Hello!
Thought I would share my story as I guess it's better out than in. Like sound.
Everything started around August last year. I woke up one day and both my ears felt blocked. This lasted a week before they cleared and were replaced with a low frequency hum in my left ear. A week of this, before the hum was replaced by more blockage - only in the left ear. Another week and the hum returned, and it has been there ever since. I don't attend a lot of concerts or loud events.
For the first six/seven months, for the most part, I could ignore the hum during the day. It was easy enough to distract myself with other sounds, even fairly low ones. That said, it irritated, annoyed and upset me. I like my silences and I couldn't enjoy them anymore.
Then it randomly disappeared for almost two weeks. Probably the greatest two weeks of my life. I was reading books in silence. Going into empty rooms without carrying a nature sounds app on my phone. Bliss.
Unfortunately the hum has returned with a vengeance. It is now much louder and it's very difficult to drown it out. The pillow speaker that worked for the first six months now has no effect. The hum is now trumping most things - television, music, etc. It's absolutely dominating everything, affecting almost everything I do and it's really getting me down.
I know there's a big mental aspect to this. Some might say it just seems louder because I'm focussed on it. But there's no way the volume is the same. Prior to it going away and coming back, gentle sounds were enough to quiet it. Now, it's screaming at me most of the day and nothing blocks it out. There are times when it is so loud it feels like a huge amount of pressure is building in my ear and it's going to explode. I'm also getting twinges and aches eminating from the area.
My hearing tests have all shown that my hearing is fine. MRI was clear. The ENTs I have spoken to have basically just said 'You have tinnitus. It may go away. It may not. We don't know what has caused this. Good luck'.
It sucks. Plus, I work in a library which is a breeding ground for huuuummmmmmmmmmmms.
I find it baffling in this day and age that medical science can't sort this with some crazy pill, or even just explain what has caused it and why.
Anyway, thank you for your time. I dream of the day when I am able to write messages like this without whale sounds competing (and failing) against this demon in my ear.
Andrew
Thought I would share my story as I guess it's better out than in. Like sound.
Everything started around August last year. I woke up one day and both my ears felt blocked. This lasted a week before they cleared and were replaced with a low frequency hum in my left ear. A week of this, before the hum was replaced by more blockage - only in the left ear. Another week and the hum returned, and it has been there ever since. I don't attend a lot of concerts or loud events.
For the first six/seven months, for the most part, I could ignore the hum during the day. It was easy enough to distract myself with other sounds, even fairly low ones. That said, it irritated, annoyed and upset me. I like my silences and I couldn't enjoy them anymore.
Then it randomly disappeared for almost two weeks. Probably the greatest two weeks of my life. I was reading books in silence. Going into empty rooms without carrying a nature sounds app on my phone. Bliss.
Unfortunately the hum has returned with a vengeance. It is now much louder and it's very difficult to drown it out. The pillow speaker that worked for the first six months now has no effect. The hum is now trumping most things - television, music, etc. It's absolutely dominating everything, affecting almost everything I do and it's really getting me down.
I know there's a big mental aspect to this. Some might say it just seems louder because I'm focussed on it. But there's no way the volume is the same. Prior to it going away and coming back, gentle sounds were enough to quiet it. Now, it's screaming at me most of the day and nothing blocks it out. There are times when it is so loud it feels like a huge amount of pressure is building in my ear and it's going to explode. I'm also getting twinges and aches eminating from the area.
My hearing tests have all shown that my hearing is fine. MRI was clear. The ENTs I have spoken to have basically just said 'You have tinnitus. It may go away. It may not. We don't know what has caused this. Good luck'.
It sucks. Plus, I work in a library which is a breeding ground for huuuummmmmmmmmmmms.
I find it baffling in this day and age that medical science can't sort this with some crazy pill, or even just explain what has caused it and why.
Anyway, thank you for your time. I dream of the day when I am able to write messages like this without whale sounds competing (and failing) against this demon in my ear.
Andrew