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    Daniel Thor: A Place for My Weird Theories on Life

    Suicide does not even need to be justified. We all have different limits to what we can cope with and it is something that medical professionals and many others do not understand. Society always tells us that we can overcome anything and conquer all obstacles. But it is not always the case. We...
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    Daniel Thor: A Place for My Weird Theories on Life

    Not all obstacles can be overcome. Not all ailments can be cured. Not all traumas can be healed. Sometimes, death is the most merciful option.
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    Daniel Thor: A Place for My Weird Theories on Life

    "The one thing I can't understand, I can't grasp my head around, is I feel when you die, there's just nothing; it's like when you're asleep and you're dreaming. But, I can't imagine nothingness lasting forever. That is the thing that I cannot get." - Stan Lee
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    Daniel Thor: A Place for My Weird Theories on Life

    "Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live." — Norman Cousins
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    Coronavirus (COVID-19) Infection with Pre-Existing Tinnitus

    Still the same. Worse.
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    Extreme Anxiety & Depression, My Body Is Restless & Fatigued, Antidepressants Make My Tinnitus Worse

    This morning, I woke up with a very loud tinnitus/spike. I have not been doing anything different. I protect my ears when I'm out. I have also been taking 5 mg Amitriptyline and 3 mg Ambien every night for sleep for the past 3 month. Could those meds be causing damage to my ears?
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    Hi FlatDarkearth. Yes. The alprazolam(Xanax) did change the nature of my tinnitus. But so many...

    Hi FlatDarkearth. Yes. The alprazolam(Xanax) did change the nature of my tinnitus. But so many other factors played a role in the worsening of my tinnitus. For instance, my tinnitus was never the sensitive type right up until I started using Xanax. I did not experience any reactiveness before...
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    In Loving Memory of Brian Jordan Pariente (Brian P)

    RIP Brian. I have spoken with Brian once. We shared our struggle. I was/still am suicidal just as much as he was. I have thought about him in recent months following his last posts and something in me thought it would come down to this. Our conversations were brief and not really productive. I...
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    PSA: To Everyony Who Hears Their Tinnitus "Only in a Quiet Room"

    My tinnitus was mild and stable for 5 years, then got worse from taking meds. My tinnitus gets worse every day from low/normal sounds. I try my best to avoid loud sounds but honestly I can't avoid all sounds, like alarms, sudden traumas and all sorts. It literally gets worse from car...
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    Suicidal

    I have been told by more than one person that my suffering has a deeper meaning, purpose and that something good is simply waiting to emerge from it. As much as they mean well, at times it seems like there's no meaning to any of my suffering or that there is no reward to be found from my...
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    Extreme Anxiety & Depression, My Body Is Restless & Fatigued, Antidepressants Make My Tinnitus Worse

    Yes, fortunately. My mother is my greatest supporter, but she doesn't understand what I'm going through. She feels so helpless sometimes. I sure am grateful to have her.
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    Extreme Anxiety & Depression, My Body Is Restless & Fatigued, Antidepressants Make My Tinnitus Worse

    I'm suffering real bad from tinnitus. My body is restless and fatigued from constant stress, anxiety and sleepless nights. I have recently tried a variety of antidepressants but all I get is long lasting increase in tinnitus baseline even from the first dose. Most days and nights my mind is...
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    Coronavirus (COVID-19) Infection with Pre-Existing Tinnitus

    My tinnitus was also affected by COVID-19 I got in December. The increase in tinnitus remained after recovery.
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    I Usually Manage with My Tinnitus — Depression Makes It Tricky

    My tinnitus and hearing are similar to yours. My tinnitus is beyond catastrophic. It's just chaos in my head/ears. But it's always comforting to know I'm not alone.
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    Otonomy Reports Corporate and Product Pipeline Update Multiple clinical trial readouts for OTO-313 in tinnitus and OTO-413 in hearing loss expected during 2022 Just saw this a moment ago. Thought I should share.
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    Almost Every Noise Spikes My Tinnitus

    Well, my hyperacusis is present and at times bothersome. But it's not as debilitating as my tinnitus. Even after setbacks, my hyperacusis improves overtime but never dissipates. I still do tolerate some sounds better than others.
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    Almost Every Noise Spikes My Tinnitus

    I'm also going through the same thing. My baseline increases to most sounds. Every day or week I have to adjust to new levels of tinnitus. Unfortunately for me, wearing hearing protection does little to none especially in moderately loud environments. I get long lasting spike or increase in...
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    Zoloft (Sertraline) and Worsening Tinnitus

    Hi Glynis. How was your experience with Amitriptyline? Doctor prescribed me it but I'm a bit skeptical to take it as I have heard some good and bad stories about it. My tinnitus is already too bad so I need something to take me off the edge.
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    It may be the case. But does curing tinnitus mean complete silence? Assuming there will be a cure. I was once told by my doctor that we all have tinnitus in some form and some have to be in a really really quiet space or Orfield Labs to hear it. So I reckon even if scientists do make a...
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    I wonder how OTO-313 and RL-81 combined would work for tinnitus? Maybe the combination may completely cure tinnitus? I'm just glad something is happening within this decade. Research is very slow and some of us are having it bad, but there's something to be optimistic about and hold on to, at...
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    Suicidal

    My tinnitus is at 12/10 at the moment. Just know that I'm with you. I know exactly how you feel.
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    Severe Acute Noise-Induced Tinnitus: Xanax Reduces the Intensity — Looking for Safer Alternatives

    I took .25 mg Alprazolam occasionally for about 2 months. But since the trauma I'm considering taking it every night or every other night, just until things eases. I'm suffering from severe tinnitus. If yours is mild, I would suggest taking the med only when you need it. Please don't quit the...
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    Severe Acute Noise-Induced Tinnitus: Xanax Reduces the Intensity — Looking for Safer Alternatives

    Are you still on Xanax? I took it once for a couple months and cold tapered it without being aware of how bad things can get. I just recently had an acoustic trauma and things are unbearable. I'm thinking of taking Xanax for a longer period because I'm struggling to cope. Did your spike...
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    Suicidal

    Thank you. I will consider those. :)
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    Suicidal

    Anybody who can recommend me meds to lessen suicide thoughts/ideation that won't worsen the tinnitus? At the moment I'm not sure what's worse. The severe tinnitus or the thought of killing myself and not doing anything about it. :(
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    Dysacusis — Anything Proactive I Can Try to Help the Distortions?

    You did mention in the one thread that the problem may be linked to the Cochlear Synaptopathy. It makes sense considering we hear tones just fine with no problem, which may rule out hair cell damage. Some people report back with improvements, which begs a question to how/if the auditory...
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    Tinnitus, Out of the Clear Blue Sky? One Late Evening I Woke Up to High-Pitched Ringing

    It's frustrating, isn't it? My tinnitus is severe, but I'm feeling very optimistic and hopeful on future treatments. However, I don't feel the same way about these distortions. How do you cope with it? Mine seems to be progressing. Does it stop getting worse?
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    I hope Otonomy acquires more data from the Phase II study. I would like to know if OTO-313 works for patients with reactive tinnitus or the type of tinnitus that increases due to external noise. Some people's tinnitus reacts to certain foods or beverages. Maybe OTO-313 can reduce that? And what...
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    Tinnitus, Out of the Clear Blue Sky? One Late Evening I Woke Up to High-Pitched Ringing

    I can relate. A few months ago, my tinnitus was the "quiet room" type that only bothered me when I sleep. It's been the same for 5 years until early this year when things started getting worse. I now hear my tinnitus wherever I go. I can't differentiate between baseline and spike. I hear my...
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    Can’t Function at a High Level Anymore

    6 years of tinnitus. Things got worse 5 months ago. Everyday I look for painless ways to take my life but survival instinct kicks in. I also think about my family and life in general. I'm 27 years of age and want to live but at the same time I'm afraid of living. What saddens me is I never...
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    Why Are Things Sounding Harsh/Coarse/Rough — Almost Like a Broken Speaker?

    I'm experiencing the same problem. Watching TV and YouTube videos on phone sounds like everything I'm hearing comes from a low quality or broken speaker. It started happening after I stopped using Cyproheptadine for migraines. At first all sounds were muffled and sounded like...
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    I Started Hearing a Crackling Noise on Certain Frequencies Last Night — Sounds Like a Broken Speaker

    Hi there. I'm also experiencing the exact same thing. Is it something related to hearing loss? I went to get my hearing checked for the first time in 6 years since my tinnitus onset. I do have a slight dip at higher frequencies but everything is well within normal range and I have perfect word...
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    What is meant by "Pivotal trial"? Does it mean if all goes well, Phase II may be the final phase (i.e. Phase 3) needed for FDA approval and if so, what is the timeline and process from the final phase to the drug being on the market?
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    If I'm not mistaken, tests and assessments are usually done for 2 months after exposure to the drug. This time they will be increasing that up to 4 months. The trial does still cater for patients who has had tinnitus for up to 12 months.
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    Suicidal

    I know what you mean. I've been following Otonomy for some time now. I believe the company has a way forward. As far as I know, their OTO-313 Phase 1/2 showed good enough results even for severe cases. I'm talking about severe to mild cases. I don't know whether or not there will be a cure...
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    Suicidal

    I know how you feel. I'm at that point too. I've been suicidal every day for 4 months. Severe tinnitus associated with migraines and hyperacusis is no joke. I survive the day by reading other people's stories. What do you think of Otonomy and their approach for tinnitus? They don't promise a...
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    Suicidal

    Yes. 100%. It's Valerian root and hops. These are good and can be used for both sleep and stress. The cost should be more or less $12. Do you have the product in your country?
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    Suicidal

    I'm taking "A. VOGAL" Natural herb formulation at the moment for sleep. It doesn't do much but it beats making my tinnitus worse than it already is.
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    Suicidal

    2016-2018: Zopiclone 2019: mostly free from meds 2020: Zopiclone (occasionally when I needed them) 2021: Alprazolam (BENZO!! ) for 2-3 months Zopiclone, for me, was very good for sleep especially after having a long day. I stopped taking them mainly because of headaches and hyperacusis. Things...
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    Suicidal

    My tinnitus is so loud that i can't distinguish between spike and base. I have also developed high frequency hearing loss/reduction from taking and withdrawing meds which, i guess, made my tinnitus loud all the time.
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    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    I am going through a tough time at the moment and I'm crying while writing this. My tinnitus started almost 6 years ago. Everything was fine until this year when I went on and off meds. The meds I was taking damaged my ears and withdrawing from them caused more damage. I'm suicidal everyday. I...
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    Suicidal

    Thank you very much. I appreciate the advice. I'm definitely taking notes. I'll be heading to a pharmacy store today and try those Magnesium supplements. On the bright side of things, I'm feeling positive this morning. I feel good about things even in these dark times.
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    Suicidal

    I almost never consume any alcohol. In fact I haven't had any in two years. I agree. I understand these things take time.
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    Suicidal

    I'm on the same boat. I would love to know how someone copes with this nonsense! Just got my degree a while ago but reluctant to apply for any work because of this torture. If someone had told me the negative effects of benzos on tinnitus I probably would not even be on Tinnitus Talk right...
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    Phase 3, I'm guessing, will probably include patients with bilateral tinnitus and those who have had it for longer than a year. I'm interested to know if OTO-313 will work for patients with severe hearing loss but I guess we'll have to find out later.
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    Do We Understand How Benzos Affect Tinnitus?

    My tinnitus was fine for the past 5 years. Then I took a benzo (alprazolam) for the first time in January this year for stress. Doctor gave me 30 tabs (0.25 mg), which I took occasionally or only when I need it within 3 months. My tinnitus has changed since, especially after I stopped taking...
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    Mild Tinnitus Got Much Worse + Developed Moderate to Severe Hyperacusis & Distortions

    I have severe tinnitus (reactive) and severe hyperacusis. I've also noticed my hearing is a little dull. I'm not sure If I have hearing loss or if it's just the hyperacusis but I experience tension/pain in my head when I try to watch tv or videos or listen to music even at low volume. My hearing...
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    Reactive Morse Code / Typewriter Tinnitus

    I'm new to this this type of tinnitus. I've had tinnitus for 5 years but recently over the past 3 months it started reacting to sounds. I also have moderate hyperacusis. What is so interesting is the reactiveness changes towards certain sounds. Example my phone speaker would trigger the reaction...
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    Thank you for the update. I'm rooting for you!
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    Otonomy OTO-313 — Treatment of Tinnitus

    I believe Otonomy will be the "Space X" of the Biopharmaceuticals field. Hopeful times indeed.
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    Suicidal

    Thank you for the reply. I saw some of your posts back in 2019. Have you improved much since?
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    My Tinnitus Has Just Amplified Very Loud and It's Messing with My Head

    My tinnitus is also 10/10. I've been going up for the past 3 months. Louder than last month, last week and yesterday. It keeps going up without a sign of settling down. I hope and pray for better days.
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    Suicidal

    Can tinnitus go from severe to mild/moderate over time? How do people cope with severe cases? Is it just a matter of time? I've been on and off meds for the past 6 months and I strongly believe it's the cause of my tinnitus going up. I want to have hope and believe things will get better over...
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    My High-Pitch Reactive Tinnitus + Lower Pitch Resonances

    I can relate to this. My tinnitus started reacting two or three months back. It reacts to any sound. I also love playing music and also playing video games but lately it has been difficult to try any of those. I'm so glad yours is getting better and hope by month 9 things will get back to the...
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    Daily Tinnitus Spikes and Reacting with High-Pitch Squeal to Talking, Flushing Toilet, Tap Running

    I 110% relate to this. I believe it's called "reactive tinnitus". Mine has been going on like this for a couple of months now. High pitch sound would react to almost any kind of sound, example, TV, fridge or turning on the kettle or microwave. Even walking around the house or driving the car...
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    Suicidal

    My tinnitus was mild from onset(2016) till 2020 December. Things started to change January this year when I withdrew from meds i was taking. It slowly became worse to the point where i can hear it outside in traffic. I feel so hopeless. At first I thought its the usual spike which will...