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  1. Alex Senkowski

    Funny Videos Anyone?

    For those who hate furries and love Warhammer. (WARNING: Loud...but hilarious)
  2. Alex Senkowski

    ENT Said If Tinnitus Doesn't Get Better in 3 Months, the Brain Memorizes It, and Never Gets Better

    All I know in my experience is that the T in my right ear has become more quiet over the last few years. I haven't simply habituated to it, it IS quieter than it was 5 years ago.
  3. Alex Senkowski

    Metro Hearing and Tinnitus Treatment Clinic

    Thanks for the warning.
  4. Alex Senkowski

    Metro Hearing and Tinnitus Treatment Clinic

    The doctor mostly talked about how tinnitus works and how a regimented treatment of sound therapy and CBT can help minimize it. That's it. I don't know what the specifics are until I begin the 'treatment', and I can't afford it right now. Problem is I would have to be paying the full amount up...
  5. Alex Senkowski

    Metro Hearing and Tinnitus Treatment Clinic

    I don't know why it took me five years, maybe because I was getting used to my tinnitus, but I finally went to the clinic today. The place wasn't very cutting edge and the paperwork they gave me to fill out was of a dubious format with lots of grammar errors. I wasn't there for treatment, just...
  6. Alex Senkowski

    Help! Getting Suicidal

    My tinnitus is only severe during the occasional flare-up, otherwise it's more quiet now than it was 5 years ago. Oddly enough, it has switched ears. It's gotten quieter in one ear but louder in the other. It's not severe, just really annoying when I'm closer to silence than I was a few years ago.
  7. Alex Senkowski

    I'm Not Committing Suicide. I'm Being Murdered by Merciless Tinnitus.

    Yeah, but I didn't look so great under the hat.
  8. Alex Senkowski

    I'm Not Committing Suicide. I'm Being Murdered by Merciless Tinnitus.

    I feel for you. I have no advice except for what I gave Bam: do whatever you have to do to keep your mood up. As long as it isn't toxic to your health.
  9. Alex Senkowski

    I'm Not Committing Suicide. I'm Being Murdered by Merciless Tinnitus.

    Sounds like you have a lot of great things in your life. Ironically, those things also give you more reason to feel stressed by your T. When you're with your friends and generally living it up, that annoying tone kicks in and you start obsessing over WHY it can't just go away for a little bit...
  10. Alex Senkowski

    I'm Not Committing Suicide. I'm Being Murdered by Merciless Tinnitus.

    My T is the result of otosclerosis and hearing loss. It was catastrophically bad 5 years ago and every night with it was The Dark Night of the Soul but spread out over several months. I don't think my thoughts will ever again approach the level of darkness I was nurturing during that time. But...
  11. Alex Senkowski

    Tinnitus Week 2018 / Day 2: How Do You Manage Your Sleep with Tinnitus?

    A tiny dose of Remeron at night and lots of cat videos during the day.
  12. Alex Senkowski

    Things are cool. The T seems to be shifting back and forth every few weeks between noticeable...

    Things are cool. The T seems to be shifting back and forth every few weeks between noticeable and comfortably dull.
  13. Alex Senkowski

    Is This Now It? Or Can It Go Away If You Have Mild Hearing Loss?

    I have moderate-moderately severe hearing lose and yet my T comes and goes. Sometimes it's bad for weeks, then it recedes to a comfortably dull level which lasts for about as long before shifting again. It's fine right now and I can go at least half-a-day without noticing it. I'm not an expert...
  14. Alex Senkowski

    No Hope Left — Warning Negative Post

    I was on Clonazepam for only a couple of months, and when I stopped abruptly, my T spiked like a motherfucker. So I started back on the prescribed dose and created a tapering plan that would last the rest of the year. It was slow, but it worked. The slower, the better.
  15. Alex Senkowski

    My Own Fault

    Don't get too depressed about it. That starts the cycle of getting anxious and making the T worse. I've recently gotten over a bad bout of T that lasted weeks, then it receded back to the comfortable baseline a few days ago and I've been feeling great. T is becoming pretty damn common nowadays...
  16. Alex Senkowski

    Shift in Tinnitus

    Yeah, I'm trying to figure it out so I'll know what to do when my T gets bad again.
  17. Alex Senkowski

    Shift in Tinnitus

    Like I said, I had a really nice day yesterday. That seemed to do something. Maybe I had some knotted muscle above the ear that finally unwound or something like that. I felt a pleasing crack and the fullness was released and the T quietened. You know that feeling of fullness? It's nearly gone...
  18. Alex Senkowski

    Shift in Tinnitus

    Hey all. A strange thing happened last night. The aforementioned fluctuating T in my left ear had been bothering me for weeks, and on Saturday it was worse than it had ever been. So bad that I was having panic attacks. But yesterday, I had a really nice and pleasant day, and the T receded...
  19. Alex Senkowski

    Why Isn't There Enough Research in Reversible Hearing Loss?

    I don't know how much research is being conducted now, but it will gain more attention in the years to come. Young soldiers are coming back from overseas with T and hearing loss from all the gunfire and demolition, so it is becoming a problem the scientific/medical community can't ignore.
  20. Alex Senkowski

    Thirty One Years of Suffering

    If your T can be reduced, even if it's just temporarily, then it's possible that someday it can be reduced permanently.
  21. Alex Senkowski

    My Mom Mocked Me Because My Hearing Is Bad.

    It's not your fault that your parents mumble like idiots. "I can either learn to hear better, or you can save us both the trouble and SPEAK LOUDER!" That's something I wish I could say to a certain a-hole family member.
  22. Alex Senkowski

    Mirtazapine (Remeron) Question — Did It Help You? Did Stopping It Make Your Tinnitus Worse?

    I had the 30mg tablets which I managed to break each into 6 pieces.
  23. Alex Senkowski

    Shift in Tinnitus

    Yeah, it's not worse but it is different. I've been used to the tones being a very specific way that even a small change messes everything up. But during the last few days things have been a lot better.
  24. Alex Senkowski

    Is This True? Tinnitus Becomes Chronic After 3 Months?

    I hope so, but I don't know how to narrow down the potential root causes. Any ideas? I regularly clean my ears so it's not earwax build-up. I haven't noticed any change in my hearing, although only the hearing test I'm getting in a couple of weeks can confirm that. So what are the other...
  25. Alex Senkowski

    Best Non-Ototoxic Anxiety Meds?

    No, I finally stopped taking Remeron a couple of months ago. I've gained too much weight and I simply don't need it for sleep anymore. Although I suspect that going off it has made my T act up. Hopefully it's only temporary.
  26. Alex Senkowski

    Is This True? Tinnitus Becomes Chronic After 3 Months?

    I had T in my right ear for over 3 years until I got a stapedectomy for my otosclerosis. It worked until an unrelated complication arose some months later. Complication aside, my T was totally gone for a while. The attitude I have is that if the T can go away even just temporarily, then it's...
  27. Alex Senkowski

    Shift in Tinnitus

    My T has been pretty consistent for the past few years. Things changed last month when a tone in my left ear, originally high-pitched but quiet, suddenly turned lower-pitched but louder. It's not painful, but it is more noticeable and seems reactive to something. Is it reacting to sound? My...
  28. Alex Senkowski

    I used Remeron for nearly 2 years for sleep purposes. I stopped simply because I didn't need it...

    I used Remeron for nearly 2 years for sleep purposes. I stopped simply because I didn't need it anymore and, yes, because it was packing the pounds on me. The drug's great if you need sleep, but weight gain is a definite side effect.
  29. Alex Senkowski

    How Do You Clean Your Ears?

    I use olive oil drops then a rubber ear syringe with warm water and gentle pressure. It do it as carefully as possible and haven't had any problems so far. Still, I should cut down on how often I do it.
  30. Alex Senkowski

    It reacts to SOMETHING, but I'm not certain what. It's not severe but It comes and goes, and I...

    It reacts to SOMETHING, but I'm not certain what. It's not severe but It comes and goes, and I wish I could figure out what makes it GO.
  31. Alex Senkowski

    My T changed after I finally stopped taking Remeron a couple of months ago. It's not worse, but...

    My T changed after I finally stopped taking Remeron a couple of months ago. It's not worse, but it is more annoyingly reactive to sound.
  32. Alex Senkowski

    Fear of Going Deaf Taking Over My Life

    Yeah, I'm terrified of going deaf too. I have otosclerosis, so I'm likely going to have hearing problems for the rest of my life. All I can say is be good to your ears, and everything else for that matter, and you'll put the odds in your favour.
  33. Alex Senkowski

    Hidden Hearing Loss, Tinnitus and Trouble Hearing Conversations in Noise

    Two questions: 1) What is the difference between hidden hearing loss and sensorineural hearing loss? 2) Is hidden hearing loss strictly noise-induced?
  34. Alex Senkowski

    Mirtazapine (Remeron) Question — Did It Help You? Did Stopping It Make Your Tinnitus Worse?

    Going cold turkey off any drug is never a good idea. You need to taper gradually. I also take Remeron for sleep at just 5mg.
  35. Alex Senkowski

    Question for People with Severe Hearing Loss and Tinnitus

    I'm sorry to hear that. My otosclerosis was gradual for the first 4 years but thankfully seems to have stabilized over the last 3. The only reassurance I have is that the disease rarely results in complete deafness. That, and the hope that science figures out how to clone ear hair cells.
  36. Alex Senkowski

    Question for People with Severe Hearing Loss and Tinnitus

    Well, both my HL and T are stable and I don't want to rock the boat right now with new treatments. Despite what happened, I'm still considering getting surgery done on the other ear since my operated ear is still better off than it was before. How long have you had the otosclerosis?
  37. Alex Senkowski

    Question for People with Severe Hearing Loss and Tinnitus

    Yes, I had T before the surgery, but it became more acute after the relapse several months later. My hearing loss is mostly conductive and in the lower frequencies according to my last few audiograms. I don't take any meds for it since there currently is no solid scientific consensus on what...
  38. Alex Senkowski

    Question for People with Severe Hearing Loss and Tinnitus

    I had surgery done on one ear; it was initially successful but wore off after a few months and left my hearing only slightly better than it was before the surgery but with the T now on top of it.
  39. Alex Senkowski

    Question for People with Severe Hearing Loss and Tinnitus

    I have moderate to moderately-severe HL because of otosclerosis, then to twist the digger further I was saddled with T on top of it. It sucks. Thankfully, my HL has stabilized and the T is reactive and doesn't bother me most of the time.
  40. Alex Senkowski

    Anyone Have Tinnitus Lower in the Morning? Or Any Idea What Might Be Causing This Biologically?

    My T always reduces to a low, comfortable droning after a few hours of sleep. I too am interested in how this works because maybe it means a method or treatment can be created to elongate it indefinitely.
  41. Alex Senkowski

    Remeron (Mirtazapine) — Anything Safer for Sleep & Depression?

    If you do go with Remeron, keep in mind that you need only a very low dose for sleep. I need only 5mg(1/6th of a full tablet) and I have a good and full night's sleep with only the occasional hangover the next day. I've been taking 5mg of remeron a night for almost 2 years now and I haven't...
  42. Alex Senkowski

    How Many of You Hear a VERY LOW-PITCHED Rumble?

    Yeah, I got the low pitch drone. It doesn't bother me. In fact, I find it quite relaxing at times.
  43. Alex Senkowski

    Does Tinnitus Get Worse Over Time?

    Yeah, I highly doubt that every T sufferer in the world participated in the survey.
  44. Alex Senkowski

    Does Tinnitus Get Worse Over Time?

    I wasn't feeling like shit before, but I am now.
  45. Alex Senkowski

    Tinnitus Started 17 Days After Stapedectomy; Constant Hissing in Operated Ear for Six Days!

    Sadly, no. Whatever caused the T also caused my hearing in the operated ear to regress to being just a little bit better than it was before the surgery. It's still my better ear, though.
  46. Alex Senkowski

    Tinnitus Started 17 Days After Stapedectomy; Constant Hissing in Operated Ear for Six Days!

    Yeah, it's still there but it's comfortably dull most of the time. As far as I can tell, it hasn't gotten better or worse since it started. If it is quiet or absent most of the time, then I can hope that someday they'll come up with either a med or a procedure that will elongate the silence.
  47. Alex Senkowski

    Tinnitus Started 17 Days After Stapedectomy; Constant Hissing in Operated Ear for Six Days!

    Same thing sorta happened to me. I had a stapedectomy nearly a couple of years ago and my tinnitus started a few months afterwards. My ENT still isn't certain about what happened but speculates that scar tissue grew around the plastic prosthesis in my ear and possibly damaged the nerve.
  48. Alex Senkowski

    If You Already Have Hearing Loss, Are You Susceptible to Noise Damage?

    Wow. This thread spiraled into total despair really quickly.
  49. Alex Senkowski

    My Tinnitus Got Louder! Please Help

    Hearing loss? Permanent or temporary?
  50. Alex Senkowski

    My Tinnitus Got Louder! Please Help

    Withdrawal effects. Long and nasty. I was on the drug for about 3 months and thought that wasn't long enough for dependency to develop. I was wrong and spent the rest of 2014 slowly tapering in order to avoid the headaches, the grogginess, and the vicious T spikes. I'm finally off it now and am...
  51. Alex Senkowski

    My Tinnitus Got Louder! Please Help

    I had a major spike in late 2013 which lasted for almost a month. It put me in the loop of worrying about it and making it worse. Then I got prescribed clonazepam and it elevated my mood long enough for the T to return to baseline. However, it took me almost a year to get off the damn drug. I'm...
  52. Alex Senkowski

    Remeron Started My Tinnitus

    I've been taking Remeron for over a year and have had no severe side-effects aside from the occasional hangover. My only concern is eventually getting off it; I have no plan for that yet. How is it a bad idea? Sleep is all I use it for and even then I just need 1/6th of a tablet.
  53. Alex Senkowski

    Sharp Tinnitus Spikes While Falling Asleep?

    They happen to me occasionally as well. I'll be on the cusp of sleep and suddenly I'll hear a sound like a gunshot, a scream, or a dog bark. Unless people really ARE shooting and killing each other in the apartments surrounding mine.
  54. Alex Senkowski

    Hearing Aids

    I've had hearing aids for a couple of years. The most basic kind without wi-fi connection or any of that other crap that drives up the price. They're programmed to not process sound above a certain volume or pitch so I don't have to worry about them amplifying the sound of a fire truck siren or...
  55. Alex Senkowski

    Interstellar The Movie

    Interstellar's good, but it doesn't top Kubrick's 2001 which was as abstruse in its direction as it was in it's overall mystery. Interstellar, on the other hand, felt more like a standard popcorn flick with some heavy-handed sci-fi ideas weighing awkwardly on it.
  56. Alex Senkowski

    Waxing and Waning of TMJ Tinnitus

    I had a frightening episode a few nights ago. I was using Similasan ear wax drops like I usually do once a week and suddenly my left ear went dead. I could hear next to nothing out of it and assumed that I had destroyed my hearing. I spent that night in total despair and panic with the only hope...
  57. Alex Senkowski

    Favourite Video Games?

    I'm playing through Bloodborne on the PS4 right now. Best horror game I've played yet. Since developing T, videogames have become therapeutic. They get my mind off the T long enough for it to subside for the day.
  58. Alex Senkowski

    People Whose Tinnitus Has Gotten Worse — Is There a Reason For It?

    Sorry if I offended anybody with my comment about catastrophic thinking. It's just that in my limited experience, catastrophic thinking can be as damaging if not more damaging than whatever the ailment is. When I was in the T rut a year ago, my thoughts and fears were infinitely more terrifying...
  59. Alex Senkowski

    People Whose Tinnitus Has Gotten Worse — Is There a Reason For It?

    That's catastrophic thinking and it will ultimately do you more harm than any potentially ototoxic drug might do.
  60. Alex Senkowski

    People Whose Tinnitus Has Gotten Worse — Is There a Reason For It?

    Sounds like you're in the circular rut of worrying about your T and thus exacerbating it.