Hello, I've been suffering from both tinnitus and hyperacusis since a noise exposure event in November 2019. The initial injury caused a tinnitus tone at 3900 Hz, which was later joined by another tone at 3600 Hz in May 2020 (they sometimes blend together and fluctuate like a siren, ugh). I can't say that I fully habituated to these sounds, but was coping pretty well using sound enrichment and masking techniques. I had also been using hearing aids since August as a treatment despite having only mild hearing loss in order to "fill in" the missing frequency range to provide stimulation and possibly help tolerance levels.
However, a little over two months ago on Christmas Eve the ambient sound at our family dinner was apparently too much, especially with the hearing aids. Within an hour after the gathering my hyperacusis was noticeably worse and a new ultra-high tinnitus tone started to fade in around 15 kHz and has been present ever since.
This totally threw me for a loop. I lost my job after building a 20+ year career as a software engineer. I can't complete basic tasks around the house. I was still dealing with insomnia that onset at the start of all this and this just made it worse. I can't even hear that high anymore, so it's impossible to mask. It's just so piercing and unnatural that nothing can help me cope with it. Combined with the constant feeling of pressure from the hyperacusis, my brain seems to interpret these two things together as a pain of sorts and I find it impossible to ignore. Like many here have, I have been going through a really dark time and have pretty much lost all hope. Prior to this I had at least found a way to cope, and even though I had not rediscovered any joy in life, I had hope that it could eventually come. I am totally broken now and see no way out of this.
Has anybody successfully habituated to or learned some coping strategies for ultra high tinnitus that can't be masked? This seems like such a different beast from tinnitus sounds in the "normal" hearing range like I had before.
However, a little over two months ago on Christmas Eve the ambient sound at our family dinner was apparently too much, especially with the hearing aids. Within an hour after the gathering my hyperacusis was noticeably worse and a new ultra-high tinnitus tone started to fade in around 15 kHz and has been present ever since.
This totally threw me for a loop. I lost my job after building a 20+ year career as a software engineer. I can't complete basic tasks around the house. I was still dealing with insomnia that onset at the start of all this and this just made it worse. I can't even hear that high anymore, so it's impossible to mask. It's just so piercing and unnatural that nothing can help me cope with it. Combined with the constant feeling of pressure from the hyperacusis, my brain seems to interpret these two things together as a pain of sorts and I find it impossible to ignore. Like many here have, I have been going through a really dark time and have pretty much lost all hope. Prior to this I had at least found a way to cope, and even though I had not rediscovered any joy in life, I had hope that it could eventually come. I am totally broken now and see no way out of this.
Has anybody successfully habituated to or learned some coping strategies for ultra high tinnitus that can't be masked? This seems like such a different beast from tinnitus sounds in the "normal" hearing range like I had before.