If anyone remembers me, I've been a member of Tinnitus Talk for at least 6 years. In January 2017 I went to a house party that changed my life. As a long time musician (no hearing protection... yes I know), I was not diligent with my hearing. No one talks about tinnitus, no one talks about the way it can flip your life upside down in a matter of hours... or minutes. I suffered for at least 4 years with debilitating tinnitus. I'm talking a whole slew of noises from 5 kHz - 15 kHz. ringing so painfully that I thought of ending my life. I sat through it all. The mental anguish, thoughts of suicide, how my life would never be normal and only being productive on "normal" days when my tinnitus was low. Through diligence in protecting my hearing and being very VERY cautious in what activities I do, I can say that, 6 years later, my tinnitus does not matter any more. It's like an itchy ass. Sure it's there, some days worse than others, but it doesn't define me.
It's been a long journey, many sleepless, anxious, stress-filled nights.
Tinnitus Talk has helped me so much in learning and processing what's going on. I hope you all find peace in the madness and we can find a solution to this BS.
I might be around to answer to questions, but I'm forgetful and work a fucked up schedule.
Take care,
Peter
It's been a long journey, many sleepless, anxious, stress-filled nights.
Tinnitus Talk has helped me so much in learning and processing what's going on. I hope you all find peace in the madness and we can find a solution to this BS.
I might be around to answer to questions, but I'm forgetful and work a fucked up schedule.
Take care,
Peter