@Strawberryblonde just know I know exactly what you mean when u said u used music as a distraction instead of dealing with your issues. ironicly 4 me is that everything was going great and then BAM.it kills me daily 2 know all we had to do was break our headphones n relax. thats literally it. that said no way does that warrant this punishment. Im pretty sure serial killers dont go through this much of torment.