Hi Guys. I'm having an extremely tough time right now with things and could use any help I can get.
In December of last year, I was not in any significant distress from my tinnitus. I had fun in life, could relax, I had plans for the future, all that. In January of this year, everything changed. I suffered an extremely stressful, unusual and depressing event with a woman I was in a relationship with. I went into total shock for a week.
The week following this event my tinnitus got a little worse and more noticeable. However, say 2-3 weeks after, it really went through the roof, as well as symptoms associated with tinnitus.
I began waking up every hour or so through the night, often sweating, immediately alert and anxious over my tinnitus. My tinnitus became louder than it has ever been. I begun getting anxiety attacks at random times throughout the day. I have trouble focusing on any tasks that require concentration. I continuously fixate on my tinnitus all day long and don't know how to stop.
These problems have lasted over three months now at this point. I have never felt like this in my life. I feel like something in me has broken.
I now feel like I have mentally/emotionally moved past the sad event that caused this and just want my health and life back. I am not dwelling on her or that situation, yet my symptoms and health are still bad. I am utilizing every health/mental health resource I can think of without much improvement.
As best I can tell, there are only two factors from January that could have made this happen: obviously the stressful event I went through, and the fact that I stopped smoking Marijuana cold turkey for some time around that event. Unless stress can damage your ears, I don't feel like anything has changed with my ears/hearing.
I would love any advice or perspective from someone that may have gone through similar struggles. Can this just be one long flare up I need to recover from? I really hope so...
In December of last year, I was not in any significant distress from my tinnitus. I had fun in life, could relax, I had plans for the future, all that. In January of this year, everything changed. I suffered an extremely stressful, unusual and depressing event with a woman I was in a relationship with. I went into total shock for a week.
The week following this event my tinnitus got a little worse and more noticeable. However, say 2-3 weeks after, it really went through the roof, as well as symptoms associated with tinnitus.
I began waking up every hour or so through the night, often sweating, immediately alert and anxious over my tinnitus. My tinnitus became louder than it has ever been. I begun getting anxiety attacks at random times throughout the day. I have trouble focusing on any tasks that require concentration. I continuously fixate on my tinnitus all day long and don't know how to stop.
These problems have lasted over three months now at this point. I have never felt like this in my life. I feel like something in me has broken.
I now feel like I have mentally/emotionally moved past the sad event that caused this and just want my health and life back. I am not dwelling on her or that situation, yet my symptoms and health are still bad. I am utilizing every health/mental health resource I can think of without much improvement.
As best I can tell, there are only two factors from January that could have made this happen: obviously the stressful event I went through, and the fact that I stopped smoking Marijuana cold turkey for some time around that event. Unless stress can damage your ears, I don't feel like anything has changed with my ears/hearing.
I would love any advice or perspective from someone that may have gone through similar struggles. Can this just be one long flare up I need to recover from? I really hope so...