I want to get the next round to kill another 20% but now
@earsnothappy experience is freaking me out a bit.
Me too!! And the only person to have reported that their T is much better is
@Kathi who has not once reported in the AM 101 thread.
If you are much better then I dont know why you would let someone elses report bother you........although I wonder how much of that is better through the injections or through habituation cos you have a busy and satisfying home life to help you concentrate on other things and not your T all the time.
Sadly I have not a happy life and think about the T 24/7 and sit on this forum every day like a drug addict.
I have tried the i who love silence stuff but it doesnt seem to make any difference to me.
I sometimes think that I am habituating and that it is going to be something I can get used to and then it goes up again.
I stopped with the panic stage and then it started again.
I wasnt able to sleep and then I was and now I am not again.
Jeez, I just dont know what to do.
But I can go for the trials here in france but I dont intend to stay in france. So if i do the trials here it will mean I have to keep coming back to france for the following year every three months....
Would prefer to do the trials in UK ......but going back there is very difficult cos nowhere to live except a studio flat in London which could be a killer for me.
Otherwise have to live in motorhome which if not for T would really not be a problem for me.
Non supportive drunken partner.......very unhappy and boring lonely life here with huge money problems plus I have to sort out all the problems here as I am the only intelligent one between me and my partner....and the only one who speaks french.....
You have reported that it has made your T much better and that gives me hope....but so many others have reported it to be the same or worse plus the ten per cent chance of worsening just from the injections....
Havent got a clue what to do and no one to talk to about it either........really need some help.......
anyhow going off the thread cos this is about am 101 which continues its trials......ongoing......here in europe....
but am happy for you that you are doing better!!!