- Aug 7, 2021
- 1,484
- Tinnitus Since
- 2012 (mild) & 04/2021 (severe)
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Ototoxicity (2012) Unknown-likely noise induce (2021)
Hi everyone.
I'll try to keep this short because I could write a whole biography with my situation.
I've had tinnitus since 2013. I think aspirin caused it, but not totally sure. It was mild so I was easily able to forgot about it and move on (hardly notice it). I was 22 at the time (30 now).
However, I started to notice on April of 2021 that the ringing got much louder than usual. I presume the cause is from too much loud noise. I exposed myself to loud music while wearing headphones. I also had a moment in May where after a shower, my left ear briefly was so clogged, it gave my voice an occlusion effect (barotrauma?), my ringing grew louder and more reactive to certain frequencies. I also had early signs of hyperacusis where I was getting noise sensitivity. I went to see an ENT, hearing test results were within normal range(only up to 8000 Hz). They did say I have some slight negative ear pressure. The ENT prescribed me antibiotics which I didn't take due to fear of ototoxicity and also a 6 day taper course of methylprednisolone starting at 24mg. I took that.
I think taking the steroids was a mistake. Upon taking it, I noticed my tinnitus tone almost immediately changed into a low rumbling engine sound. Also with steroids, I started to get some weird hearing distortions. running water, wind showers, or even rubbing my hands aggressively has some weird sizzling bacon sound effect to it. I will say some other distortions have somewhat subsided but I'm not sure because I'm haven't tested it because I'm scared to find out what I will hear (like music, video games).
Well anyways the last few months my tinnitus has progressed with multiple tones and really loud.
Now the most devastating part is that the hyperacusis in the last 4 months has gotten quite severe. I believe I have loudness hyperacusis along with the pain hyperacusis (to a lesser degree). I feel like the world's volume has been crank up. Everything just sounds much more louder, my kitchen stove, refrigerator, traffic, planes, heck I can even hear a buzzing sound the light fixture in my bathroom gives off. It's like I've gain some super hearing ability. I also start to get ear pain and fatigue when I expose myself to more sound. Like there is a threshold of sound I can take for the day. I get startled very easily with certain sounds like silverware clanking, doors closing.
I had days where I felt like the hyperacusis has improved, but then reverts back to shitty levels... Not sure, maybe it was the Xanax at the time.
I've had quite a bit of acoustic accidents since onset, and have notice tinnitus spiking badly (spike still ongoing). I've bailed on steroids, since I don't even respond well to them I think. Hyperacusis and tinnitus has force me to take a leave of absence from work. I stay home all day, wearing earmuffs most of the day because I live in one of the most noisiest cities in the world (NYC) and on top that I live near a major hospital where I expect to hear 2 to 3 ambulance sirens every hour and also planes and helicopters constantly. Just my luck...
The last 4 months have been quite surreal. This gradual worsening has me in complete disbelief. Im having a hard time coping. Something feels off with my ears and I'm not processing sound the same way I used to. I think I'm also developing misophonia or phonophobia. Definitely scared of certain sounds and feel like it will make my tinnitus worse. It's already bad!
Since last month, I've spent many hours reading alot of the threads on Tinnitus Talk and learning about these conditions. I'm already familiar with a lot of the members here and hoping to interact with you all. This is a great place for information but also it has made me feel that I'm not alone in this struggle. I'm taking a lot of supplements and just started Nortriptyline. I also have Clonazepam on deck, but haven't yet used.
I'm just looking for that light at the end of the tunnel.
Regards,
Z
I'll try to keep this short because I could write a whole biography with my situation.
I've had tinnitus since 2013. I think aspirin caused it, but not totally sure. It was mild so I was easily able to forgot about it and move on (hardly notice it). I was 22 at the time (30 now).
However, I started to notice on April of 2021 that the ringing got much louder than usual. I presume the cause is from too much loud noise. I exposed myself to loud music while wearing headphones. I also had a moment in May where after a shower, my left ear briefly was so clogged, it gave my voice an occlusion effect (barotrauma?), my ringing grew louder and more reactive to certain frequencies. I also had early signs of hyperacusis where I was getting noise sensitivity. I went to see an ENT, hearing test results were within normal range(only up to 8000 Hz). They did say I have some slight negative ear pressure. The ENT prescribed me antibiotics which I didn't take due to fear of ototoxicity and also a 6 day taper course of methylprednisolone starting at 24mg. I took that.
I think taking the steroids was a mistake. Upon taking it, I noticed my tinnitus tone almost immediately changed into a low rumbling engine sound. Also with steroids, I started to get some weird hearing distortions. running water, wind showers, or even rubbing my hands aggressively has some weird sizzling bacon sound effect to it. I will say some other distortions have somewhat subsided but I'm not sure because I'm haven't tested it because I'm scared to find out what I will hear (like music, video games).
Well anyways the last few months my tinnitus has progressed with multiple tones and really loud.
Now the most devastating part is that the hyperacusis in the last 4 months has gotten quite severe. I believe I have loudness hyperacusis along with the pain hyperacusis (to a lesser degree). I feel like the world's volume has been crank up. Everything just sounds much more louder, my kitchen stove, refrigerator, traffic, planes, heck I can even hear a buzzing sound the light fixture in my bathroom gives off. It's like I've gain some super hearing ability. I also start to get ear pain and fatigue when I expose myself to more sound. Like there is a threshold of sound I can take for the day. I get startled very easily with certain sounds like silverware clanking, doors closing.
I had days where I felt like the hyperacusis has improved, but then reverts back to shitty levels... Not sure, maybe it was the Xanax at the time.
I've had quite a bit of acoustic accidents since onset, and have notice tinnitus spiking badly (spike still ongoing). I've bailed on steroids, since I don't even respond well to them I think. Hyperacusis and tinnitus has force me to take a leave of absence from work. I stay home all day, wearing earmuffs most of the day because I live in one of the most noisiest cities in the world (NYC) and on top that I live near a major hospital where I expect to hear 2 to 3 ambulance sirens every hour and also planes and helicopters constantly. Just my luck...
The last 4 months have been quite surreal. This gradual worsening has me in complete disbelief. Im having a hard time coping. Something feels off with my ears and I'm not processing sound the same way I used to. I think I'm also developing misophonia or phonophobia. Definitely scared of certain sounds and feel like it will make my tinnitus worse. It's already bad!
Since last month, I've spent many hours reading alot of the threads on Tinnitus Talk and learning about these conditions. I'm already familiar with a lot of the members here and hoping to interact with you all. This is a great place for information but also it has made me feel that I'm not alone in this struggle. I'm taking a lot of supplements and just started Nortriptyline. I also have Clonazepam on deck, but haven't yet used.
I'm just looking for that light at the end of the tunnel.
Regards,
Z