Advice for Severe Hyperacusis Caused by Microsuction / Medication?

[Annika]

I have acquired a severe form of hyperacusis which started gradually in January 2021. Unfortunately my hearing sensitivity has gone a lot worse since March.

It seems to have been brought microsuction earwax removal and medication. Unfortunately travelling on the London Underground and the noise of heavy traffic made my hearing sensitivity a lot worse even though I was wearing hearing protectors. Since then I can hear almost normally when wearing my hearing protectors (rated at 75 decibels). I have also become extremely sensitive to almost all indoor and outdoor noises. It affects me all day long from morning to evenings - 7 days a week. When I did shopping at M&S recently the refrigerators sounding as loud as factory machinery to me. My hearing sensitivity has become a nightmare and find it difficult to cope. I have difficulties going out because I can't tolerate the noise of traffic or travelling on the London Underground anymore. So far I have not been seen by an ENT doctor. I was referred back and forth from Community ENT to Royal National ENT. I have now ended up on a 6-9 waiting list at the Royal National ENT hospital which considering my condition is far too long!

My questions:

1. Has anybody had such a severe form of hyperacusis and how did they cope?
   
   
2. Does anybody know, if the condition is likely to improve by itself over time?
   
   
3. Can anybody recommend a London ENT hospital which offer treatment for hyperacusis?
   
   
4. I can hear almost normally through noise reducing hearing protectors (rated at 75 decibels). Has anybody else experienced anything similar to this?
   
   
5. There seems to be vey few options for persons suffering from hyperacusis. I have just began CBT therapy. This seems to be the only option available to me. Does anybody have experience of CBT and did it improve the condition?

I really would appreciate you advice.

Thanks a lot,
Annika

 

[Michael Leigh]

I have acquired a severe form of hyperacusis which started gradually in January 2021. Unfortunately my hearing sensitivity has gone a lot worse since March. It seems to have been brought microsuction earwax removal and medication.

Hi Annika.

Did you have tinnitus prior to having the microsuction? Before having the microsuction were you advised to apply eardrops 3x a day to each ear for 10 days before the procedure? The eardrops/olive oil helps to thoroughly loosen the wax making its removal easier. Otherwise, there is a risk of making pre-existing tinnitus worse, or causing the condition to develop in someone that doesn't have tinnitus. It can also make hyperacusis worse or cause it to develop.

Please click on the links below and read my posts: Hyperacusis, As I See It, New to Tinnitus, What to Do. Please go to my started threads and read my posts: Tinnitus, A Personal View, Microsuction and Ear Irrigation.

Michael.

PS: If you are new to tinnitus, then I advise you to wait for your ENT appointment at the hospital you have been referred to by your GP. My advice is not to go private. You will get the best help and long term aftercare for tinnitus under the NHS, that no private treatment can match in the UK.

Hyperacusis, As I See It | Tinnitus Talk Support Forum
New to Tinnitus, What to Do? | Tinnitus Talk Support Forum

 

[Christine2222]

I have acquired a severe form of hyperacusis which started gradually in January 2021. Unfortunately my hearing sensitivity has gone a lot worse since March.

It seems to have been brought microsuction earwax removal and medication. Unfortunately travelling on the London Underground and the noise of heavy traffic made my hearing sensitivity a lot worse even though I was wearing hearing protectors. Since then I can hear almost normally when wearing my hearing protectors (rated at 75 decibels). I have also become extremely sensitive to almost all indoor and outdoor noises. It affects me all day long from morning to evenings - 7 days a week. When I did shopping at M&S recently the refrigerators sounding as loud as factory machinery to me. My hearing sensitivity has become a nightmare and find it difficult to cope. I have difficulties going out because I can't tolerate the noise of traffic or travelling on the London Underground anymore. So far I have not been seen by an ENT doctor. I was referred back and forth from Community ENT to Royal National ENT. I have now ended up on a 6-9 waiting list at the Royal National ENT hospital which considering my condition is far too long!

My questions:

1. Has anybody had such a severe form of hyperacusis and how did they cope?
   
   
2. Does anybody know, if the condition is likely to improve by itself over time?
   
   
3. Can anybody recommend a London ENT hospital which offer treatment for hyperacusis?
   
   
4. I can hear almost normally through noise reducing hearing protectors (rated at 75 decibels). Has anybody else experienced anything similar to this?
   
   
5. There seems to be vey few options for persons suffering from hyperacusis. I have just began CBT therapy. This seems to be the only option available to me. Does anybody have experience of CBT and did it improve the condition?

I really would appreciate you advice.

Thanks a lot,
Annika

There's no hearing protector in the world rated at 75 dB. I think the maximum you can achieve is around 40 dB. Hearing protection isn't additive, so if you wear earmuffs with 30 dB NRR and earplugs with 30 dB NRR, you don't get 60 dB NRR, you're still close to around 30 dB NRR.

 

[Marin]

I believe inflammation plays a huge role in hyperacusis. Best I can suggest is to go on an anti-inflammatory diet (no sugar, gluten, etc) and take as many anti-inflammatory supplements as you can (Boswellia, Curcumin, Fish oil, etc).

While your hearing is so sensitive, try to avoid sounds that make it worse.

 

[Annika]

Hi Michael,

Thanks so much for your advice. I find your articles very helpful indeed and also very informative.

Could you please tell me if I should wait at least 6-12 month before starting any long-term treatment with 'white noise generators'? Should I already use 'sound machines' at night? Hyperacusis is my main problem but I also have some tinnitus.

With regards to your question. You wanted to know if I had tinnitus prior to having the microsuction? Only occasionally, mainly due to excess earwax in my ears. However I was on Amitriptyline medication for 3 months and the hyperacusis/tinnitus started 1 month later. I could hear roaring noises coming from TV which got so loud even when the TV was turned down and was eventually unable to watch TV anymore (my husband was unable to hear those noises).

Yes, I did use some olive oil prior to the microsuction earwax removal but only twice a day for at least 2-3 weeks. However, the ENT doctor did not ask me if I had used olive oil. I pointed out that I had problems with earwax removal in the past and he told me that he knew what he is doing. I suspect that the microsuction earwax removal caused the onset of my hyperacusis. Also, to add to the problem, my GP prescribed Pregabalin medication which can, apparently, cause hyperacusis although my doctor was unaware of this. I did have a problem with hyperacusis 3 years ago after a microsuction removal but it disappeared very quickly. On that occasion I was told by the audiologist that I need to use olive oil for only a few days.

Thanks a lot for all your help!
Annika

 

[Michael Leigh]

Thanks so much for your advice. I find your articles very helpful indeed and also very informative.

Hi Annika.

Thank you for your kind comments and for the additional information about your symptoms.

To get the best out of my articles I suggest that you print and refer to them often, rather than read them on a computer screen or a phone which was not my intention when I wrote them. They are a form of counselling, so one needs to relax and take time to read them and this will help reinforce positive thinking. Incorporating positivity into our lives takes time which is important, especially with a condition like tinnitus and if hyperacusis is present more so. This is the reason therapies such as CBT and TRT when used to treat tinnitus and hyperacusis take many months.

It requires a retraining of the mind particularly for those new to tinnitus, as they must learn not to be afraid of it. Gradually the habituation process beginnings and negative thinking is dispelled and demystified. Each person is different but essentially this is the process of habituation.

You have mentioned Pregabalin and Amitriptyline in your post. Whilst I do not have a medical background, I am aware what they are used for. I gather you were taking Amitriptyline prior to the onset of the tinnitus and hyperacusis, that both started three months later? Whatever the underlying reason for taking this medication, it may affect the tinnitus and hyperacusis because they both react to stress. Pregabalin is treatment for another condition. Whatever that is and I'm not asking that you divulge it, it may also have an effect on the tinnitus. You have a lot going on here Annika.

Hyperacusis is usually caused by exposure to loud noise especially when it accompanies tinnitus. People that often listen to audio at too high a volume through headphones, earbuds and headsets are prone to it. However, you have said the tinnitus and hyperacusis started 3 months after taking Amitriptyline. The hyperacusis was made worse after having microsuction. If the tinnitus isn't noise induced, then the underlying medical cause for taking Amitriptyline and Pregabalin could be the reason you are affected by tinnitus and hyperacusis.

I think you need to talk to your GP and the CBT therapist you have started seeing, and address the underlying medical conditions that you are taking the above medications for. Once these are dealt with and begin to improve, it should have a positive impact on the tinnitus and hyperacusis if they are not noise related. Something usually causes tinnitus to develop, as it rarely starts for no reason although it's possible. I have listed some of those reasons in the articles I have sent to you.

I wish you well.

Michael

 

[RonnieThailand]

I'm new to this as well, so mainly just posting to let you know that I'm going through the exact same thing from microsuction/irrigation 2 months ago. I'm sorry you have to deal with this hell too. I'm curious how your pain comes on or what it feels like.

1. I'm not coping too well with it. It's very severe like yours. No exaggeration. Feels like someone poured acid in my ears when at its worst. I have reactive tinnitus so this is another hell I have to deal with when going out, especially with plugs/muffs but without them it'd be even louder. The pain I have is a burning pain that starts out as a raw feeling in the presence of sounds and then turns to burning for hours/days.

It was 10 days of constant pain this last time, after some loud noise incidents (dropped a coffee mug/generator exploded outside), so I had to check into a hotel for a month to get away from noises outside my apartment (skateboarders and construction noises I feel kept me from getting back to baseline).

It's now back to its baseline and no pain when sitting in silence again. I only go out when necessary (food, hospital for other issue are just about the only reasons I go out). After a month, I'll see where I'm at and try to decide if I feel I'm ready to expose to barely audible sounds or not. Natural sounds, not pink noise or white noise. I ordered Bio-Curcumin and Boswellia and will try those for a while starting tomorrow as they just arrived.

7. Yes, I have this where the earmuffs are not effective anymore, which is why I must now wear the earplugs as well.

 

[sm20]

There's some skepticism around using white/pink noise to gradually increase your tolerance to noise. From my experience, sitting in silence for a month did nothing to help... As soon as I started using a white noise generator all the time in my room, which I basically never left, my condition started to noticeably improve within 2 weeks. I couldn't originally tolerate it even at minimum volume, so I put it in another room and closed the door to make it quieter. Since you have loudness hyperacusis it's more likely that white/pink noise will work better for you, although I only had pain hyperacusis and it still helped.

 

[Marin]

There's some skepticism around using white/pink noise to gradually increase your tolerance to noise. From my experience, sitting in silence for a month did nothing to help... As soon as I started using a white noise generator all the time in my room, which I basically never left, my condition started to noticeably improve within 2 weeks. I couldn't originally tolerate it even at minimum volume, so I put it in another room and closed the door to make it quieter. Since you have loudness hyperacusis it's more likely that white/pink noise will work better for you, although I only had pain hyperacusis and it still helped.

Thanks for sharing your experience with sound therapy. Can I ask if you had pain in silence when you first started?

 

[Annika]

I'm new to this as well, so mainly just posting to let you know that I'm going through the exact same thing from microsuction/irrigation 2 months ago. I'm sorry you have to deal with this hell too. I'm curious how your pain comes on or what it feels like.

1. I'm not coping too well with it. It's very severe like yours. No exaggeration. Feels like someone poured acid in my ears when at its worst. I have reactive tinnitus so this is another hell I have to deal with when going out, especially with plugs/muffs but without them it'd be even louder. The pain I have is a burning pain that starts out as a raw feeling in the presence of sounds and then turns to burning for hours/days.

It was 10 days of constant pain this last time, after some loud noise incidents (dropped a coffee mug/generator exploded outside), so I had to check into a hotel for a month to get away from noises outside my apartment (skateboarders and construction noises I feel kept me from getting back to baseline).

It's now back to its baseline and no pain when sitting in silence again. I only go out when necessary (food, hospital for other issue are just about the only reasons I go out). After a month, I'll see where I'm at and try to decide if I feel I'm ready to expose to barely audible sounds or not. Natural sounds, not pink noise or white noise. I ordered Bio-Curcumin and Boswellia and will try those for a while starting tomorrow as they just arrived.

7. Yes, I have this where the earmuffs are not effective anymore, which is why I must now wear the earplugs as well.

Hi Ronnie Thailand,

Thanks for sharing your experience about your tinnitus/hyperacusis. I am sorry to hear of your severe pain, that is clearly very tough to deal with. I hope, that you have been able to get a check-up from an ENT doctor and also offered medication. It appears that there are a lot of people out there whose hyperacusis was brought on after microsuction earwax removal. There should be a warning about the potential risks! Sorry to hear that you were forced to move out. There were times recently when I wished I could move to a quieter place. I live in a London flat where sound-proofing is poor. Often can hear neighbours' kids shouting and jumping up and down.

You wanted to know how my pain comes on and what it feels like. When my hyperacusis got worse, the noises I am sensitive to really snowballed. Many ordinary everyday sounds inside and outside seemed amplified to a painful degree.

I will list a few examples:

• Most sharp, sudden, high-pitched sounds such as clinking of cutlery and crockery.
• Clicking of switches and door latches
• Rustling of paper and plastic packaging
• High-pitched birdsong, bleeping electronic devices
• Screaming children at play
• The rushing sound of traffic passing by when I am walking outside
• The whirring sound of supermarket refrigerators

Sometimes have to scream when hearing a sharp unexpected or high pitched sound. My hyperacusis is very unpredictable and varies each day. Sometimes it gets worse by evening. I don't know what to expect each day. There are days when I keep thinking it has improved, then a few days later I find that it has gotten worse again.

More recently I find I am getting longer periods of ear discomfort e.g., sense of fullness in my ears, pressure, itchiness also some facial pain. During the last few days have been experiencing what feels like a soreness in my ears. I suspect my condition was made worse when I had to travel to a vaccination centre with lots of heavy traffic and other loud noises on the way.

I wear ear protectors to take off the very sharp edge of the sounds but, generally, I find I can now hear almost normally through them.

I wished somebody would tell me what I should or shouldn't be doing. Should I be resting my ears and not go out at all or should I try to desensitise? I do need to go for a walk to relax otherwise would feel even more trapped. I also need to travel regularly to get to hospital and medical appointments.

I have tried a range of different treatments including Acupuncture, Healing, Homeopathy and Craniosacral Therapy. Most of these have had only temporary effects. Generally find it relaxing being in nature, going for a walk in a nearby woodland park and listening to the sounds of a brook or stream. The difficulty is getting there. I live in London and loud traffic noises and other unexpected sounds can occur almost anywhere.

I find it helpful doing online Chi Gong and Yoga exercises. I have been listening to a PINK NOISE CD but for some reason it now seems to make my tinnitus worse for a while. I also find it relaxing listening to the sound of waterfalls and various healing sounds. I intend to find out more about healing sounds and will also look into different relaxation techniques. I already have been taking fish oil supplements. I will also try out Bio-Curcumin and Boswellia as advised by Marin.

Wishing you all the very best,
Annika

 

[Annika]

As soon as I started using a white noise generator all the time in my room, which I basically never left, my condition started to noticeably improve within 2 weeks. I couldn't originally tolerate it even at minimum volume, so I put it in another room and closed the door to make it quieter. Since you have loudness hyperacusis it's more likely that white/pink noise will work better for you, although I only had pain hyperacusis and it still helped.

Hi sm20,

Thanks for letting us know about your experience with noise generators. You said that it improved your condition within 2 weeks. That is remarkable! Could you please let me know which 'white noise generator' you have been using? I will buy one immediately.

Thank you
Annika

 

[sm20]

Hi sm20,

Thanks for letting us know about your experience with noise generators. You said that it improved your condition within 2 weeks. That is remarkable! Could you please let me know which 'white noise generator' you have been using? I will buy one immediately.

Thank you
Annika

Sorry this is really late. I don't know exactly what noise generator it is but it says "Brookstone" on it. It has 12 settings and I leave it on the default white noise setting. It's lower pitched than the white noise that I found on YouTube which should be better for hyperacusis.

 

[RonnieThailand]

Hi Ronnie Thailand,

Thanks for sharing your experience about your tinnitus/hyperacusis. I am sorry to hear of your severe pain, that is clearly very tough to deal with. I hope, that you have been able to get a check-up from an ENT doctor and also offered medication. It appears that there are a lot of people out there whose hyperacusis was brought on after microsuction earwax removal. There should be a warning about the potential risks! Sorry to hear that you were forced to move out. There were times recently when I wished I could move to a quieter place. I live in a London flat where sound-proofing is poor. Often can hear neighbours' kids shouting and jumping up and down.

You wanted to know how my pain comes on and what it feels like. When my hyperacusis got worse, the noises I am sensitive to really snowballed. Many ordinary everyday sounds inside and outside seemed amplified to a painful degree.

I will list a few examples:

• Most sharp, sudden, high-pitched sounds such as clinking of cutlery and crockery.
• Clicking of switches and door latches
• Rustling of paper and plastic packaging
• High-pitched birdsong, bleeping electronic devices
• Screaming children at play
• The rushing sound of traffic passing by when I am walking outside
• The whirring sound of supermarket refrigerators

Sometimes have to scream when hearing a sharp unexpected or high pitched sound. My hyperacusis is very unpredictable and varies each day. Sometimes it gets worse by evening. I don't know what to expect each day. There are days when I keep thinking it has improved, then a few days later I find that it has gotten worse again.

More recently I find I am getting longer periods of ear discomfort e.g., sense of fullness in my ears, pressure, itchiness also some facial pain. During the last few days have been experiencing what feels like a soreness in my ears. I suspect my condition was made worse when I had to travel to a vaccination centre with lots of heavy traffic and other loud noises on the way.

I wear ear protectors to take off the very sharp edge of the sounds but, generally, I find I can now hear almost normally through them.

I wished somebody would tell me what I should or shouldn't be doing. Should I be resting my ears and not go out at all or should I try to desensitise? I do need to go for a walk to relax otherwise would feel even more trapped. I also need to travel regularly to get to hospital and medical appointments.

I have tried a range of different treatments including Acupuncture, Healing, Homeopathy and Craniosacral Therapy. Most of these have had only temporary effects. Generally find it relaxing being in nature, going for a walk in a nearby woodland park and listening to the sounds of a brook or stream. The difficulty is getting there. I live in London and loud traffic noises and other unexpected sounds can occur almost anywhere.

I find it helpful doing online Chi Gong and Yoga exercises. I have been listening to a PINK NOISE CD but for some reason it now seems to make my tinnitus worse for a while. I also find it relaxing listening to the sound of waterfalls and various healing sounds. I intend to find out more about healing sounds and will also look into different relaxation techniques. I already have been taking fish oil supplements. I will also try out Bio-Curcumin and Boswellia as advised by Marin.

Wishing you all the very best,
Annika

Thanks Annika and I'm so sorry you're dealing with this too. Hopefully, you've seen some improvement since you last posted, even if a small one? I saw some major improvement within a month but feel like I may have lost much of it by pushing myself too much. Here's what I did while I was seeing improvements:

• Got into quiet hotel room since Bangkok is very loud and only went outside once a day, very early in the morning for a green tea without sugar in a small plaza with no cars parked there that early. I have no access to anything even resembling nature here, so this was the best I could do while parks were closed. There's traffic on the road so I wore earmuffs and foam earplugs at first, then as I was feeling a little better I wore only earmuffs, then just the foam earplugs. I would sit at a a table outside tea place, early when nobody else was out, and would take off protection for 5-10 minutes at a time just to take in ambient noises.
• I started taking 500mg (2x a day) of Bio-Curcumin and 400mg (2x a day) of Boswellia.
• I sat in silence all day in my room but a few times a day I would open my window to expose ambient noise outside, just traffic from the highway way off in the distance, the same types of noises I heard when sitting at tea place.
• Because many of my symptoms match TTTS/acoustic shock, I started really believing that this was my muscles tensing up to sounds due to a lowered threshold and that it was both a physical condition (due to the muscles tensing too much since their threshold had been lowered, any sound makes it tense up) and a mental condition (a secondary thing causing the muscles to tense). Previously I was thinking of this was all a nerve damage thing (and it still may be), but in my case, I do believe more so that the muscles are playing a larger role and I think realizing this may have helped to a small degree, though not enough to counter the very physical part of it all.

For whatever reason, I really started to feel like I was beating it and like I didn't need my earplugs anymore. I no longer had any pain at all, my reactive tinnitus was starting to go away and was almost not reactive at all, just a low hissing. All of this within 1 month (3 months after my tinnitus and hyperacusis started).

A New Setback: Park/Ambient Noise
So I went to a local park when they opened (wearing earplugs on the way there and back) that was real quiet which had the same type of ambient noise of traffic in the distance (I would have went for one without this background noise but it's Bangkok, nowhere quiet). Still, it was very far away, to the point where the traffic sounds like white noise. I sat for an hour without any protection on a bench and felt no pain.

However, I think I pushed it by doing this. I immediately had burning pain later that night and it felt very severe like my ears were going to collapse.
I then had burning pain in silence the next day.

Got on Clonazepam for 2 Weeks: Most Symptoms Cleared but Returned After Quitting
After a few days of realizing this was a real setback, I went to a doctor and he prescribed Clonazepam. Taking 0.5 mg of this 3 times a day and sometimes 1 mg doses completely erased all my pain, all my tinnitus, it was as if I was cured for two weeks. Now after my prescription is almost done, I'm tapering off slowly and the pain is coming back, along with a little tinnitus. I'm worried about all the horror stories you hear about benzos making this worse in the long run so I may just try to ask doctor for more just for emergencies. I'm not sure why it works because Xanax never really helped me, so possibly because it does have these muscle relaxant effects.

So now I'm just still in the hotel room, better than I was when I last posted though. It's hard to gauge how much better because of the park setback but I feel I can at least walk down the street with earplugs on and most vehicles don't bother me, other than those damn motorcycles.

 

[Stacken77]

Sorry to pursue a different topic from this thread, but I must ask.

my reactive tinnitus was starting to go away and was almost not reactive at all, just a low hissing.

That seems like some major improvements. My main issue is reactivity and yours having improved gives us great hope!

but a few times a day I would open my window to expose ambient noise outside, just traffic from the highway way off in the distance

Do you think the increased noise exposure had part in your improvements of the reactivity? Could you expand on that? I'm also thinking about opening my window a few times a day, so for how long did you listen to the ambient noise each time you opened your window?

Thanks, and I sincerely hope you continue to improve in all aspects of your ear problems,
Stacken

 

[RonnieThailand]

Do you think the increased noise exposure had part in your improvements of the reactivity? Could you expand on that? I'm also thinking about opening my window a few times a day, so for how long did you listen to the ambient noise each time you opened your window?

It's really hard to say because I was exposing in a more controlled way, but also taking in more silence. By controlled way, I mean it's a hotel that faces away from the road so there aren't any surprise sounds happening, nobody in the parking lot because no tourists, so not the same as exposing to sounds at my apartment where sudden noises like hammering, kids skateboarding, voices etc. would make things worse. In my hotel room, I'd open the window for 15-30 minutes at a time, never more than that.

By "taking in more silence", I'm also referring to having no surprise sounds outside as I did with my apartment. So I spent a much larger percentage of my day in complete silence.

This is very much a physical thing, though I feel there is a psychological element to it. I had a major pain incident today coming off a muscle relaxant (Orphenadrine citrate 50 mg 2x a day) after just 2 days that initially helped a bit (see my previous post in profile for info on that, I typed a lot). Got on this immediately after the Clonazepam as I was in pain and might be a better longterm option. So I believe TTTS or some serious muscle clenching is taking place in my ears, maybe because the brain/muscles have a physically reduced threshold from damage so they're just clenching up no matter what I'm thinking, but also I believe they're clenching at other times based on my fears towards sounds and maybe even the high pitched shrills of my tinnitus had me tensing those muscles for months.

So regarding the reactivity, I think that it was probably walking the thin line between healing in silence (to treat the physical part) and exposing in a controlled way (to treat the psychological part). My ears I feel are physically damaged and needed a rest from sounds so the nerves or other parts could heal a bit, but they also needed a rest from the muscle tension caused by fear of sounds (the constant hammering outside that had me on edge with each hit).

Which is why I believe Clonazepam had worked so well, because it worked on both fronts, unlike Xanax which only treated the psychological part. I feel it's 80% physical, 20% psychological in my case.

I am worried the reactivity will come back though since I was in a lot of pain today and must also return to my apartment in a week (can't afford hotel anymore after 2 months) and I see they have not finished construction outside. But hoping for the best.

Hoping you see major improvements too.

 

[Stacken77]

It's really hard to say because I was exposing in a more controlled way, but also taking in more silence. By controlled way, I mean it's a hotel that faces away from the road so there aren't any surprise sounds happening, nobody in the parking lot because no tourists, so not the same as exposing to sounds at my apartment where sudden noises like hammering, kids skateboarding, voices etc. would make things worse. In my hotel room, I'd open the window for 15-30 minutes at a time, never more than that.

By "taking in more silence", I'm also referring to having no surprise sounds outside as I did with my apartment. So I spent a much larger percentage of my day in complete silence.

This is very much a physical thing, though I feel there is a psychological element to it. I had a major pain incident today coming off a muscle relaxant (Orphenadrine citrate 50 mg 2x a day) after just 2 days that initially helped a bit (see my previous post in profile for info on that, I typed a lot). Got on this immediately after the Clonazepam as I was in pain and might be a better longterm option. So I believe TTTS or some serious muscle clenching is taking place in my ears, maybe because the brain/muscles have a physically reduced threshold from damage so they're just clenching up no matter what I'm thinking, but also I believe they're clenching at other times based on my fears towards sounds and maybe even the high pitched shrills of my tinnitus had me tensing those muscles for months.

So regarding the reactivity, I think that it was probably walking the thin line between healing in silence (to treat the physical part) and exposing in a controlled way (to treat the psychological part). My ears I feel are physically damaged and needed a rest from sounds so the nerves or other parts could heal a bit, but they also needed a rest from the muscle tension caused by fear of sounds (the constant hammering outside that had me on edge with each hit).

Which is why I believe Clonazepam had worked so well, because it worked on both fronts, unlike Xanax which only treated the psychological part. I feel it's 80% physical, 20% psychological in my case.

I am worried the reactivity will come back though since I was in a lot of pain today and must also return to my apartment in a week (can't afford hotel anymore after 2 months) and I see they have not finished construction outside. But hoping for the best.

Hoping you see major improvements too.

I see, thank you for the response!

As you listened to the ambience for 15-30 minutes, did your tinnitus react initially? Did you suffer any spikes as a consequence of the noise exposure?

 

[RonnieThailand]

As you listened to the ambience for 15-30 minutes, did your tinnitus react initially? Did you suffer any spikes as a consequence of the noise exposure?

A few important notes about this:

About the Frequency of Opening My Window
1. I said "a few times a day" initially. I want to clarify, it was a few days a week I would do this, not every single day, maybe 3 or 4 days if I felt up to it, then a few times within those days. But the walks I did every single morning, before many people were out.

About No Spikes/Little Reactivity
2. No spikes. But I consider spikes different from the reactivity, so I can separate them. The spikes are what would last hours after the sounds for me, even days or weeks. The reactivity is like an immediate spike where I know it's the Tensor tympani muscle starting to clench up to sounds and creating this pulsating type of sound until the external sounds are gone. I believe they call that "winding up". It settles down after 5-10 minutes. I didn't get that either.

I don't recall the first few times I did it, but I know I wouldn't do it unless I was already seeing some improvements in pain. Learned I don't handle ambient noise well from trying out my porch before. So the silence came first and took away the major setback I was going through. The walks came next the same week, and then I must've felt comfortable with the window open after that.

If I did react in the beginning, it wasn't the major reaction I'm used to getting, meaning I felt I was far enough from this ambient noise to where I wasn't getting the same loud reaction I would get if I stood outside on the porch or if I turned on a fan. The window was far enough away from me and I only cracked it halfway, enough to where it didn't feel irritating at all. This is extremely low noise we're talking about between where I was sitting, the window, a huge empty parking lot, a neighborhood, and then a highway on the far side of all that.

About Daily SHORT/SAFE Walks Maybe Being More Beneficial
3. Also, I feel the walks may have benefitted me much more than the window, because outside the hotel is an EXTREMELY loud highway (which my room was nowhere near and wasn't facing) but only for about 1 minute out of the short 5-10 minute walk to the store. Once I got around the corner from that highway, it was a smaller road with only the occasional motorcycle that would make me nervous of getting a setback. I didn't go outside at all the first 3 months, so this was a treat for me to be able to get into some kind of normalcy out of my room, a routine.

This was a very big deal for me to have a place I could walk to. I was on edge a lot the first week doing this and was still having lingering pain from the last setback, but as the pain started going away (probably from silence), I started getting more confident about this walk and I started tuning out some the sounds as I walked and just enjoying the walk. This may have helped change some plasticity in my brain, removed some negative associations with sounds and maybe that's what took away some of the reactivity. I don't know as I do feel it's a very physical thing in the case of the pain hyperacusis I have.

About Overconfidence and H Setback (but no T setback a month later, yet...)
I was so confident I put on a song on the tv and played at medium volume and was shocked I was getting such little reactivity. It was there but the song was 95% of what I was hearing instead of the T. I then watched shows at very low volume and could tolerate them without reactivity. I thought the H was going away too, but then I went to that park with all this confidence, sat there while it was quiet for an hour with the same ambient highway noise just a bit closer, and that night it felt like my ears collapsed after I got home. Reactivity is still low but H pain got extremely bad and has gotten worse since from other things.

No Fan in Hotel May Have Helped
*One last major point I forgot to mention. I learned not to sleep with a fan on when my T first started, but I still turned the fan on periodically for 30 minutes at a time in my apartment because it was too hot. The fan was a big problem for me with reactivity. The hotel room was cool enough where I didn't need a fan, and a few weeks into it I started using the AC without any issue. So maybe all of this talk about other things is irrelevant and it just boils down to getting away from my fan.

Sorry for the long posts. I just know details are important here, as everyone's trying to figure this out.

 

[Spliffurt]

Sorry to bump but have any of you improved since 2021? I've got this thing nearly 2 months ago and have been steadily losing my mind. I've been very, very angry. I don't think I can accurately depict in words just how infuriated I am; like seriously, how dare did this microsuction thing ever get passed for use? I love reading this using drop thing prior for preparation too; like no, the ENT I saw just sucked and how was I supposed to know?

Anyway, as for me I find that sleeping with plugs in makes my hearing noticeably worse; the opposite slightly better throughout the day. I'm guessing in this regard it's similar to healing from concussion. On top of the sharpened hearing I've been dealing with this awful hollow sensation in my ears. It's not so much pressure as I feel it is the opposite; something sort of like nothingness. I'm wondering if this sensation can improve with habituation.

I've always been curious if my situation was far worsened by my lack of sleep during my first week due to the stress I was going through. I believe I would only sleep an hour or three at most if at all each night at this time.

 

[Athens]

Sorry to bump but have any of you improved since 2021? I've got this thing nearly 2 months ago and have been steadily losing my mind. I've been very, very angry. I don't think I can accurately depict in words just how infuriated I am; like seriously, how dare did this microsuction thing ever get passed for use? I love reading this using drop thing prior for preparation too; like no, the ENT I saw just sucked and how was I supposed to know?

Anyway, as for me I find that sleeping with plugs in makes my hearing noticeably worse; the opposite slightly better throughout the day. I'm guessing in this regard it's similar to healing from concussion. On top of the sharpened hearing I've been dealing with this awful hollow sensation in my ears. It's not so much pressure as I feel it is the opposite; something sort of like nothingness. I'm wondering if this sensation can improve with habituation.

I've always been curious if my situation was far worsened by my lack of sleep during my first week due to the stress I was going through. I believe I would only sleep an hour or three at most if at all each night at this time.

I developed hyperacusis (and later tinnitus) in 2020 during a time of great anxiety and stress in my life. I have gradually been able to add more and more activities in my life (going to restaurants, playing golf, jogging). I wore ear protection at a very loud event (football game), but I may have to retire from that type of activity due to the possibility of very loud noise. My mood continues to improve, and my hypersensitivity does not emotionally bother me nearly as much.

 

[Annika]

Sorry to bump but have any of you improved since 2021? I've got this thing nearly 2 months ago and have been steadily losing my mind. I've been very, very angry. I don't think I can accurately depict in words just how infuriated I am; like seriously, how dare did this microsuction thing ever get passed for use? I love reading this using drop thing prior for preparation too; like no, the ENT I saw just sucked and how was I supposed to know?

Anyway, as for me I find that sleeping with plugs in makes my hearing noticeably worse; the opposite slightly better throughout the day. I'm guessing in this regard it's similar to healing from concussion. On top of the sharpened hearing I've been dealing with this awful hollow sensation in my ears. It's not so much pressure as I feel it is the opposite; something sort of like nothingness. I'm wondering if this sensation can improve with habituation.

I've always been curious if my situation was far worsened by my lack of sleep during my first week due to the stress I was going through. I believe I would only sleep an hour or three at most if at all each night at this time.

Hi Spliffurt,

I started the thread back in 2021 after I developed debilitating hyperacusis after a microsuction procedure. I also had tinnitus which was caused by medication but the hyperacusis was clearly my main problem. I believe that microsuction can be risky and that there are not sufficient safety regulations in place. I told the ENT doctor, who carried out my microsuction procedure, that I had experienced problems in the past with microsuction earwax removal. He only replied that he knew what he was doing so I shouldn't worry. When I told him that I found the noise too loud, he replied that the loudness level threshold was within safe limits. Unfortunately the ENT doctor did not even bother finding out what kind of problems I had experienced in the past. He should at least have done a Risk Assessment.

On the positive side, my hyperacusis is no longer debilitating and I can do everyday things again but I still have to use noise-reducing hearing protection. What helped me a lot was going for long walks in nature, listening to relaxing music, my supportive partner and also reading the hyperacusis posts on Tinnitus Talk. Unfortunately my hyperacusis has become worse again recently, probably caused by very loud noises when travelling on London Underground. I always have to be careful about noises now.

All the best,
Annika

 

[AverageJoe12]

I developed hyperacusis (and later tinnitus) in 2020 during a time of great anxiety and stress in my life. I have gradually been able to add more and more activities in my life (going to restaurants, playing golf, jogging). I wore ear protection at a very loud event (football game), but I may have to retire from that type of activity due to the possibility of very loud noise. My mood continues to improve, and my hypersensitivity does not emotionally bother me nearly as much.

Just reading the trajectory of your posts gives me hope.

How is your hyperacusis and sound sensitivity these days? Was it ever painful for you? How long did it take to see improvement and did any things help in particular?

I too developed hyperacusis during my lowest point mentally. I'm not even sure how I can take any more at this point. I'm starting to treat the anxiety with meds which has helped a little bit.

 

[Athens]

Just reading the trajectory of your posts gives me hope.

How is your hyperacusis and sound sensitivity these days? Was it ever painful for you? How long did it take to see improvement and did any things help in particular?

I too developed hyperacusis during my lowest point mentally. I'm not even sure how I can take any more at this point. I'm starting to treat the anxiety with meds which has helped a little bit.

I think that exposing myself to normal levels of sound at restaurants, social gatherings, golf, and jogging has resulted in improvement. I have made the effort to make social plans with friends and family rather than just sit around and feel sorry for myself.

The hyperacusis and tinnitus started in September and December of 2020, and I started feeling better in the spring of 2022. My voice no longer easily becomes hoarse, and I can talk on a cell phone at a reasonable level. Some landlines are still too loud.

My sleep has become dramatically better for at least the past twelve months. It is frustrating that I am not farther along with improvement, but I am almost 60 years old so it has taken longer.

I had panic attacks for the first time in my life after my father passed away. I have not had one for three years. I wonder if anxiety is now being channeled through my auditory system.

I am learning and practicing meditation and mindfulness. I think that this approach will pay dividends in the future, but it takes practice.

I would recommend very strenuous exercise which is a natural sedative. Jogging up to nine (9) miles each day has been great for me.

... and I have generally not experienced pain with these conditions. I rarely have some minor auditory pain for less than thirty minutes along with a headache. It does not occur as a result of hearing sound and only happens perhaps once each month.

 

[Annika]

Hi @Heal82, you recently posted a message on my profile page with some questions.

My hyperacusis also started after a microsuction earwax removal in 2021. Although I still have hyperacusis, it is no longer debilitating and I can lead a normal life again. My hyperacusis has improved a lot, especially during the last year. I was finally able to travel abroad again. It would not have been possible a few years ago. I had a setback late last year but it did not last very long.

You also wanted to know, if 'sound therapy' was successful. I never had sound therapy on NHS but have recently been offered a wearable sound generator. However, when my hyperacusis started, I did listen to a lot of pink noise, Tibetan healing sounds and the sounds of waterfalls which I found very soothing.

I also found it very helpful to read various articles on Tinnitus Talk, especially by @Michael Leigh. One of the articles which I found helpful is called 'Hyperacusis, as I See It". I also found the 'Hyperacusis Network' very helpful and reading a book called 'Living with Tinnitus and Hyperacusis'.

I was desperate for treatment when my hyperacusis started but it was very difficult to get any help. Looking back, it would have been very helpful to be shown some basic 'coping techniques' e.g., re-focussing my attention, various relaxation techniques and talking to somebody who understands hyperacusis. I believe that your hyperacusis will improve over time, as it did for me - time is a very good healer! Unfortunately the ENT waiting list is usually very long and treatment for hyperacusis is limited. However, it is important that you try out different things, especially relaxation techniques. I found some helpful videos online and via NHS.

Wishing you all the best,
Annika

 

[Heal82]

Hi @Heal82, you recently posted a message on my profile page with some questions.

My hyperacusis also started after a microsuction earwax removal in 2021. Although I still have hyperacusis, it is no longer debilitating and I can lead a normal life again. My hyperacusis has improved a lot, especially during the last year. I was finally able to travel abroad again. It would not have been possible a few years ago. I had a setback late last year but it did not last very long.

You also wanted to know, if 'sound therapy' was successful. I never had sound therapy on NHS but have recently been offered a wearable sound generator. However, when my hyperacusis started, I did listen to a lot of pink noise, Tibetan healing sounds and the sounds of waterfalls which I found very soothing.

I also found it very helpful to read various articles on Tinnitus Talk, especially by @Michael Leigh. One of the articles which I found helpful is called 'Hyperacusis, as I See It". I also found the 'Hyperacusis Network' very helpful and reading a book called 'Living with Tinnitus and Hyperacusis'.

I was desperate for treatment when my hyperacusis started but it was very difficult to get any help. Looking back, it would have been very helpful to be shown some basic 'coping techniques' e.g., re-focussing my attention, various relaxation techniques and talking to somebody who understands hyperacusis. I believe that your hyperacusis will improve over time, as it did for me - time is a very good healer! Unfortunately the ENT waiting list is usually very long and treatment for hyperacusis is limited. However, it is important that you try out different things, especially relaxation techniques. I found some helpful videos online and via NHS.

Wishing you all the best,
Annika

Thanks a lot for your response. I was talking to my therapist who is not a hyperacusis expert but is still making an effort to understand my conditions which is comforting. She suggested me to look for videos on YouTube for 'Progressive Relaxation'. I am going to try those techniques. I guess that is what you meant by 'Coping Techniques'.

Were you totally homebound during 2021 and 2022? And what kind of hearing protection did you have for your ears at home? Did you always (24/7) wear earplugs or only when you went out?

I am currently working remotely and intend to do so throughout this year. Did you work remotely during 2021 and 2022?

Thanks again for replying!

 

[Michael Leigh]

I also found it very helpful to read various articles on Tinnitus Talk, especially by @Michael Leigh. One of the articles which I found helpful is called 'Hyperacusis, as I See It". I also found the 'Hyperacusis Network' very helpful and reading a book called 'Living with Tinnitus and Hyperacusis'.

I am pleased that you found Hyperacusis, as I See It helpful, @Annika, and I hope that you continue to make improvement. Well done.

Take care and all the best,
Michael

 

[Annika]

Thanks a lot for your response. I was talking to my therapist who is not a hyperacusis expert but is still making an effort to understand my conditions which is comforting. She suggested me to look for videos on YouTube for 'Progressive Relaxation'. I am going to try those techniques. I guess that is what you meant by 'Coping Techniques'.

Were you totally homebound during 2021 and 2022? And what kind of hearing protection did you have for your ears at home? Did you always (24/7) wear earplugs or only when you went out?

I am currently working remotely and intend to do so throughout this year. Did you work remotely during 2021 and 2022?

Thanks again for replying!

No, I was not totally homebound when my hyperacusis was at its worst. I was able to visit a local park & woodland area, but only with great difficulty. I had to wear earmuffs (rated at 38 decibels). Generally, I only had to wear them when I was outside. However, during the first weeks of my hyperacusis, I had to wear them at home. Although the earmuffs were initially effective, after some weeks I could hear almost normally through them. I often had to wear both earmuffs and earplugs at the same time. What kind of hearing protection do you use, and do you have to use them (24/7)?

No, I did not have to work remotely since I no longer work. Luckily, my husband was very supportive. He helped me with the housework, and he did all the shopping.

Yes, by coping techniques I meant trying out different relaxation techniques. I tried Progressive Muscle Relaxation, Diaphragmatic Breathing, and Grounding exercises. I found some videos on YouTube and via NHS. I also found some Qigong videos helpful. In my experience, an expert in hyperacusis is not essential, but a good therapist who can also help with some copying techniques is far more important.

All the best,
Annika

 

[Heal82]

No, I was not totally homebound when my hyperacusis was at its worst. I was able to visit a local park & woodland area, but only with great difficulty. I had to wear earmuffs (rated at 38 decibels). Generally, I only had to wear them when I was outside. However, during the first weeks of my hyperacusis, I had to wear them at home. Although the earmuffs were initially effective, after some weeks I could hear almost normally through them. I often had to wear both earmuffs and earplugs at the same time. What kind of hearing protection do you use, and do you have to use them (24/7)?

No, I did not have to work remotely since I no longer work. Luckily, my husband was very supportive. He helped me with the housework, and he did all the shopping.

Yes, by coping techniques I meant trying out different relaxation techniques. I tried Progressive Muscle Relaxation, Diaphragmatic Breathing, and Grounding exercises. I found some videos on YouTube and via NHS. I also found some Qigong videos helpful. In my experience, an expert in hyperacusis is not essential, but a good therapist who can also help with some copying techniques is far more important.

All the best,
Annika

Hi Annika, thanks for such a detailed reply and also pointers for relaxation techniques. I will surely try these.

You mentioned that initially you wore earmuffs even in your house. Do you remember how long did you do that? You mentioned weeks. So, was it just 2 or 3 weeks?

When you were at home with severe hyperacusis, how did you manage with sounds arising from household activities such as water running from bathroom faucet, shower, dishwasher, brushing your own teeth, washing machine, microwave as well as your husband's voice without any hearing protection?

I find all these sounds very discomforting; perhaps mine is even more severe than yours? I try to remain in my room. And when I am in my room, I generally do not wear any hearing protection. But, if I am outside my room, then I do need to wear earplugs.

Did you have pain around your jaws or headaches when you exposed yourself to sounds?

Is it possible for you to give a timeline and the stages of your recovery? And what steps did you take to reach those stages?

Thanks again for coming back to Tinnitus Talk with your replies. It helps us a lot to chart our treatment plan since we get only generic replies from doctors.

 

[A84]

I developed hyperacusis (and later tinnitus) in 2020 during a time of great anxiety and stress in my life. I have gradually been able to add more and more activities in my life (going to restaurants, playing golf, jogging). I wore ear protection at a very loud event (football game), but I may have to retire from that type of activity due to the possibility of very loud noise. My mood continues to improve, and my hypersensitivity does not emotionally bother me nearly as much.

Hi @Athens, I'm new to Tinnitus Talk and new to loudness hyperacusis (I have no tinnitus). From what I can tell, your story mirrors my own in a lot of ways. I think you mentioned at some point you believe your hyperacusis was stress/insomnia-induced if I'm not mistaken. I believe mine is as well, as I don't have a history of loud noise/music exposure, nor a specific acute acoustic shock I can point to or ototoxic medication (as far as I know). I *think* mine stems from a prolonged stressful life situation - that occurred over the course of several months - involving neighbors next door who played EDM music (the volume was not loud; it was the bass from subwoofers that bothered me), and I became hyper-attuned to "listening" to whether they were playing the music or not and this went on for months as I complained to the apartment building management to work out a resolution involving discontinuation of their subwoofer use, causing me severe anxiety and high levels of stress along the way over the course of November/December 2023 into January 2024.

Eventually, I think I fell into a "hyperactive" state because severe insomnia abruptly began in January (which is something I've never experienced in my life; I've always been a heavy sleeper who easily sleeps 8-9 hours without waking) and perhaps some kind of HPA axis disruption or central auditory processing maladaptation, ultimately giving rise to the hyperacusis. As the saying goes - we hear with our brains: headphones, and now my brain's volume control is stuck on high, or something's messed up with the central nervous system/auditory processing... this is my hunch anyways. I am hoping doctors can help elucidate, though I don't have high hopes given how poorly understood the condition seems to be among audiologists/ENTs (if they've heard of it at all!).

All this to say, I would love to learn more about your experience, how you went about managing it, and how you're doing now. I haven't seen many recent comments from you on here, so I'm not sure how active you are on the forum these days. Thanks!

No, I was not totally homebound when my hyperacusis was at its worst. I was able to visit a local park & woodland area, but only with great difficulty. I had to wear earmuffs (rated at 38 decibels). Generally, I only had to wear them when I was outside. However, during the first weeks of my hyperacusis, I had to wear them at home. Although the earmuffs were initially effective, after some weeks I could hear almost normally through them. I often had to wear both earmuffs and earplugs at the same time. What kind of hearing protection do you use, and do you have to use them (24/7)?

No, I did not have to work remotely since I no longer work. Luckily, my husband was very supportive. He helped me with the housework, and he did all the shopping.

Yes, by coping techniques I meant trying out different relaxation techniques. I tried Progressive Muscle Relaxation, Diaphragmatic Breathing, and Grounding exercises. I found some videos on YouTube and via NHS. I also found some Qigong videos helpful. In my experience, an expert in hyperacusis is not essential, but a good therapist who can also help with some copying techniques is far more important.

All the best,
Annika

Hi @Annika, thank you for sharing these resources on coping techniques related to mental health and reducing the associated stress/anxiety that accompanies this awful condition. I'm also of the belief that a good therapist who understands (or at least tries to) hyperacusis is hugely important. I'm struggling to find a psychologist or mental health provider who is also well-versed in supporting treatment for conditions like tinnitus and hyperacusis - conditions that take such a heavy mental toll and are a heavy burden to carry on one's own. I'm curious how you went about finding a good therapist like this. I'm not sure where you're located, but I live in the Pacific Northwest. Someone local would be ideal, but virtual sessions would be fine, too. Thanks in advance for any advice or suggestions you might have!

 

[Annika]

Thanks again for coming back to Tinnitus Talk with your replies. It helps us a lot to chart our treatment plan since we get only generic replies from doctors.

Hi @Heal82,

Please find below my answers to your questions.

You mentioned that initially you wore earmuffs even in your house. Do you remember how long did you do that? You mentioned weeks. So, was it just 2 or 3 weeks?

Approximately 3-4 weeks. I found electronic background noises from TV/DVD intolerable. About one month later, my hyperacusis really took off.

When you were at home with severe hyperacusis, how did you manage with sounds arising from household activities such as water running from bathroom faucet, shower, dishwasher, brushing your own teeth, washing machine, microwave as well as your husband's voice without any hearing protection?

Although I did not use hearing protection at home, my hyperacusis was a problem all day long. It was easier to control sounds at home, but when outside, I had to use hearing protection. My husband's voice, having a shower, running water, or brushing my teeth was not a problem for me. Luckily, my husband did all the washing up and handled most of the household appliances, which helped a lot.

Household sounds were a problem for me, including sharp, sudden, high-pitched sounds such as the clinking of cutlery, crockery, glass, and metal and any clicking noises such as switches and door latches. The rustling sounds of papers and packaging sounded extremely sharp and difficult to tolerate. I also found the bleeping and ringing sounds of electronic devices especially difficult to tolerate. Even putting down the TV control on a table or removing clothes hangers from my wardrobe sounded unpleasantly loud to me.

Have you been seen by an ENT doctor, and have you been offered any treatment? I also was wondering if you are able to go for walks with your hearing protection. I found going for walks in quiet woodland areas helped me a lot. I was able to take off my hearing protection. I have been told that using hearing protection all the time can make ears more sensitive to sounds.

Did you have pain around your jaws or headaches when you exposed yourself to sounds?

By coincidence, I had severe jaw pains and headaches, approximately 6 months after my hyperacusis had started. However, it does not seem to be related to my hyperacusis because I was diagnosed with a tooth abscess.

Is it possible for you to give a timeline and the stages of your recovery?

A noticeable stage of recovery was when I could tolerate more traffic noises again. When my hyperacusis started three years ago, I was unable to tolerate any traffic noises. I had a major setback a few months after the onset of my hyperacusis. I found that busy roads with loud traffic noises had made my hyperacusis a lot worse - even with hearing protection. Recovery was a very slow and up-and-down process. I had another setback during the same year, but eventually, things improved very slowly. I think the first nine months of my hyperacusis were the worst, with some improvements and setbacks. Another stage of recovery was when I was able to travel more easily on public transport and do shopping in supermarkets again, although I still had to use hearing protection most of the time.

My hyperacusis got a lot worse again late last year, but fortunately, it did not last very long. I still experience hyperacusis on a daily basis, although it is no longer a major problem. There have been periods when I did not notice any hyperacusis, but it always has returned. It appears that hyperacusis is very unpredictable! However, generally, I am glad that it is no longer so severe and that I can go out easily. I thought I would never be able to travel again, but I managed to go on holiday again last year. I always have to carry my hearing protection and use it when I hear loud noises, especially traffic noises.

And what steps did you take to reach those stages?

My hyperacusis started during the pandemic. NHS waiting lists are very long. Private treatment for hyperacusis was very limited and costly. I was desperate and had private online treatment for hyperacusis.

I would have preferred more options, but it was very difficult to find any treatment at all for hyperacusis, partly because of the pandemic but also because most resources are directed at tinnitus. I had CBT on NHS, which is the main treatment provided for hyperacusis. I found alternative massage therapy and healing very helpful.

I also listened to sound clips of 'waterfalls', which I found very soothing. I also found it very relaxing to go for long woodland walks. I also had Acupuncture but did not find it helpful. More recently, I have seen a Hearing Therapist to find out if 'sound therapy' may be helpful.

All the best,
Annika

 

[momus]

I had exactly the same experience with sounds when I first got tinnitus, @Annika. I was on the verge of committing suicide. If a bus roared by me downtown, it was soul-shattering. It's hard to put into words just how terrifying that was. I still have it to a certain degree. When the ex and I went to New Orleans, we couldn't go into any of the clubs that had live music; it was just impossible. Luckily, we could stand outside and hear it. It was OK. Now, I'm maybe sort of adjusted to it, but it's more likely that I avoid noisy environments like Dracula avoids light. So, picking out a place to live may require multiple attempts because someone else's idea of quiet is not mine.

Basically, tinnitus runs my life. But if all the stars get aligned and I have a quiet abode, then my life becomes "normal." That's all I can ask for. It's a gift and very much appreciated. It's hard to beat the sounds of nature, too. Being in a park or riding my bike in quiet neighborhoods that's heaven. This may sound like I need to be committed, but in a strange way, I'm grateful to have tinnitus. It's shown me what is really important in life. It isn't having the perfect mate, the great job, or the place by the beach. It's having a nice day with no drama. A fun conversation with/ a neighbor, a good night's sleep. Those are miracles. When I used to work in orthopedic rehab in a hospital, you saw how lucky we were just to have two arms, two legs, etc. Some people don't.