- Dec 17, 2020
- 42
- Tinnitus Since
- 12/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Nail gun charge going off outside the gun near my right ear
In early December I exposed my right ear to a very loud impact blast from hitting a nail gun charge with a hammer. Yeah, big mistake.
Day 1 I felt horrible pain and tinnitus so loud I hear it over mostly everything. Keep in mind this will all be in my right ear as my other one wasn't pointed towards the blast and felt fine after a day. During week one I believed it would all subside at least to the point where I didn't care. Week 2 the tinnitus went a lot down but I could still hear it over most things like the fan I keep on in my room. Also much of the pain subsided but not all. At the end of the week I noticed the ringing would get louder in the presence of other noises and if loud enough would make it loud for a long period of time. At this point I was also starting to get major depression because of it as most parts of my life have been fucked up by it. By the 4th week my tinnitus was actually so low volume I didn't much mind it and I feel that I partially habituated to it. But there was a much more horrible thing that I noticed. This is when I started noticing my hyperacusis symptoms, primarily dysacusis.
Basically my ear hears horrible distortion over almost every sound unless they are very quiet. Not just that, I also have a constant soreness deep in my ear that never seems to go away and temporarily gets worse with every sound I hear. At this point I preferred having just tinnitus by quite a bit. The distortion has made so many situations unbearable: Listening to or playing music, watching YouTube, tv, movies, playing video games, talking on the phone, going to the beach, hearing a plane fly overhead (I live next to an airport), taking a shower, cooking food, being around high winds, women and children's voices, etc. I've had to change up so much of my life that was going oh so well before this happened.
At 7 or so weeks in. I can say now that the tinnitus on its own is only noticeable if I plug my ear and really search for it. But it is also reactive and while most of the time when I hear other noises I hear the distortion, I do hear the tinnitus competing in there a little too. And again if I expose too much it comes back and I can clearly hear it for a while. The hyperacusis symptoms have not gotten better after them showing up weeks after the incident.
I have noticed a few things however. If I leave an ear plug in for large amounts of time, say a good 5 hours, my pain almost completely subsides to the point where I do not notice it. And while the ear plug is in, the distortions don't occur. I know many believe that if you just leave protection on it will just hypersensitise your ears but if it takes away the distortion while they are in and also eventually bring the pain down then maybe that's worth it to literally leave them in permanently. I mean I feel almost normal when I have the ear plug in for a long time. Another thing I noticed very recently is when I plug my nose and blow (like if you are trying to "pop" your ears to depressurize the middle ear) I hear a squeaky, almost deep rubbing sound, occur only when I change the pressure amount. Like if I blow harder, while I increase the hardness the rub sound happens and then when I ease the pressure it occurs but if I hold it at any pressure sure it stops. This makes me believe that the distortion and pain are being caused by the bones in my middle ear being misaligned or damaged and what is occurring here is I can physically hear them being stretched out in an awkward way. I'm really curious if anyone else with similar symptoms feels this because I believe it could be valuable info to maybe find a solution to this.
I mean at this point I really do wish I just felt nothing from bad my ear. No hearing, no ring, no pain, nothing. It's a weird thought but I wish somehow a doctor could actually induce deafness in my ear after a good few years if it still doesn't get better. When the ear is plugged, I feel pretty normal again since I'm only using my 1 good ear. I just don't see much of a point of having an ear that not only makes every sound so gross I'd rather not hear it at all, but also just causes me pain in the process.
I'm so thankful I don't have this in both ears and I am so terribly sorry for anyone who does.
Day 1 I felt horrible pain and tinnitus so loud I hear it over mostly everything. Keep in mind this will all be in my right ear as my other one wasn't pointed towards the blast and felt fine after a day. During week one I believed it would all subside at least to the point where I didn't care. Week 2 the tinnitus went a lot down but I could still hear it over most things like the fan I keep on in my room. Also much of the pain subsided but not all. At the end of the week I noticed the ringing would get louder in the presence of other noises and if loud enough would make it loud for a long period of time. At this point I was also starting to get major depression because of it as most parts of my life have been fucked up by it. By the 4th week my tinnitus was actually so low volume I didn't much mind it and I feel that I partially habituated to it. But there was a much more horrible thing that I noticed. This is when I started noticing my hyperacusis symptoms, primarily dysacusis.
Basically my ear hears horrible distortion over almost every sound unless they are very quiet. Not just that, I also have a constant soreness deep in my ear that never seems to go away and temporarily gets worse with every sound I hear. At this point I preferred having just tinnitus by quite a bit. The distortion has made so many situations unbearable: Listening to or playing music, watching YouTube, tv, movies, playing video games, talking on the phone, going to the beach, hearing a plane fly overhead (I live next to an airport), taking a shower, cooking food, being around high winds, women and children's voices, etc. I've had to change up so much of my life that was going oh so well before this happened.
At 7 or so weeks in. I can say now that the tinnitus on its own is only noticeable if I plug my ear and really search for it. But it is also reactive and while most of the time when I hear other noises I hear the distortion, I do hear the tinnitus competing in there a little too. And again if I expose too much it comes back and I can clearly hear it for a while. The hyperacusis symptoms have not gotten better after them showing up weeks after the incident.
I have noticed a few things however. If I leave an ear plug in for large amounts of time, say a good 5 hours, my pain almost completely subsides to the point where I do not notice it. And while the ear plug is in, the distortions don't occur. I know many believe that if you just leave protection on it will just hypersensitise your ears but if it takes away the distortion while they are in and also eventually bring the pain down then maybe that's worth it to literally leave them in permanently. I mean I feel almost normal when I have the ear plug in for a long time. Another thing I noticed very recently is when I plug my nose and blow (like if you are trying to "pop" your ears to depressurize the middle ear) I hear a squeaky, almost deep rubbing sound, occur only when I change the pressure amount. Like if I blow harder, while I increase the hardness the rub sound happens and then when I ease the pressure it occurs but if I hold it at any pressure sure it stops. This makes me believe that the distortion and pain are being caused by the bones in my middle ear being misaligned or damaged and what is occurring here is I can physically hear them being stretched out in an awkward way. I'm really curious if anyone else with similar symptoms feels this because I believe it could be valuable info to maybe find a solution to this.
I mean at this point I really do wish I just felt nothing from bad my ear. No hearing, no ring, no pain, nothing. It's a weird thought but I wish somehow a doctor could actually induce deafness in my ear after a good few years if it still doesn't get better. When the ear is plugged, I feel pretty normal again since I'm only using my 1 good ear. I just don't see much of a point of having an ear that not only makes every sound so gross I'd rather not hear it at all, but also just causes me pain in the process.
I'm so thankful I don't have this in both ears and I am so terribly sorry for anyone who does.