Hello everyone, this weekend will be toughest weekend in my life. In Turkey there is a yearly college entry exam. As a native student I cannot get into any college in Turkey without that exam.
I have a 67 dB tinnitus and it sounds louder when I am stressed. In the exam I will most probably feel it around 75-80 dB. I need to be among the first 300,000 of 3,000,000 people who enters the exam, to get into any engineering field.
But I can't stand silence. I can't Imagine being in complete silence for 3 hours without a break and solving 50 paragraph questions and 40 mathematics problems.
To be able to get a good college education in my country, I need to be successful on that exam. can't afford studying abroad.
Also, I ask myself; "Even if I get into a good college, can I focus on my studies there, will my tinnitus distract me again?"
I tried a practice test before and I couldn't focus on what I read because of my tinnitus. After 30 minutes I gave up and quit.
Before my tinnitus, I was a successful student. But after it I started to lose my focus in lessons and I couldn't hear my inner voice while reading.
I have a 67 dB tinnitus and it sounds louder when I am stressed. In the exam I will most probably feel it around 75-80 dB. I need to be among the first 300,000 of 3,000,000 people who enters the exam, to get into any engineering field.
But I can't stand silence. I can't Imagine being in complete silence for 3 hours without a break and solving 50 paragraph questions and 40 mathematics problems.
To be able to get a good college education in my country, I need to be successful on that exam. can't afford studying abroad.
Also, I ask myself; "Even if I get into a good college, can I focus on my studies there, will my tinnitus distract me again?"
I tried a practice test before and I couldn't focus on what I read because of my tinnitus. After 30 minutes I gave up and quit.
Before my tinnitus, I was a successful student. But after it I started to lose my focus in lessons and I couldn't hear my inner voice while reading.