When I was 15, I was sitting in my room watching videos with headphones, when suddenly I was hit with a piercing ringing. I literally threw off my headphones, startled. The ringing quieted down somewhat, but it was still an electrical screeching, alongside an uncomfortable feeling of pressure in my head.
I told my dad later what happened, and he said it was normal for ears to ring sometimes and to sleep it off. I went to bed, but the screeching was still there the next day.
I really started to panic when I walked into a silent room in my house, and it was like a loud, vibrating ringing was filling up the room, closing in on me. It was overwhelming and just produced this feeling of wrongness. The force of the noise made my head hurt.
I eventually ended up seeing a series of doctors and getting an MRI, ending in me being told they couldn't find anything wrong with me, and that I shouldn't expect the tinnitus to go away. It crushed me, and I sobbed on the walk back to the car.
Three years later, I still have a constant electrical screeching and pressure in my head, even when I'm sitting right next to a fan or air cleaner. I can't get too far from a source of noise before it feels like my head is vibrating from the ringing.
I also have hyperacusis. It hurts to hear plates clinking or my dad talking too loudly. It even hurt me recently to hear my brother typing on a keyboard.
Therapy has done nothing. I am in just as much despair as I was on the day I was told this condition would be permanent. I'm eighteen now, but I barely got through high school, and only with online schooling.
I feel like my life ended three years ago, and everything since has been a sad blur. I just figured I'd post my story for anyone who can relate.
I told my dad later what happened, and he said it was normal for ears to ring sometimes and to sleep it off. I went to bed, but the screeching was still there the next day.
I really started to panic when I walked into a silent room in my house, and it was like a loud, vibrating ringing was filling up the room, closing in on me. It was overwhelming and just produced this feeling of wrongness. The force of the noise made my head hurt.
I eventually ended up seeing a series of doctors and getting an MRI, ending in me being told they couldn't find anything wrong with me, and that I shouldn't expect the tinnitus to go away. It crushed me, and I sobbed on the walk back to the car.
Three years later, I still have a constant electrical screeching and pressure in my head, even when I'm sitting right next to a fan or air cleaner. I can't get too far from a source of noise before it feels like my head is vibrating from the ringing.
I also have hyperacusis. It hurts to hear plates clinking or my dad talking too loudly. It even hurt me recently to hear my brother typing on a keyboard.
Therapy has done nothing. I am in just as much despair as I was on the day I was told this condition would be permanent. I'm eighteen now, but I barely got through high school, and only with online schooling.
I feel like my life ended three years ago, and everything since has been a sad blur. I just figured I'd post my story for anyone who can relate.