Many people on this site will empathise, if not almost all. Suicidal ideation seems like a shared battle with tinnitus distress at some stage no matter the severity.
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Look on the "Suicidal" tab on this forum and the numerous people that have at some stage posted there. Being presented with an uncurbable & untreatable condition leaves everyone feeling helpless at some stage. You are not as alone as you think.
@weehiru, I know I'm not alone, and that's why I'm here but since it started I've been experiencing this in most hardcore way. Even though months have passed, it's still exactly the same. Some other people may have 2 but due to anxiety or other reasons, they experience it as a 10 but I don't have these things. I'm mentally and physically strong and patient. Despite that, I have suicidal level tinnitus.
Have you got hyperacusis, is that why you cant go out as it would make your T worse.