noxacusis before taking them, but now I have ten different tones and things are getting worse every day. Can it get better? My tones feel more like they are in my brain than in my ears. I tapered too quickly and I am still only halfway...
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    Been talking to chat gpt. Apparently rapid paced tones that don’t change and are in your brain...

    Been talking to chat gpt. Apparently rapid paced tones that don’t change and are in your brain rather than ears is a symptom of severe auditory hyperactivity and likely permanent. I’m fucked. If some of these tones don’t go away I’m out.
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    I’d had T and nox about 4 months before benzos. I’m just scared bc the tones are getting louder...

    I’d had T and nox about 4 months before benzos. I’m just scared bc the tones are getting louder and more Aggressive and none are eeeee or hiss. They’re like rapid tones all over My head
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    Thanks but I had tinnitus, hyperacusis, and nox before benzos. Nox is why I went on them :/. T...

    Thanks but I had tinnitus, hyperacusis, and nox before benzos. Nox is why I went on them :/. T just got much worse when I began tapering. But it was already getting bad.
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    If I’ve had a new tone for a week, it’s probably permanent right? Sounds like rapid fire piano...

    If I’ve had a new tone for a week, it’s probably permanent right? Sounds like rapid fire piano keys banging.
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    Loud music in a really strong speaker system in a car. Blasting music on headphones. MRI.

    Loud music in a really strong speaker system in a car. Blasting music on headphones. MRI.
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    Suicidal

    Does anyone know if, when you apply for Pegasos or Dignitas, you have to do it within a certain time frame? Or can you apply and pay, then have your place secured for when it becomes too much?
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    I wish I didn’t know what was happening to me. I used to hope it’d stabilize. Now I see it’s...

    I wish I didn’t know what was happening to me. I used to hope it’d stabilize. Now I see it’s just going to progress.
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    Me too. So scared I won’t be around long. I can’t deal with these tones and spending my life...

    Me too. So scared I won’t be around long. I can’t deal with these tones and spending my life listening to torture in ear plugs hiding in a closet. Fuck that.
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    Then on Christmas I dropped a plate in the sink loud and it sent like a shockwave through my...

    Then on Christmas I dropped a plate in the sink loud and it sent like a shockwave through my body and h really kicked off. Got on benzos for the ear spasms and 3 weeks later tried to stop taking them and went from 2 tones to 10. Still tapering now 2.5 mo on