Lynny
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  • Rereading my old posts from years ago made me shed a tear. After losing my hearing aids a lot of old fears and memories came back. I almost forgot how hopeless and dark it used to be. I don't think people understand how traumatic going through something like this can be. Wishing everyone else on here an upward process, perseverance and hope for the future.
    Everything was going better until I lost my hearing aids😭 I'm too broke to replace them… does anyone have suggestions?
    Anyone have experience with motorcycle riding + tinnitus? I really want to get my license
    Still with the high pitch :'( Today I heard it (aggressively) while skating (aggressively). That hasn't happened before
    Did I convince myself getting a cat would get me out of depression? .. maybe. Did it? No. Is it still the best thing I ever did? 100% yes.
    First panic attack in almost 4 months.. back to xanax after a sudden spike. Pray for me y'all! :(
    Got the single J&J shot yesterday and I feel like I've been yeeted off a high-rise. T seems okay so far though
    Thanks to MyNoise, tinnitus has not been playing a super large role in my life recently! I owe that app my life..
    Lynny
    This really sounds like I'm being sponsored.. I genuinely love this app, but I'm sure there are similar ones out there, this is just my favourite
    Also I lost the job that I got just last year. I was so proud of having accomplished something with t! Sad now
    Downloaded a frequency app to make myself get used to horrible sounds. A very desperate attempt at habituation
    It's so loud guys:( I don't care about all these frequencies anymore I just want the DB-level to be maskable, even just for a SECOND
    Right ear sounds like - I want to say a fire alarm but then I might risk a lack of words when it starts sounding even more like a fire alarm
    My hearing's gone weird. As in, apart from the tinnitus. Everything sounds weird and sounds hurt
    Newish symptoms: A low, pressure-like feeling. Fluttering eardrums, especially when I talk (?) & of course another good old increase
    I'm on the train and I think I can hear my t through all the rumbling and mechanical sounds. (That's what? 60db?) Help.
    Now known as 'the girl with the earphones'. But I guess that beats 'girl in permanent state of serious mental breakdown'
    So I literally haven't stopped masking since one and a half year. There has to be permanent noise around me or I die.
    I think there's a (newish,) bilateral low humming sensation that's almost pressure-like
    There's such a loneliness in not being able to really share your fear with other people.
    Left ear has been completely muffled for two days now. I really hope it's wax but it might be one-sided deafness :0
    Also, I've been tapering off xanax. There's been a couple setbacks and I feel like crap but I'm slowly getting closer to getting clean :)
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