I recently got tinnitus. But its been very strange because of a following things. I believe i gave myself tinnitus in an almost hypochondriac way. Last December 2013 i went to the docs because of a slight ringing in my ear. She told me I had fluid behind my eardrums and recommended nasal spray, which i didnt buy but eventually i forgot about the tinnitus and didnt hear it again until june 2014 when i begun going through a very strange psychological point in my life. I remember going to the the docs to get a checkup on the last day before my health insurance got cut off and I was fine. But the next day, i told myself. "Oh right i have Tinnitus i should have gotten that checked!" Thats when i started noticing it. But it was very vague and didnt bother me because i thought i still had fluid in my ear and once it got drained it would go away. So i slept fine, relaxed in silence fine, went about my day normally and every once in a while i would notice it. A week ago I decided to go a clinic because it was getting louder. I was entering into a ton of stress, depression, loneliness, and anxiety about 2 weeks ago, before i decided to get it checked out. When i went to get it checked out, the doc said it wasnt due to any fluids behind my ear because there wasnt much and it was normal fluid levels because i was sick with a really bad cold. I had a hearing test done and i have no hearing loss, although she told me i had legitimate tinnitus. After this, the tinnitus exploded and it has been getting louder daily. After i recieved the news, i broke down that day thinking about how im going to have to deal with it the rest of my life. Never did i feel so shitty on top of the depression/anxiety/stress i am going through. So im wondering many things, do i get it when im stressed? Sick? Why did i not hear it for a long time? Did the fear that arose that day trigger me into exploding it? And lastly, why is it that i can shift the noise from ear to the other ear and control the pitch and the tone and volume? I can literally do that. But if it means its not in my ears, its in my head! Could i have tricked my brain into thinking i have tinnitus? Once you get something in your subconscious mind, you portray it to your conscious mind and sensory world. Its like people who have healed themselves through their subconscious or have given themselves poor health. Does anyone know what any of this can mean? Have you heard of something similar?