Hi there,
I developed tinnitus after taking Bupropion in 2022 for approximately 10 days. I discontinued immediately and was left with tinnitus. I started to slowly habituate, still ups and downs and lots of meltdowns - more due to my reaction to the tinnitus rather than the actual loudness. Sleep wasn't an issue if I slept with my fan, and if I was outdoors I could forget about it. There were even times I had to block my ears to hear it.
However, due to ongoing depression and potentially OCD, I finally gave in and tried another antidepressant - Nortriptyline. I was on this for 9 days total, 5 days 25 mg and 4 days 50 mg. I ceased it after the 9th day due to other side effects. Then I noticed no change, but after a week being off the medication, my tinnitus increased significantly, same tone but it's now so loud.
It is loud enough to compete with any environment sound. Sleeping with my ear on the pillow even with my fan going (which use to almost drown it out) is now torture. When I'm driving my car it is still audible, but I do have to really focus to listen to it. Shower pretty much drowns it out. Living in the country with cicadas, I can still hear it over that.
My questions are:
1) Has anyone else gotten an increase in their tinnitus from Nortriptyline? Either during or after withdrawal.
2) Does the sound level of my tinnitus appear moderate or severe? I know my reaction is severe, but how does this compare to others' experience? If the actual sound of the tinnitus were moderate, that would give me hope that I can try to work on my emotional reaction.
3) How on earth do I remain positive? I was barely getting by with the previous level of tinnitus, now it's so much louder. I don't know how to live my life like this.
4) I'm currently a medical student wanting to continue my studies to become a surgeon. How on earth am I supposed to just ignore the ringing when doing complex procedures? I am so irritable and my focus is awful. Even writing simple emails is difficult at the moment.
I feel as though my life is over. I feel as if my dreams of becoming a surgeon aren't feasible anymore. I feel that I won't have the patience or time to have children.
If you got this far, thank you. I am not in a good place and feel as if the only way out is to leave this earth. But I don't want to do that to my family and partner.
I developed tinnitus after taking Bupropion in 2022 for approximately 10 days. I discontinued immediately and was left with tinnitus. I started to slowly habituate, still ups and downs and lots of meltdowns - more due to my reaction to the tinnitus rather than the actual loudness. Sleep wasn't an issue if I slept with my fan, and if I was outdoors I could forget about it. There were even times I had to block my ears to hear it.
However, due to ongoing depression and potentially OCD, I finally gave in and tried another antidepressant - Nortriptyline. I was on this for 9 days total, 5 days 25 mg and 4 days 50 mg. I ceased it after the 9th day due to other side effects. Then I noticed no change, but after a week being off the medication, my tinnitus increased significantly, same tone but it's now so loud.
It is loud enough to compete with any environment sound. Sleeping with my ear on the pillow even with my fan going (which use to almost drown it out) is now torture. When I'm driving my car it is still audible, but I do have to really focus to listen to it. Shower pretty much drowns it out. Living in the country with cicadas, I can still hear it over that.
My questions are:
1) Has anyone else gotten an increase in their tinnitus from Nortriptyline? Either during or after withdrawal.
2) Does the sound level of my tinnitus appear moderate or severe? I know my reaction is severe, but how does this compare to others' experience? If the actual sound of the tinnitus were moderate, that would give me hope that I can try to work on my emotional reaction.
3) How on earth do I remain positive? I was barely getting by with the previous level of tinnitus, now it's so much louder. I don't know how to live my life like this.
4) I'm currently a medical student wanting to continue my studies to become a surgeon. How on earth am I supposed to just ignore the ringing when doing complex procedures? I am so irritable and my focus is awful. Even writing simple emails is difficult at the moment.
I feel as though my life is over. I feel as if my dreams of becoming a surgeon aren't feasible anymore. I feel that I won't have the patience or time to have children.
If you got this far, thank you. I am not in a good place and feel as if the only way out is to leave this earth. But I don't want to do that to my family and partner.