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  1. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    There was a big drone light show in Geneva. What a great alternative to fireworks!
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    Have you done anything different lately? I also had pain in my right ear for 6-9 months and it...

    Have you done anything different lately? I also had pain in my right ear for 6-9 months and it gradually faded away. I hope for you that it gets better!
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    Hi @ErikaS, it will get better, the first 3-5 months I slept maybe 1-2 hours a night waking up...

    Hi @ErikaS, it will get better, the first 3-5 months I slept maybe 1-2 hours a night waking up every 20 minutes, covered in sweat, it was crazy, my anxiety was so high. Don't know how I survived haha. Just try to rest and sleep if possible. Now I just take 1mg Melatonin and I will try to come...
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    Ohh okay that's cool, all the way in the north haha. I'm sorry this happened to you. I also had...

    Ohh okay that's cool, all the way in the north haha. I'm sorry this happened to you. I also had a lot of stress bc of my university exams but who knows? How are you doing now ? I saw that you joined TinnitusTalk in 2014 ?!
  5. dennis_me

    How did your tinnitus start? And where do you come from in Germany. I was born in wiesbaden and...

    How did your tinnitus start? And where do you come from in Germany. I was born in wiesbaden and live now in the French speaking part of Switzerland :)
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    I don't know if it was medication that caused my tinnitus but I was taking a cocktail of...

    I don't know if it was medication that caused my tinnitus but I was taking a cocktail of ritalin, sleeping pills (Zopiclone) and a lot of pain killers. I also did my booster 1-2 weeks before my tinnitus started, I don't know. Maybe an accumulation of everything :/
  7. dennis_me

    These last few days have been difficult, my tinnitus is more reactive again, it is so...

    These last few days have been difficult, my tinnitus is more reactive again, it is so exhausting. I have anxiety phases about my professional future. I decided to take a year off to learn how to manage my problems and "habituate ?" so no classes at the moment. Wow, that's such a cool job, how is...
  8. dennis_me

    Hi @Joe Cuber, I still don't know exactly what "habituation" is, but yes, I'm much better...

    Hi @Joe Cuber, I still don't know exactly what "habituation" is, but yes, I'm much better better. The last few days have been brutal but I feel like my spike is going down again. Ohh that's awesome, what field do you work in? I wish you all the best !!!
  9. dennis_me

    It will get better. Every time I'm sick my Tinnitus is 2-3 times louder but it goes back to my...

    It will get better. Every time I'm sick my Tinnitus is 2-3 times louder but it goes back to my baseline after a few days
  10. dennis_me

    Hi @Joe Cuber, thanks so much for asking, sorry for the late reply. I am avoiding as best I can...

    Hi @Joe Cuber, thanks so much for asking, sorry for the late reply. I am avoiding as best I can any content related to tinnitus. I'm "fine" I guess... My tinnitus is still a pain in the ass but I guess I live better with it? In the evening it's still very difficult but I sleep better. So overall...
  11. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    Back from Split, Croatia. It was awesome.
  12. dennis_me

    I'm not going to lie to you, that semester was really extremely difficult but as time went on...

    I'm not going to lie to you, that semester was really extremely difficult but as time went on, it got better and I passed my exams... You, unlike me, have had tinnitus for a while now so it's not all new to you. I still have at least 4 years of study left. I wish you all the best and hope you do...
  13. dennis_me

    I'm sure it will be fine. Only time can help us. My tinnitus started at the beginning of my 4th...

    I'm sure it will be fine. Only time can help us. My tinnitus started at the beginning of my 4th semester and for the first two months I was not functioning at all. I was falling way behind, absolutely sleep-deprived, and watching my dream of becoming a doctor burn away. 1/2
  14. dennis_me

    Personally I finished my second year of med school and I am so anxious about my future... My...

    Personally I finished my second year of med school and I am so anxious about my future... My tinnitus makes my life so difficult and especially my studies. My ability to concentrate has evaporated...
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    Hi @SamRosemary, my internship at the hospital started on 1st of August. I got sick the first...

    Hi @SamRosemary, my internship at the hospital started on 1st of August. I got sick the first week and my tinnitus spiked and I was doing pretty bad. I'm better now... Working in the hospital is my favorite part of the day, I am distracted and I think less about my tinnitus. What does level 3...
  16. dennis_me

    Thank you so much @BrOKeN_1. You are right. It got a little bit better. I hope I return to my...

    Thank you so much @BrOKeN_1. You are right. It got a little bit better. I hope I return to my baseline
  17. dennis_me

    How are you doing ?

    How are you doing ?
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    I was doing pretty good but I am sick now and my Tinnitus spiked so much and is very reactive. I...

    I was doing pretty good but I am sick now and my Tinnitus spiked so much and is very reactive. I really hope it settles down. I'm so scared
  19. dennis_me

    I am 6 months in today, T is the same as in the beginning but I am doing so much better, this...

    I am 6 months in today, T is the same as in the beginning but I am doing so much better, this forum has helped me so much. Thank you all
  20. dennis_me

    Thank you very much everyone. Thank you very much for all the support over the last few months...

    Thank you very much everyone. Thank you very much for all the support over the last few months. Tinnitus is still annoying on a daily basis but I am already SOOOO much better than I was 6 months ago. I love you all <3
  21. dennis_me

    I passed my exams, I can't believe it

    I passed my exams, I can't believe it
  22. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    Thank you very much @Joe Cuber. I hope you are well!
  23. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    Back at home. Barcelona was awesome!!!
  24. dennis_me

    Man that's awesome, I love your mindset and attitude

    Man that's awesome, I love your mindset and attitude
  25. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    Thank you very much for your recommandations, @Juan. I will definitely go visit them. I'm at the beach right now and I love the sound of the water, it's enough to mask my tinnitus and it is relaxing. I wish you a great day and all the best!
  26. dennis_me

    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    First day in Barcelona, it's beautiful and the food is really good but this city is so damn loud.
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    <3

    <3
  28. dennis_me

    Just finished my last med school exam, finally time to relax and habituate

    Just finished my last med school exam, finally time to relax and habituate
  29. dennis_me

    I can only confirm what @blamingeverything said. I'm 5 months in and I still struggle but i'm in...

    I can only confirm what @blamingeverything said. I'm 5 months in and I still struggle but i'm in a much, MUCH better place than in the first 2-3 months. I had really dark thoughts and I think the only thing that kept me alive was my mother, I cried every day endlessly thinking my life was over...
  30. dennis_me

    I am already proud of the progress i made. The first three months I was extremely suicidal...

    I am already proud of the progress i made. The first three months I was extremely suicidal, never was before, and today I don't have such dark thoughts at all but daily life is still such a pain and my exams stress me SO much. I know you understand the struggle. I was talking about my family and...
  31. dennis_me

    But thank you all so much, I hope you are right and that everything will end up « well ». It's...

    But thank you all so much, I hope you are right and that everything will end up « well ». It's just so frustrating to see everyone around you moving on with life and nobody takes me serious with my Tinnitus
  32. dennis_me

    @Joe Cuber What scares me the most are my studies. I was so happy, I was doing so well and now I...

    @Joe Cuber What scares me the most are my studies. I was so happy, I was doing so well and now I couldn't even take all my exams. I have always lived and fought for these studies and everything was stolen from me. I'm afraid I won't be able to do it, even in a year. My ability to concentrate is...
  33. dennis_me

    @Ken219 I'm not sure, I did the booster two weeks before the onset and I was taking medication...

    @Ken219 I'm not sure, I did the booster two weeks before the onset and I was taking medication that may be ototoxic, I didn't necessarily need any of that
  34. dennis_me

    I can't handle these deep feelings of guilt and regret, all of this could have been avoided...

    I can't handle these deep feelings of guilt and regret, all of this could have been avoided. Going from a perfect life to almost nothing…
  35. dennis_me

    Is the Resonance I'm Hearing Considered Hyperacusis?

    Thank you very much <3 My last exam is the 29th and then I go to Barcelona for a week. Can't wait to be there! It's good that you made those appointments. But the fact that you have to wait until October is ridiculous.
  36. dennis_me

    Glad to hear from you! I'm sorry that it hasn't gotten better yet but I believe in you and an...

    Glad to hear from you! I'm sorry that it hasn't gotten better yet but I believe in you and an improvement! I pray for you and wish you all the best! For my part it is already a little better but life is not at all what it was
  37. dennis_me

    Und Danke für den Tipp mit dem Buch, ich schaue mir das dann mal während den Sommerferien an :)

    Und Danke für den Tipp mit dem Buch, ich schaue mir das dann mal während den Sommerferien an :)
  38. dennis_me

    Vielen lieben Dank für deine Antwort. Das hört sich ja super an. Ich bin auch am studieren. Es...

    Vielen lieben Dank für deine Antwort. Das hört sich ja super an. Ich bin auch am studieren. Es fällt mir halt noch sehr schwer mich zu konzentrieren, wie schaffst du es? Es ist jetzt schon besser als am Anfang aber immer noch sehr schwierig. Ich habe extremst Angst, dass ich mein Studium wegen...
  39. dennis_me

    Tinnitus from Early Childhood — It's Become Worse Recently Which Scares Me

    I'm so so so sorry, I know what it's like to think you're doing the best and in the end it gets worse... Mine is also not thaaaaat loud, but it competes with other sounds and gets so loud. It got better over time, at the beginning I would hear it everywhere, it was crazy. I really hope it gets...
  40. dennis_me

    Oh wow, this song is definitely special and interesting, thank you for sharing it :)

    Oh wow, this song is definitely special and interesting, thank you for sharing it :)
  41. dennis_me

    Tinnitus from Early Childhood — It's Become Worse Recently Which Scares Me

    Than you very much for your reply @star-affinity. I always put a timer for 25 minutes because after a while the masking noise woke me up. I never thought about what you said. It's very interesting! I banned all sort of headphones. I was kind of annoyed because I spent so much money for all my...
  42. dennis_me

    Hi, wollte mal fragen wie es dir geht :) Du scheinst auch Tinnitus in ziemlich jungen Jahren...

    Hi, wollte mal fragen wie es dir geht :) Du scheinst auch Tinnitus in ziemlich jungen Jahren bekommen zu haben. Wie ist der Alltag jetzt für dich ?
  43. dennis_me

    Is the Resonance I'm Hearing Considered Hyperacusis?

    Yeah you're right, I should also try not to completely mask my tinnitus all the time. I feel like I'll never get used to it otherwise. I'll start once I finish my exams next week, it'll be good to have almost 3 months of vacation after months of hell with my studies. I had to work often 7 days a...
  44. dennis_me

    Yeah, that's true. Her brother is a famous singer too and he also made a song about his...

    Yeah, that's true. Her brother is a famous singer too and he also made a song about his Tinnitus. I live in a French speaking region and a lot of my friends already knew about Tinnitus because of this song and they recommanded it to me. Do you know if there is any song about Tinnitus in the...
  45. dennis_me

    Tinnitus from Early Childhood — It's Become Worse Recently Which Scares Me

    Ahhhh that's amazing, I'm glad you are doing better! And thank you for sharing your experience for your sleeping routine, I still have a lot of trouble falling asleep, I also have to use sounds to mask it. It's way better than in the beginning. I was using Zopiclone for a month but I felt like...
  46. dennis_me

    Yeah, when I first heard it I cried. In the beginning I felt so alone with this condition and...

    Yeah, when I first heard it I cried. In the beginning I felt so alone with this condition and also being young, it was good to know that we are not alone. I listened to it non stop during the first 2-3 months knowing she also suffered and is doing pretty good today
  47. dennis_me

    Is the Resonance I'm Hearing Considered Hyperacusis?

    When I read what you are going through, I have the impression that we are going through exactly the same type of tinnitus. I have exactly the same phenomena. Depending on the external sound my tinnitus pierces almost every sound. It's so annoying when I try to mask it. Normally I play some...
  48. dennis_me

    Yeah you're totally right. We are all here for the same problem and yet it can be so different...

    Yeah you're totally right. We are all here for the same problem and yet it can be so different for each person. I am also surprised by the diversity of the people affected. It can literally happen to anyone and when it happens it's too late...
  49. dennis_me

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHqfZNuSrLU

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHqfZNuSrLU
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    Wanted to share the song "J'entends" It's from a famous belgian singer (Angèle) She got Tinnitus...

    Wanted to share the song "J'entends" It's from a famous belgian singer (Angèle) She got Tinnitus after a live TV accident.It helped me a lot
  51. dennis_me

    Who knows. I hate the fact that most ENTs don't care about Tinnitus. I have to work a month...

    Who knows. I hate the fact that most ENTs don't care about Tinnitus. I have to work a month during the summer break at the hospital and I chose the ENT service. I am looking forward for august :) @blamingeverything
  52. dennis_me

    Wow, Tinnitus is such a weird condition. Thank you for your feedbacks !

    Wow, Tinnitus is such a weird condition. Thank you for your feedbacks !
  53. dennis_me

    Left ear is so weird, sometimes it's loud and other times it's silent.Right ear is always...

    Left ear is so weird, sometimes it's loud and other times it's silent.Right ear is always catastrophic.Anyone else goes from loud to silent?
  54. dennis_me

    Wow, thank you sooooo much @Steph1710 and @blamingeverything. Your replies really mean a lot to...

    Wow, thank you sooooo much @Steph1710 and @blamingeverything. Your replies really mean a lot to me <3
  55. dennis_me

    That's awesome, I really hope I will get to this point of habituation. The best I can do inside...

    That's awesome, I really hope I will get to this point of habituation. The best I can do inside right now is not to think about it for like 2-3 minutes. Whole days, that's awesome !!!
  56. dennis_me

    Wow, thank you so much for your reply @Stacken77 <3. It gives me hope to see, that other...

    Wow, thank you so much for your reply @Stacken77 <3. It gives me hope to see, that other tinnitus sufferers managed to get through university. Congratulations!!! I hope I can write something similar in a few years :)
  57. dennis_me

    Ohh thank you very much @Steph1710 <3. I know that you are right and things are going to get...

    Ohh thank you very much @Steph1710 <3. I know that you are right and things are going to get better with time but it is still, 5 months in, really difficult to imagine habituation. This forum litteraly saved my life but also created a lot of anxiety reading posts about people not being able to...
  58. dennis_me

    School Exams with Tinnitus

    Hi @Fanrong. I'm so sorry you are having a hard time. I also struggle a lot with my studies. I'm a second-year med school student and my tinnitus started in January 2022 being 21 years old. It is so loud and my ability to concentrate disappeared. Before tinnitus I was working 12-15 hours a day...
  59. dennis_me

    How will I be able to finish my studies? I was doing so good in med school and all of a sudden...

    How will I be able to finish my studies? I was doing so good in med school and all of a sudden I'm tortured after the fucking vaccine