Hello,
I am new here! And struggling so much! I have had tinnitus since a childhood infection when I was 11 but over the last ten years my hearing has gotten worse, most probably due to loud noise. Over the last ten years my symptoms have worsened and eventually I found it was getting harder to discern some speech. Added to my usual tinnitus sounds I began to hear a loud piercing drill. That was three years ago.
Eventually the drill stopped only to be replaced by endless music. Yes! I had developed musical ear syndrome. Continuous, unbearable musical hallucinations. I cannot drown out the music with other sounds because my musical hallucinations become louder every time I try. It is as if my musical hallucinations are competing with the outside world for my attention! I am in pain much of the time as well. Concentration on anything is hard, and despite this I am naturally a happy chap : ) Always lively and creative. I don't get down.
However, after enduring this for more than two years the musical hallucinations are worse than ever now. It is so horrible to listen to (you'd think my brain would choose better instrumentation!) I have been so very tolerant, accepting that this is me from now on.
But unfortunately I have hit a massive wall. I cannot imagine my life with these musical hallucinations any more. It is simply unbearable and I don't know what to do or where to turn. Anyway, that's me!
I am new here! And struggling so much! I have had tinnitus since a childhood infection when I was 11 but over the last ten years my hearing has gotten worse, most probably due to loud noise. Over the last ten years my symptoms have worsened and eventually I found it was getting harder to discern some speech. Added to my usual tinnitus sounds I began to hear a loud piercing drill. That was three years ago.
Eventually the drill stopped only to be replaced by endless music. Yes! I had developed musical ear syndrome. Continuous, unbearable musical hallucinations. I cannot drown out the music with other sounds because my musical hallucinations become louder every time I try. It is as if my musical hallucinations are competing with the outside world for my attention! I am in pain much of the time as well. Concentration on anything is hard, and despite this I am naturally a happy chap : ) Always lively and creative. I don't get down.
However, after enduring this for more than two years the musical hallucinations are worse than ever now. It is so horrible to listen to (you'd think my brain would choose better instrumentation!) I have been so very tolerant, accepting that this is me from now on.
But unfortunately I have hit a massive wall. I cannot imagine my life with these musical hallucinations any more. It is simply unbearable and I don't know what to do or where to turn. Anyway, that's me!