The way I look at it. Is imagine if you had a reduced volume of T in one year from now because of it. It would bring tears to my eyes for sure. This whole experience has been amazingly real and has brought great understanding on what human suffering is about. My early adult years of my life I forgot how to feel things. I have always been quite nervous around people. With my T now I feel as if I will never have an oppurtunity to touch someone. To feel love. T for me right now is quite disabling. It is not the T that bothers me, it is missing out on all the great things in life that I am having trouble doing ( A special conversation, a decent job). For me it would be an utter miracle if this trial would help me. I know there is always a possibility that it could go wrong. But as Hudson mentioned the research shows, things can possibly get better because of this drug. I wish I could feel something more so than just suffering from a condition that I find to be quite torturous (right now). I wish I could also- being that I have experienced suffering from T and other forms of suffering we all go through- be with better health and help others who are suffering. Life is all about suffering. It brings great meaning. But the one thing that bothers me the most is apathy. PEople with T understand that others seem to laugh at our condition (as just a ringing in the ear). Cullenbohannon imagine if a year from now your T is reduced. If it is the case that you do this trial. I think it is not a big risk (as others might think), and it is a form of treatment worth the time to take part in. Imagine the perspective you would have being one of the first people in human history to have their T reduced. That perspective that can be gained can bring great insight into the realm of compassion. What a great gift to get in having the T reduced.