How long have you been dealing with T now Jurgen? I totally understand your predicament, because I was in your shoes struggling to cope for a long time.
Nobody is saying you shouldn't protect your ears, that would be crazy.
5,5 months. Things have been up and down, still disbelief most of the time.
Like "the headphone was loud, but could it really gave me permanent T and so on"
"The party was not that loud to give me a permanent worsening or was it?".
So after those things I started protecting like a mad-man. Living like half an hermit, and even today I still refuse to do certain things. I got scared of running, so I stopped after half a running-competition, because I was afraid it could worsen my T. And somehow it did get worse that evening.
Was it because I was afraid of it, or because it's actually bad, who knows.
This thing is so unpredictable and irrational that we tend to be irrational.
I agree that we need to just be logical, but it is sometimes hard in the face of this -thing-, which doesn't want to follow any rules..
You know I've had periods of it almost dissapearing, two weeks ago I had a solid week of it being gone in the morning. "Gone enough"
Only to come back after a while, which makes you wonder. "Where did I f*ck up?"
"Did I click/clear my Eustachian tubes too much, too uncareful" "Was it that loud thing near me a couple of hours ago" "Was it the running" "Was it because I snapped my neck"
And so on..