So, sometimes I think if I just stopped coming to the boards, attempted to just do my best in life, forget thinking about lllt or laser therapy or hearing aids, and just wear war plugs to loud events I could maybe live a normal life like before.
But I have my doubts too. I have ringing the isn't steady and can be practically heard above everything. A jet is flying over me right now and I can still hear it (near an airport). It changes a lot.
So, with that in mind, can one honestly habituate to this? And what would that even mean? I just don't know .
I'm trying to be more positive in life, but I just want the truth. Can my life be normal like before, sans the earplugs when going out? Can I be me again?
I just want to know. Its been almost 5 months, I just really want to know.
PS: the uneven hearing is 40db to hear 8khz, 30db to hear 6khz, and I think 30 db to hear 4khz. That is for one ear and rear of frequencies are 20db or up. Left ear is mostly 10db across the board.
But I have my doubts too. I have ringing the isn't steady and can be practically heard above everything. A jet is flying over me right now and I can still hear it (near an airport). It changes a lot.
So, with that in mind, can one honestly habituate to this? And what would that even mean? I just don't know .
I'm trying to be more positive in life, but I just want the truth. Can my life be normal like before, sans the earplugs when going out? Can I be me again?
I just want to know. Its been almost 5 months, I just really want to know.
PS: the uneven hearing is 40db to hear 8khz, 30db to hear 6khz, and I think 30 db to hear 4khz. That is for one ear and rear of frequencies are 20db or up. Left ear is mostly 10db across the board.