I swear I can't get anyone in the medical community to really tell me...and I work in healthcare.
I was here in December when I had T for a month, I was panicked and didn't want to go on. I took the advice of the lovely people here--got some medication to sleep and later for anxiety. I suffered from anxiety before the onset of T in November. I couldn't drive on a crowded highway anymore--I couldn't even be a passenger but now I can do both from taking Xanax. It also seems to help me with the T--I'm not one of the lucky ones who get 'cured' from Xanax but I think it does lower it a bit and like I said, I feel normal for the first time in years. I had three years of very stressful events prior to the onset of T--dealing with a dire illness of my spouse and then losing our business. Fortunately I have a good job--so I had to make myself come to work. Some days were a nightmare and I was very panicked.
Now, I have gone through a 6 week group to handle anxiety. I practice relaxation and self hypnosis on a regular basis. I'm starting sessions with a CBT psychologist tonight as I know my thinking is distorted and catastrophic. My T is very low on at least 2-3 days a week and just lately, I had 4 days that were good in a week. By good, I mean I only hear a tinkling sound and/or a soft hiss. Today is it buzzing along but I'm not that upset--I'm wearing an ipod with white noise because I'm at work and it helps me. I can't totally mask the T but it does soften it. I'd have to say that my reactions today are so much better--I am managing my T most of the time whereas in the first three months, it managed me. I lost 12 pounds then and really was a mess but now I've gained some of it back and I have not missed one day of work.
I went to an audiologist who said my ent did not do a thorough exam as I had no scans and I have unilateral T. The doctor can't do an intervention for me until I'm cleared by another ENT that she sent me too. He was very thorough but I won't get the results until April 15th. I'm hoping I don't have a brain tumor but the ENT pretty much told me that I don't--it's been 5 months since the onset and I have no other symtoms. He may have just said that so I don't worry myself. He also was more encouraging than the first ENT--the one who told me it was hearing loss and something that I'm doing--that I'm the problem! When I asked the second ENT if I'll be debilitated he said, "you've had it for five months and you are working and living--if you get debilitated it will be because you did it to yourself." Not sure what that means.
Back to habituation--is this a real thing? No where can I find out how to go about habituating, or if I'm even a candidate for it. I must be a "tough case" as I didn't spontaneously habituate like 85% of people who get tinnitus do. ENT's say that habituation is just 'getting used to T'. I've also read that one can't habituate while taking Xanax but it has made such a huge difference in my life--I didn't realize how dysfunctional I was becoming because of anxiety. I hope I don't have to choose between habituation and living without excessive worry and fear.
Sorry to write such a long post!
I was here in December when I had T for a month, I was panicked and didn't want to go on. I took the advice of the lovely people here--got some medication to sleep and later for anxiety. I suffered from anxiety before the onset of T in November. I couldn't drive on a crowded highway anymore--I couldn't even be a passenger but now I can do both from taking Xanax. It also seems to help me with the T--I'm not one of the lucky ones who get 'cured' from Xanax but I think it does lower it a bit and like I said, I feel normal for the first time in years. I had three years of very stressful events prior to the onset of T--dealing with a dire illness of my spouse and then losing our business. Fortunately I have a good job--so I had to make myself come to work. Some days were a nightmare and I was very panicked.
Now, I have gone through a 6 week group to handle anxiety. I practice relaxation and self hypnosis on a regular basis. I'm starting sessions with a CBT psychologist tonight as I know my thinking is distorted and catastrophic. My T is very low on at least 2-3 days a week and just lately, I had 4 days that were good in a week. By good, I mean I only hear a tinkling sound and/or a soft hiss. Today is it buzzing along but I'm not that upset--I'm wearing an ipod with white noise because I'm at work and it helps me. I can't totally mask the T but it does soften it. I'd have to say that my reactions today are so much better--I am managing my T most of the time whereas in the first three months, it managed me. I lost 12 pounds then and really was a mess but now I've gained some of it back and I have not missed one day of work.
I went to an audiologist who said my ent did not do a thorough exam as I had no scans and I have unilateral T. The doctor can't do an intervention for me until I'm cleared by another ENT that she sent me too. He was very thorough but I won't get the results until April 15th. I'm hoping I don't have a brain tumor but the ENT pretty much told me that I don't--it's been 5 months since the onset and I have no other symtoms. He may have just said that so I don't worry myself. He also was more encouraging than the first ENT--the one who told me it was hearing loss and something that I'm doing--that I'm the problem! When I asked the second ENT if I'll be debilitated he said, "you've had it for five months and you are working and living--if you get debilitated it will be because you did it to yourself." Not sure what that means.
Back to habituation--is this a real thing? No where can I find out how to go about habituating, or if I'm even a candidate for it. I must be a "tough case" as I didn't spontaneously habituate like 85% of people who get tinnitus do. ENT's say that habituation is just 'getting used to T'. I've also read that one can't habituate while taking Xanax but it has made such a huge difference in my life--I didn't realize how dysfunctional I was becoming because of anxiety. I hope I don't have to choose between habituation and living without excessive worry and fear.
Sorry to write such a long post!