Hello everyone, the name is Shaqz and I finally had the balls to post about my tinnitus two month later...
My silence vanished on December 10th after a concert where the VIP stage was literally right next to the speakers. The stage was shaped where it was the speakers, the VIP stage, then the DJ, then the crowd so I was around 2-10 feet from the speakers for the 3 hours set. Mind you I walked out in and out for about 30 minutes total. I was under the influence where I took the usual x dose I do when I go to these things which I just wanted to add for reason that it might of made me not realize the damage it was doing to my ears. There was about 100 other people in the same area and some even closer to the speakers so I doubt I would have noticed even if I was sober but whatever.
The day after I had horrible ringing like I usually do after a concert but this time it stuck with me. I've been suffering since and I went to an audiologist who is very knowledgeable (been taking patients for 30 years and coincidentally also got caught with tinnitus 15 years ago). He started me on sound therapy and gave me hope and the first month it was tough but the masking helped me cope very well because I was able to mask the sound and not hear it even if I tried. Oh and let me add my tinnitus volume was measured and it was 30-40 dB which he told me was loud.
I thought I had a really high tinnitus frequency till I went on a trip that was desperately needed after going through this and asked my audiologist if it's ok to fly and he said yes just wear noise cancelling head phones and you will be ok. I did on the lowest volume where my tinnitus was way louder and I could barely hear the music so it was basically like ear muffs. On the flight's descent I didn't know to let go of the pressure in my ear so I just left it there because I was scared to take off the headphones and when I landed and they opened the door and I took them off, I got pain in my left ear, nothing to really cry about but I did feel it for a bit of a while. I felt no pressure after the ear popping for like 2-3 days. I did have mild pain for like 10 days but only if I focused on it so basically nothing if I didn't and it was on and off.
But that's not my point. The night of I had really loud ringing like after a concert that goes down the next day. I thought it was over there but I go to my usual next day and mask my tinnitus like usual where I can't hear it even if I tried with the loudness that it is.
When I mask my tinnitus now 10 days after the flight it covers my usual tinnitus sound and now a even more high pitched sound comes out, not very loud but annoying because it's basically not maskable unless my air condition is kicking pretty loud.
I want to know what I should do from now on. If anyone can shoot me any advice and if they think this "spike" or new tinnitus is temporary and if my initial tinnitus is temporary as well too. If not, what should I do to cope or eventually habituate?
I'm 21 years old just to add. Thank you for any feedback or support and to all my tinnitus sufferers out there I believe time will make all your situations better because yesterday's suffering is usually always worse than today's! May we all hear silence one day and god bless us all!
Thanks for listening and sorry for my grammar lol.
@Bill Bauer You seen pretty knowledgeable with acoustic trauma causing tinnitus so a response from you would be much appreciated. I've been reading your responses while I've been on these forums which is a bit of a while and I feel like you are forum famous at this point haha. Thank in advance!
My silence vanished on December 10th after a concert where the VIP stage was literally right next to the speakers. The stage was shaped where it was the speakers, the VIP stage, then the DJ, then the crowd so I was around 2-10 feet from the speakers for the 3 hours set. Mind you I walked out in and out for about 30 minutes total. I was under the influence where I took the usual x dose I do when I go to these things which I just wanted to add for reason that it might of made me not realize the damage it was doing to my ears. There was about 100 other people in the same area and some even closer to the speakers so I doubt I would have noticed even if I was sober but whatever.
The day after I had horrible ringing like I usually do after a concert but this time it stuck with me. I've been suffering since and I went to an audiologist who is very knowledgeable (been taking patients for 30 years and coincidentally also got caught with tinnitus 15 years ago). He started me on sound therapy and gave me hope and the first month it was tough but the masking helped me cope very well because I was able to mask the sound and not hear it even if I tried. Oh and let me add my tinnitus volume was measured and it was 30-40 dB which he told me was loud.
I thought I had a really high tinnitus frequency till I went on a trip that was desperately needed after going through this and asked my audiologist if it's ok to fly and he said yes just wear noise cancelling head phones and you will be ok. I did on the lowest volume where my tinnitus was way louder and I could barely hear the music so it was basically like ear muffs. On the flight's descent I didn't know to let go of the pressure in my ear so I just left it there because I was scared to take off the headphones and when I landed and they opened the door and I took them off, I got pain in my left ear, nothing to really cry about but I did feel it for a bit of a while. I felt no pressure after the ear popping for like 2-3 days. I did have mild pain for like 10 days but only if I focused on it so basically nothing if I didn't and it was on and off.
But that's not my point. The night of I had really loud ringing like after a concert that goes down the next day. I thought it was over there but I go to my usual next day and mask my tinnitus like usual where I can't hear it even if I tried with the loudness that it is.
When I mask my tinnitus now 10 days after the flight it covers my usual tinnitus sound and now a even more high pitched sound comes out, not very loud but annoying because it's basically not maskable unless my air condition is kicking pretty loud.
I want to know what I should do from now on. If anyone can shoot me any advice and if they think this "spike" or new tinnitus is temporary and if my initial tinnitus is temporary as well too. If not, what should I do to cope or eventually habituate?
I'm 21 years old just to add. Thank you for any feedback or support and to all my tinnitus sufferers out there I believe time will make all your situations better because yesterday's suffering is usually always worse than today's! May we all hear silence one day and god bless us all!
Thanks for listening and sorry for my grammar lol.
@Bill Bauer You seen pretty knowledgeable with acoustic trauma causing tinnitus so a response from you would be much appreciated. I've been reading your responses while I've been on these forums which is a bit of a while and I feel like you are forum famous at this point haha. Thank in advance!