I'm not saying the ringing isn't an issue, however the hearing loss is associated with it. If I could hear like I did before, the ringing wouldn't be as noticeable because I would be hearing more outside noises with the CORRECT hearing. The ringing just reminds me of my hearing loss. They go together. Nevermind the offset in hearing.
I just want normal hearing again. If I have normal hearing again, then ringing would bother me less. I know this because I had the ringing before and normal hearing. I never even thought to come on here because it was a non issue. To the point I forgot I had this until December.
Thats why you need to get hearing aids. Thats what I and other people told you WEEKS ago.
What you are describing will happen when you get HAs.
But you would rather complain than get a free trial.
How many times did you reject advice now, even from people who are/were far worse off and know better about being in your situation?
You always write like "but nobody is like young me with hearing aids blabla"
I had/have -50db on both ears when I was 16. Thats was 13 yars ago.
I had no problems going through school, graduation, job, visiting places etc. Even with normal T and hearing loss/hearing aids I had a decent life that was worth living. Wearing hearing aids all the time helped me a lot when I got my first tinnitus.
You write that the ringing doesn't bother you but you would rather kill yourself than accept wearing hearing aids.
Sorry dude, but thats f*ckin stupid. You can have a perfectly fine life wearing hearing aids. If it is a vanity thing, grow long hair, nobody will see them. Or get ones that are in-ear.
You need a wake up call, it's pretty clear that you are not in a stable state of mind.
Obsessing over some mental thoughts when there is a solution for your hearing.
You have heard everyhing there is for your case and no amount of these threads will change the fact that you will not get back the hearing you had.
And if your are expecting people here to give you the "OK" to kill yourself because of your medium hearing loss. Thats not gonna happen.
But believe me, you are in a far better spot than many people with extreme T, hyperacusis, hearing loss.
People who wish to die every day and cant do anything about it.
I would "love" to be in your position because with hearing aids and some time you can get back to life easily.
It is up to you to go to an accustician and at least get a free HA trial and cope with this.
You're probably gonna dismiss this post with some one liner. Guess I tried.