- Nov 4, 2020
- 25
- Tinnitus Since
- 10/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Long-term noise exposure (concerts, headphones)
Hi all,
About two weeks ago I was noticed a ringing in my right ear. I'm luckier than many in that I haven't had it too long (yet) and that it's not too loud (the hum of the fridge, for example, masks it just fine). However, it's constant. It doesn't fluctuate at all. Actually I'm a bit nervous since it seems a touch louder the past 24 hours, but it's still pretty quiet. Some details:
That being said, in a weird way, I have developed a new perspective on music-listening. With covid and being thousands of miles away from all my friends, I got too depressed to listen to music for a month or two there. But now it's like I have to listen to it in order to mask the tinnitus, and instead of getting anxious about it, I can see it as something to enjoy AND distract me from tinnitus. I hope this helps others shift their perspective, too.
Lots of love, and if you made it this far, thanks for reading. <3
About two weeks ago I was noticed a ringing in my right ear. I'm luckier than many in that I haven't had it too long (yet) and that it's not too loud (the hum of the fridge, for example, masks it just fine). However, it's constant. It doesn't fluctuate at all. Actually I'm a bit nervous since it seems a touch louder the past 24 hours, but it's still pretty quiet. Some details:
- I'm 25F and otherwise healthy, other than some anxiety and occasional depression (which have gotten worse this year but I was on a "good wave" right before tinnitus hit.)
- I'm an avid music lover. I spend about a couple nights/week listening to music with over-the-ear headphones.
- Just got a car and mayyy have overindulged in blasting music too loud in the car, I won't deny that.
- I was camping and it was gorgeous, but mosquito-heavy. I thought at first that maybe my ear was "looking" for the mosquito buzzing and projected the ringing in my ears.
- I don't think I realized that it could be tinnitus until a week after its onset since the sounds of frogs and crickets drowned it out. Note to self that sleeping outside is therapeutic and "all natural" tinnitus relief.
- Avoiding loud sounds like the devil. I haven't used headphones in over a week. I wear earplugs when I make a freaking smoothie. I actually feel like I'm more sensitive to sounds, but I'm not sure if that's "real" or if I'm just hyper-aware and protective of my ears.
- ENT prescribed 60mg prednisone for a week. Normally I wouldn't so willingly take corticosteroids, but I'm willing to try anything at this point.
- Just trying to take care of my health overall. Running, eat healthy, getting some sleep...
- After testing out the sound of speakers, headphones, car, etc., I probably did get in the 80-90 dB range, at least for short periods of time. I guess this is enough to "break the camel's back" (because I have a history of going to concerts without earplugs... never again) and trigger long-term tinnitus? Why ear health isn't preached about as much as dental, eye, etc. health saddens me .
- This year I haven't been exposed to too many loud sounds: no concerts, crowds, etc. So it's probably all from headphone/car speaker use. I'm frustrated that I did this to myself, but slowly getting over it.
- I have occasional, brief discomfort in my ear. There's no earwax, and my doctor suspects it's sensations projected by my brain (much like the tinnitus itself). That's probably likely, but could anything else explain it? Sometimes I can "feel" my ear when I turn my head/stretch my neck.
That being said, in a weird way, I have developed a new perspective on music-listening. With covid and being thousands of miles away from all my friends, I got too depressed to listen to music for a month or two there. But now it's like I have to listen to it in order to mask the tinnitus, and instead of getting anxious about it, I can see it as something to enjoy AND distract me from tinnitus. I hope this helps others shift their perspective, too.
Lots of love, and if you made it this far, thanks for reading. <3