I seriously don't know how to continue with all this suffering!
Low frequency drone turned my life upside down and now this siren in my head!!!!
Life is not meant to be easy but also not this hard.
I fear for my future
Hi Valeri
I am so so I sorry.
You didn't deserve this.
None of us did.
The cruelest turn of fate.
Mine turned severe in June 2014 because of the hateful actions of an Asperger "friend ?!?!"
The beautiful life I enjoyed has gone for ever.
I am nothing - if not a realist.
What I do is make tremendous efforts to 'cobble' a new life together.
Of course - I live in considerable hateful noise.
Every day I try to do things that help me cope a little better.
Every morning I meditate for half an hour in a hot bath, when I often drift off, despite the noise.
I go for a walk around the park where I live, often with a nice friendly neighbour - when the conversation gives me something else to focus on.
My wife still works as a credit controller (at 74) so I do all the shopping, ironing, vacuuming, cleaning, taxiing grand children around, etc... which helps me to feel that I am still useful to my beautiful family.
I also have three adorable pussycats.
(See my thread - more pussycat therapy.)
My personal view is that there is currently no cure out there - I said I am a realist - and would find clinging on to research news, interviews with scientists etc... a complete waste of energy.
If a cure ever comes we will all know straight away.
Everything out there right now is bogus.
Unfortunately we have all been cast in the role of
the most reluctant of heroes.
But I believe we can make it through, if we face this 'thing' with courage and ingenuity.
Thinking of you Valeri.
Sending you love, and a big {{{ HUG }}}
Dave x
Jazzer