First of all, I am a 18 year old guy from Norway, so my English is not that well. And I'm very desperate for help, these 2 weeks have been the worst weeks in my life.
I don't know if this is relevant, but I had cancer when I was 14, and got treated and lived pretty happy and well till 2 weeks from now. And to be honest, I rather go
through the cancer again, and get treated, rather than live with tinnitus my whole life. Thats how much I hate it!!!
It all started on 6 December 2015. My life changed from heaven to hell. I havent been sleeping properly for 2 weeks now, and these pasy days, I have been taking very strong sleeping pills so I can get my sleep. My Tinnitus is very, very quit at day time, and it only
frustrates when I'm trying to sleep. At night, the ringing in my head is very annoying and somethimes it feels like I'm standing next to a ... uhm.. an airplane. I have tried everything. Nature sound, radio, even had my television on. It doesnt help. I need silence to sleep. Thats how I always had it, and want it..
I don't know the cause of my tinnitus, but I went to a ear specialist and and she told me that caffeine was proably the reason for my Tinnitus, so last week I have cut down the caffaine and sugar, and tried to eat a lot healthier. It should be noted that my Tinnitus started very randomely at night 2 weeks ago, and I had been listening to very loud music before the ringing started. Last week I been viseting several doctors, who have told me my hearing was perfectly good and there was nothing wrong with my ears, and that my tinnitus would proably fade away soon, but could not tell me when. It could take days, weeks or even months.
However, I am still very depressed knowing that I could been dealing with this my whole life, and I'm only 18 years old. I feel like my life is ruined, and I want a new chance in life. Every night I question my self: when is this going to stop?
And the strange part is... my Tinnitus is very "odd". For example, there are times when I cant hear the ringing at all, and its completly gone. Even in a silent room. But as soon as I'm trying to sleep, the sounds comes back. It look like it only haunts me at night, or when I am trying to sleep. But my ringing is getting better, and Its not as worse as it was when it all started.
So here is my quieston: What are my chance that it will fade away?? Should I be worried? Please do not tell me that I will get used to it, and so and so. Cause I won't. I want silence and my life back again. Is it normal that the ringing can last up to 2 weeks before it
disappears? I really need to sleep natural again, because I cant take sleeping pills my whole life. Help me!!
When, and If I get better, I will dedicate my whole to find a cure against this disorder!! I swear, my dream was to become a doctor anyway...
I don't know if this is relevant, but I had cancer when I was 14, and got treated and lived pretty happy and well till 2 weeks from now. And to be honest, I rather go
through the cancer again, and get treated, rather than live with tinnitus my whole life. Thats how much I hate it!!!
It all started on 6 December 2015. My life changed from heaven to hell. I havent been sleeping properly for 2 weeks now, and these pasy days, I have been taking very strong sleeping pills so I can get my sleep. My Tinnitus is very, very quit at day time, and it only
frustrates when I'm trying to sleep. At night, the ringing in my head is very annoying and somethimes it feels like I'm standing next to a ... uhm.. an airplane. I have tried everything. Nature sound, radio, even had my television on. It doesnt help. I need silence to sleep. Thats how I always had it, and want it..
I don't know the cause of my tinnitus, but I went to a ear specialist and and she told me that caffeine was proably the reason for my Tinnitus, so last week I have cut down the caffaine and sugar, and tried to eat a lot healthier. It should be noted that my Tinnitus started very randomely at night 2 weeks ago, and I had been listening to very loud music before the ringing started. Last week I been viseting several doctors, who have told me my hearing was perfectly good and there was nothing wrong with my ears, and that my tinnitus would proably fade away soon, but could not tell me when. It could take days, weeks or even months.
However, I am still very depressed knowing that I could been dealing with this my whole life, and I'm only 18 years old. I feel like my life is ruined, and I want a new chance in life. Every night I question my self: when is this going to stop?
And the strange part is... my Tinnitus is very "odd". For example, there are times when I cant hear the ringing at all, and its completly gone. Even in a silent room. But as soon as I'm trying to sleep, the sounds comes back. It look like it only haunts me at night, or when I am trying to sleep. But my ringing is getting better, and Its not as worse as it was when it all started.
So here is my quieston: What are my chance that it will fade away?? Should I be worried? Please do not tell me that I will get used to it, and so and so. Cause I won't. I want silence and my life back again. Is it normal that the ringing can last up to 2 weeks before it
disappears? I really need to sleep natural again, because I cant take sleeping pills my whole life. Help me!!
When, and If I get better, I will dedicate my whole to find a cure against this disorder!! I swear, my dream was to become a doctor anyway...