Wow...
Just got back from the dentist...I needed extensive work done (after avoiding the dentist for YEARS) and have been looking for a kind understanding dentist which I finally found....so turn up today for some of the work to be completed on the upper left....I was in two minds whether to plug or not due to the occlusion effect...but decided to plug and go for it...I was petrified but in the back of my mind I had a small glimmer of hope that maybe it wouldn't be as bad as I was expecting and and that maybe i'd get through and even come home victorious with a new lease of life after facing my fears.......no
So the dentists started drilling and OH MY F_ING GOD IT WAS SO LOUD....like seriously I know I have noise phobia but this was LOUD...it sounded like 120db inside my ear from the bone conduction....I lasted a couple of bursts of about 5 seconds before I had to ask her to stop...she said she would try and work on a tooth further away from the ear which she did...it was marginally quieter but still ridiculously loud. In the end I let her finish the drilling on the tooth furthest away from my ear ...this was a small cavity and the one that needed the least drilling...she finished drilling it and then asked if she could try again on the back upper left tooth..I said I wanted to try with the earplugs out as the occlusion was just so loud....so I unplugged...then the dental nurse approaches my ear with the suction thing which without ear plugs was just too much for me ......it was at this stage the dentist refused to continue as she said she couldn't do her work properly and she didn't think it was fair on me...I was shaking and crying in the chair like a child. I just need to express again OMG IT WAS SO SO SO LOUD. The dentists said she has hardly scratched the surface with the amount of drilling that needs to be done on the other teeth..she said what she drilled was barely 2mm and that the amount off drilling need is huge because the cavity/old filling is so big (i have huge old fillings that are defective with decay underneath them) how the fuck will I ever managed to get this sorted out...maybe i will just have to be in agony with tooth pain forever...tbh that is preferable over any T increase.
So now I sit here, petrified about my noise exposure I have just had and what it will do to my ears...I guess the next few days will tell...but if I survive that without an increase then i think it is fair to say noise exposure has no effect on t whatsoever, and with one tooth complete and 6 left to go...I also have a hole now on the back left were she started drilling but couldn't finish....what a big old mess I am in.
To anyone out there that has had a dental drilling with plugs in and got through it I absolutely salute you as it was by FAR the loudest thing I have experienced in 11 years of having t.
I am so upset, so so so upset. i have job interviews tomorrow and a college exam and some how i will have to try and pull myself together to get through them. And I am SO sorry if this scares anyone as it is not my intention
Just got back from the dentist...I needed extensive work done (after avoiding the dentist for YEARS) and have been looking for a kind understanding dentist which I finally found....so turn up today for some of the work to be completed on the upper left....I was in two minds whether to plug or not due to the occlusion effect...but decided to plug and go for it...I was petrified but in the back of my mind I had a small glimmer of hope that maybe it wouldn't be as bad as I was expecting and and that maybe i'd get through and even come home victorious with a new lease of life after facing my fears.......no
So the dentists started drilling and OH MY F_ING GOD IT WAS SO LOUD....like seriously I know I have noise phobia but this was LOUD...it sounded like 120db inside my ear from the bone conduction....I lasted a couple of bursts of about 5 seconds before I had to ask her to stop...she said she would try and work on a tooth further away from the ear which she did...it was marginally quieter but still ridiculously loud. In the end I let her finish the drilling on the tooth furthest away from my ear ...this was a small cavity and the one that needed the least drilling...she finished drilling it and then asked if she could try again on the back upper left tooth..I said I wanted to try with the earplugs out as the occlusion was just so loud....so I unplugged...then the dental nurse approaches my ear with the suction thing which without ear plugs was just too much for me ......it was at this stage the dentist refused to continue as she said she couldn't do her work properly and she didn't think it was fair on me...I was shaking and crying in the chair like a child. I just need to express again OMG IT WAS SO SO SO LOUD. The dentists said she has hardly scratched the surface with the amount of drilling that needs to be done on the other teeth..she said what she drilled was barely 2mm and that the amount off drilling need is huge because the cavity/old filling is so big (i have huge old fillings that are defective with decay underneath them) how the fuck will I ever managed to get this sorted out...maybe i will just have to be in agony with tooth pain forever...tbh that is preferable over any T increase.
So now I sit here, petrified about my noise exposure I have just had and what it will do to my ears...I guess the next few days will tell...but if I survive that without an increase then i think it is fair to say noise exposure has no effect on t whatsoever, and with one tooth complete and 6 left to go...I also have a hole now on the back left were she started drilling but couldn't finish....what a big old mess I am in.
To anyone out there that has had a dental drilling with plugs in and got through it I absolutely salute you as it was by FAR the loudest thing I have experienced in 11 years of having t.
I am so upset, so so so upset. i have job interviews tomorrow and a college exam and some how i will have to try and pull myself together to get through them. And I am SO sorry if this scares anyone as it is not my intention