Ava Lugo
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  • Hi @Ava Lugo. It's been a while. been wondering how you are doing? Kinda felt like your mentor at one point lol, what have you been up to? I hope your inactivity here has meant you're finally managing relatively okay with reactive T and life is becoming enjoyable once more especially in these summer days. Wishing you the best.
    My Gawdd…I was just thinking about way back when my tinnitus use to be just mild and comparing it to now, I have seen so much crazy shit.
    I just try to tell myself "I'm stronger than my tinnitus, I'm more powerful than my tinnitus." No matter how intrusive or reactive it is.
    How the motherfucking hell can most people abuse the ever living fuck out of their ears and not end up with H or reactive tinnitus?
    The older I get the more I noticed how insanely fucked up and surreal everything is and I can see through people's bs
    I am still trying to figure out why other people like my coworker's brains dont turn up ringing when around sound.
    Everybody in my family forgets that my tinnitus is very severe , reactive and unmaskable yet i still have family sending me random music.
    I just want a very calm healthy peaceful brain. No tinnitus or visual snow bullshit. Im surprise i dont have epilepsy...
    I saw a girl early this morning jogging while she listened to music and just living life to the fullest like I could of been doing :(
    I literally wanna wake up one morning and just turn music on like I use to and look out at the window and stare at the gorgeous sunrise.
    Here's a proof that "god" truly does not exist but hell does. A guy with a satan shirt had ear buds in and clearly has healthy ears...
    I really need someone to shoot me since I'm too much of a coward to do it myself and euthanasia isn't an option where I'm at :(
    Is Nico still alive? :( I know this condition genuinely sucks ass so bad but i hate seeing people end their lives to this.
    Reactive T is part of a twilight zone. You don't hear sounds "right" the way others do so you miss out :(
    People whining and crying on reddit over a faint sound they only hear when plugging their ears, give me a fucking break.
    Why do some people's reactive tinnitus improves or goes away after only a few months but others never do? Do we not deserve happiness!??
    Im finding it extremely annoying that most of the people on here have faint tinnitus bit anxiety issues. I would NOT be here if that was me.
    I don't fucking understand. Why can we fix people with transgender issues but not people with defective brains and cochleae???
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