So I am going to be SUPER honest here. I still don't like tinnitus. I am not just "oh it's another noise I barely notice." Yes there is much more now that I don't notice than in the beginning. But it isn't like I never notice it and I wouldn't ever like to hear silence.
I have always been a nervous nellie and when I got tinnitus I completely freaked out. You can see all my history in this group. I went to all the doctors, I had probably a nervous breakdown. But with my history with anxiety, I likely would have had a nervous breakdown from "something."
It doesn't run my life anymore. I was forced to "keep myself busy" so that during the day I didn't get obsessed and upset as much.
I lost the job I had when I first got tinnitus. I don't think I lost the job because of tinnitus but it probably didn't help that I could barely wake up for early morning meetings because I had a hard time sleeping. But since I lost that job I started a business and put ALL my energy into that. I went into real estate and have received national media attention, I average about $1,000,000 in sales in real estate a month only 1.5 years from getting my license. I am constantly there for my clients. They can text me anytime and if I am not asleep I usually answer. I have NEVER put this much energy into a job before. I have a team, I am doing something in my life I NEVER thought I would accomplish. I NEVER thought I would find this much success in life financially.
Don't worry I am not selling anything here. I am just trying to show you that it is possible to put that energy into something productive.
Who knows? Maybe it was all fate. That whole "keep your mind busy and you won't notice tinnitus' advice was huge in making all of this possible.
I hope all this makes sense. Put your energy into something productive. Maybe there is a God and he wants you to really pay attention to something. I don't know how I feel about religion but I can tell you I would not have found the success I found if I didn't get tinnitus.
I have always been a nervous nellie and when I got tinnitus I completely freaked out. You can see all my history in this group. I went to all the doctors, I had probably a nervous breakdown. But with my history with anxiety, I likely would have had a nervous breakdown from "something."
It doesn't run my life anymore. I was forced to "keep myself busy" so that during the day I didn't get obsessed and upset as much.
I lost the job I had when I first got tinnitus. I don't think I lost the job because of tinnitus but it probably didn't help that I could barely wake up for early morning meetings because I had a hard time sleeping. But since I lost that job I started a business and put ALL my energy into that. I went into real estate and have received national media attention, I average about $1,000,000 in sales in real estate a month only 1.5 years from getting my license. I am constantly there for my clients. They can text me anytime and if I am not asleep I usually answer. I have NEVER put this much energy into a job before. I have a team, I am doing something in my life I NEVER thought I would accomplish. I NEVER thought I would find this much success in life financially.
Don't worry I am not selling anything here. I am just trying to show you that it is possible to put that energy into something productive.
Who knows? Maybe it was all fate. That whole "keep your mind busy and you won't notice tinnitus' advice was huge in making all of this possible.
I hope all this makes sense. Put your energy into something productive. Maybe there is a God and he wants you to really pay attention to something. I don't know how I feel about religion but I can tell you I would not have found the success I found if I didn't get tinnitus.