- Jul 11, 2023
- 4
- Tinnitus Since
- 2023
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Headphone use and loud music
Hi guys,
I'm a 24-year-old male from the Midwestern US who has recently developed a pretty bad case of tinnitus.
Growing up hunting and shooting firearms, I think I've always had some degree of tinnitus, though it was never bothersome or particularly noticeable to me. Fast forward to midway through May of this year, I started experiencing an incredible amount of ringing and hissing in my ears after prolonged exposure to loud music through my headphones; the specific song -- which was on repeat for probably two hours or so -- being Tchaikovsky's 1812 overture, known for its use of canons. The ringing died down slightly and was manageable for about a month, but I must've made it worse by continued use of my headphones.
Two weeks ago, seemingly out of the blue, I started experiencing symptoms mirroring those of dysacusis and hyperacusis; sound distortions (namely when listening to digital audio, i.e. through phone speakers, TV, laptop speakers; sounds tinny, crackly, and overall just horrible, like shards of glass piercing my ears), hearing what I can only describe as a flute sound over certain noises (sink, shower, toilet flushing, air conditioning, refrigerator, fan), and other weird auditory hallucinations (hearing xylophone noises coming from things like my fan and refrigerator, hearing my fan talk to me, high-pitched beeping over certain television advertisements, high-pitched noises when running my hands through the short hair on the sides of my head). Just a disclaimer, I probably have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder -- most likely OCD -- that may or may not be exacerbating my symptoms.
Three days ago I visited my GP. I told him what was going on, he checked my ears, and concluded that it was likely Eustachian Tube Dysfunction, and sent me home with a list of some allergy medication to pick up at the pharmacy. Since then, the only symptom that has really improved for me is the flute noise I've been hearing over certain sounds, which is nice considering that was the most annoying symptom I've had thus far. It's definitely still there, but seems to be getting better. I have an ENT appointment scheduled for next week so hopefully they can give me some direction.
Admittedly, I've been a total and complete wreck these last couple weeks. I've broken down crying several times, fearing that I've permanently ruined my hearing and that I'll never enjoy listening to music or watching TV again. I've thrown away my Apple AirPods and my $400 Sennheiser headphones, vowing never again to use devices like these again. As you can probably tell, I've beaten myself up about this quite a lot, regretting the various choices I've made that have lead up to this point. My life feels like it's over; can't wrap my head around the idea of never enjoying music or TV again. Goes to show that you never truly appreciate something until it's gone. I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for this.
Well, any help or advice would be appreciated. I don't know how much I'll frequent this forum -- think I've done too much of it already; reading all of the doom posts have probably made my situation worse, frankly -- but I'll try to give periodic updates in this thread or on my profile to document my experience.
God bless.
I'm a 24-year-old male from the Midwestern US who has recently developed a pretty bad case of tinnitus.
Growing up hunting and shooting firearms, I think I've always had some degree of tinnitus, though it was never bothersome or particularly noticeable to me. Fast forward to midway through May of this year, I started experiencing an incredible amount of ringing and hissing in my ears after prolonged exposure to loud music through my headphones; the specific song -- which was on repeat for probably two hours or so -- being Tchaikovsky's 1812 overture, known for its use of canons. The ringing died down slightly and was manageable for about a month, but I must've made it worse by continued use of my headphones.
Two weeks ago, seemingly out of the blue, I started experiencing symptoms mirroring those of dysacusis and hyperacusis; sound distortions (namely when listening to digital audio, i.e. through phone speakers, TV, laptop speakers; sounds tinny, crackly, and overall just horrible, like shards of glass piercing my ears), hearing what I can only describe as a flute sound over certain noises (sink, shower, toilet flushing, air conditioning, refrigerator, fan), and other weird auditory hallucinations (hearing xylophone noises coming from things like my fan and refrigerator, hearing my fan talk to me, high-pitched beeping over certain television advertisements, high-pitched noises when running my hands through the short hair on the sides of my head). Just a disclaimer, I probably have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder -- most likely OCD -- that may or may not be exacerbating my symptoms.
Three days ago I visited my GP. I told him what was going on, he checked my ears, and concluded that it was likely Eustachian Tube Dysfunction, and sent me home with a list of some allergy medication to pick up at the pharmacy. Since then, the only symptom that has really improved for me is the flute noise I've been hearing over certain sounds, which is nice considering that was the most annoying symptom I've had thus far. It's definitely still there, but seems to be getting better. I have an ENT appointment scheduled for next week so hopefully they can give me some direction.
Admittedly, I've been a total and complete wreck these last couple weeks. I've broken down crying several times, fearing that I've permanently ruined my hearing and that I'll never enjoy listening to music or watching TV again. I've thrown away my Apple AirPods and my $400 Sennheiser headphones, vowing never again to use devices like these again. As you can probably tell, I've beaten myself up about this quite a lot, regretting the various choices I've made that have lead up to this point. My life feels like it's over; can't wrap my head around the idea of never enjoying music or TV again. Goes to show that you never truly appreciate something until it's gone. I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for this.
Well, any help or advice would be appreciated. I don't know how much I'll frequent this forum -- think I've done too much of it already; reading all of the doom posts have probably made my situation worse, frankly -- but I'll try to give periodic updates in this thread or on my profile to document my experience.
God bless.