Time for another update as things have once again changed.
So recently I've noticed my bad ear's tinnitus is almost as low in volume as the other good ear. This is huge for the tinnitus in the other ear Is so low volume I never even noticed it before my incident. The bad ears ring is although much higher pitched. Sleeping is becoming a lot easier as a result. I will say this is with constant earplug use mind you, if I expose my bad ear at all to sounds the ring goes way up to old levels.
Oh, and I've recognized the hypersensitivity from overprotection. I can really clearly tell how my one ear hears things much much louder than the other and not just because it's distorted and painful.
My pain reactions without the earplug is somewhat more manageable though, I've now gone almost whole days without needing an earplug. Albeit very stagnant days of sitting inside and playing video games or watching YouTube or doing simple chores (watering garden, making meals, doing laundry). Still the shower and car air conditioning seem to set off the distortions more than anything.
The vertigo has been very very random. The attacks aren't happening as often but they do happen much more if I am not wearing hearing protection or if I'm doing a lot of exercise. Yesterday I hit my head on the wall by accident. It gave me one of the worst attacks in days. Close to vomiting. Sometimes I can predict them happening. I'll hear a really loud noise and then immediately notice my ear start to vibrate and burn and soon the room starts spinning.
Oh and I've tried weed again and it still did spike my bad ear through the roof. It felt good to be high again. My body felt completely amazing but the ring got super super loud. Anxiety didn't take over but it was hard to fend off. Probably going to keep use very very minimal if even at all. It's just so hard when my girlfriend who I'm around a lot uses weed like it's drinking water. Not to mention all the fond memories I've had with the plant.
But I do feel like I am still improving somewhat.
Other random things that still happen:
- My bad ear makes almost no earwax (curious as to why this is since it always made as much as the other ear before my incident)
- My bad ear still pops more easily than the other
- My bad ears tinnitus spikes when chewing or flexing my jaw whereas the other ears tinnitus does no such thing