I'm about 2.5 months after onset of my noise induced tinnitus now. After about 2 months my stable "eeeeeeee" tone seems to be gone 90% of the time, however what I'm left with now feels like a hallucinegenic experience that changes maybe every 2 hours throughout the day, and it's honestly pretty terrifying.
Sometimes it sounds like someone is playing a scale up and down on a flute extremely fast, and hitting notes rapid fire.
Sometimes it sounds like a mist of random bleep bloop digital computer noises that are firing multiple times per second, none of which is piercing but layer over each other to create a wall of noise.
Sometimes it's an up down up down pulsing of a pure tone that will just alternate every half second: eeeeEEEEeeeeEEEEEE.
Sometimes it sounds like a random assembly of arcade video game noises, none of which I'm familiar with.
None of these so far as I can tell are the typical, unending constant tone.
The only good thing I can say is that on average, these are all softer than my pure tone was, and are generally not as piercing. However, I feel like I'm losing my mind - I'm not sure at what point to call this a hallucination. It's still very hard to deal with.
I'm asking because in my reading I rarely see mentions, never mind success stories of people with this constantly amorphous tinnitus, and frankly I could use some company as this is pretty exotic - it would be funny if it weren't happening in my own head 24/7. It definitely doesn't seem possible to habituate to rapid fire constantly changing hallucinations.
Has anyone else experienced this shift?
Edit: needless to say my ENT has referred me to a neurologist, but I'm 100% sure noise trauma was the catalyst.
Sometimes it sounds like someone is playing a scale up and down on a flute extremely fast, and hitting notes rapid fire.
Sometimes it sounds like a mist of random bleep bloop digital computer noises that are firing multiple times per second, none of which is piercing but layer over each other to create a wall of noise.
Sometimes it's an up down up down pulsing of a pure tone that will just alternate every half second: eeeeEEEEeeeeEEEEEE.
Sometimes it sounds like a random assembly of arcade video game noises, none of which I'm familiar with.
None of these so far as I can tell are the typical, unending constant tone.
The only good thing I can say is that on average, these are all softer than my pure tone was, and are generally not as piercing. However, I feel like I'm losing my mind - I'm not sure at what point to call this a hallucination. It's still very hard to deal with.
I'm asking because in my reading I rarely see mentions, never mind success stories of people with this constantly amorphous tinnitus, and frankly I could use some company as this is pretty exotic - it would be funny if it weren't happening in my own head 24/7. It definitely doesn't seem possible to habituate to rapid fire constantly changing hallucinations.
Has anyone else experienced this shift?
Edit: needless to say my ENT has referred me to a neurologist, but I'm 100% sure noise trauma was the catalyst.