- Apr 1, 2019
- 5
- Tinnitus Since
- January 2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Ciprofloxacin reaction
Hello, here is my story, it's actually a positive story I want to share with those who are struggling with tinnitus.
I live in the UK and experienced sudden onset bilateral loud tinnitus midway through a course of Ciprofloxacin to treat a UTI in January 2017.
I'm in my early forties, healthy, happily married with young family and had never had any hearing issues before. On day 4 of the treatment I'd gone home early from work feeling a bit under the weather and went to bed early that night. I woke suddenly around 1am with the loudest most frighteningly intense hissing ringing in both my ears I'd ever experienced. I leaped out of bed shouting to my wife asking what was happening in a complete panic.
She calmed me down and reassured me id be fine but to try and get some rest. I managed to drop off again but 20 minutes later the intense ringing woke me again and this was the pattern that repeated until the morning.
The ringing completely filling my head continued the following day so i went straight to my doctor who told me to stop the cipro course and reassured me my symptoms would subside as the drug left my body. Unfortunately they didn't.
In those first few weeks the ringing would be at its most intense, ramping in volume, as I was falling asleep and even if I did fall asleep I'd wake with deafening ringing 20 minutes later. I also had other neurological side effects from the cipro reaction - tremors and a feeling my whole body was vibrating. It was truly awful. After two weeks i was totally exhausted and broken. I couldn't go to work, I couldn't think or function. I was losing my sanity and genuinely wanted to be submitted to a psychiatric institution. I was at the lowest ebb of my life and was desperate and so was my wife trying to care for 2 kids under 2 with a hopeless shell of a partner.
I saw numerous doctors an ENT specialist, an audiologist, I had an MRI scan to rule out a tumour, the consultant confirmed I'd experienced moderate hearing loss in my left ear with mild in the right and high frequency loss across both ears and as well general hyperacusis. He reported the Cipro reaction via the uk yellow card system, he said he could help with the hearing loss with a hearing aid but essentially there was nothing he could do for the tinnitus other than the masking effect the hearing aid may provide.
I found my tinnitus was so variable day to day with layers of humming, high frequency ringing/hissing, buzzing and rumbling that was not constant in any one ear so didn't think a hearing aid would really help.
Those first few months were dreadful, I was back at work but not myself, I was constantly exhausted, and so upset I was not able to be the supportive husband and father I needed to be. Low doses of Valium were the only way I could get sleep. I was struggling to accept this had happened to me, I was angry and realised many many people have had terrible reactions to cipro and other fluoroquinolene antibiotics. Tinnitus was consuming me and robbing me of any joy and the ability to be strong and there for those who needed me so much and I loved more than anything. It felt so unfair but I was adamant I wasn't going to let this control me and ruin my life.
I gradually weaned myself off the Valium at night finding I could sleep, albeit not that well, With ocean and storm sounds playing. I focused on the things I loved - my family, planning trips and days out, work, doing the activities I enjoy like running and cycling. I tried to stay as distracted from the tinnitus as I could.
It was slow progress but gradually my sleep improved, I began to understand the pattern of my tinnitus more and became more used to it and less bothered by it. It has 'evolved' somewhat with less intense surges during the night but perhaps a higher volume during the day.
1 year later and I realised I felt a lot less preoccupied by my tinnitus than those early months, sleep was back to normal and my mood had much improved overall.
Now it's over 2 years later and I'd say life is almost like it was before this happened to me. I'm still aware of my tinnitus but now go for hours without thinking about it and when I do it's a bit irritating but doesn't bother me. Importantly, It doesn't stop me doing anything. I sleep well now albeit in the spare room more often than I did (my wife is less keen on the crashing wave sounds!)
So if you are in a bad place with tinnitus right now please have hope.
Try to be patient. Habituation is a slow road but focus on your loves, on staying distracted from it and on living your life right now.
Try to accept what has happened. You are unfortunate and it isn't fair but that sadly is life - there are others who have been dealt a much crueller hand than you.
You'll have good and bad days but try not to wallow and catastrophise, put your thoughts instead into trying to stay positive and in appreciating what you do have and also those in your life who care about you.
Put your energy into things that help you manage and stay distracted from your tinnitus. The more you do this then over time the more your tinnitus will ebb away into the background.
Belief will get you through the dark times, I promise.
X
I live in the UK and experienced sudden onset bilateral loud tinnitus midway through a course of Ciprofloxacin to treat a UTI in January 2017.
I'm in my early forties, healthy, happily married with young family and had never had any hearing issues before. On day 4 of the treatment I'd gone home early from work feeling a bit under the weather and went to bed early that night. I woke suddenly around 1am with the loudest most frighteningly intense hissing ringing in both my ears I'd ever experienced. I leaped out of bed shouting to my wife asking what was happening in a complete panic.
She calmed me down and reassured me id be fine but to try and get some rest. I managed to drop off again but 20 minutes later the intense ringing woke me again and this was the pattern that repeated until the morning.
The ringing completely filling my head continued the following day so i went straight to my doctor who told me to stop the cipro course and reassured me my symptoms would subside as the drug left my body. Unfortunately they didn't.
In those first few weeks the ringing would be at its most intense, ramping in volume, as I was falling asleep and even if I did fall asleep I'd wake with deafening ringing 20 minutes later. I also had other neurological side effects from the cipro reaction - tremors and a feeling my whole body was vibrating. It was truly awful. After two weeks i was totally exhausted and broken. I couldn't go to work, I couldn't think or function. I was losing my sanity and genuinely wanted to be submitted to a psychiatric institution. I was at the lowest ebb of my life and was desperate and so was my wife trying to care for 2 kids under 2 with a hopeless shell of a partner.
I saw numerous doctors an ENT specialist, an audiologist, I had an MRI scan to rule out a tumour, the consultant confirmed I'd experienced moderate hearing loss in my left ear with mild in the right and high frequency loss across both ears and as well general hyperacusis. He reported the Cipro reaction via the uk yellow card system, he said he could help with the hearing loss with a hearing aid but essentially there was nothing he could do for the tinnitus other than the masking effect the hearing aid may provide.
I found my tinnitus was so variable day to day with layers of humming, high frequency ringing/hissing, buzzing and rumbling that was not constant in any one ear so didn't think a hearing aid would really help.
Those first few months were dreadful, I was back at work but not myself, I was constantly exhausted, and so upset I was not able to be the supportive husband and father I needed to be. Low doses of Valium were the only way I could get sleep. I was struggling to accept this had happened to me, I was angry and realised many many people have had terrible reactions to cipro and other fluoroquinolene antibiotics. Tinnitus was consuming me and robbing me of any joy and the ability to be strong and there for those who needed me so much and I loved more than anything. It felt so unfair but I was adamant I wasn't going to let this control me and ruin my life.
I gradually weaned myself off the Valium at night finding I could sleep, albeit not that well, With ocean and storm sounds playing. I focused on the things I loved - my family, planning trips and days out, work, doing the activities I enjoy like running and cycling. I tried to stay as distracted from the tinnitus as I could.
It was slow progress but gradually my sleep improved, I began to understand the pattern of my tinnitus more and became more used to it and less bothered by it. It has 'evolved' somewhat with less intense surges during the night but perhaps a higher volume during the day.
1 year later and I realised I felt a lot less preoccupied by my tinnitus than those early months, sleep was back to normal and my mood had much improved overall.
Now it's over 2 years later and I'd say life is almost like it was before this happened to me. I'm still aware of my tinnitus but now go for hours without thinking about it and when I do it's a bit irritating but doesn't bother me. Importantly, It doesn't stop me doing anything. I sleep well now albeit in the spare room more often than I did (my wife is less keen on the crashing wave sounds!)
So if you are in a bad place with tinnitus right now please have hope.
Try to be patient. Habituation is a slow road but focus on your loves, on staying distracted from it and on living your life right now.
Try to accept what has happened. You are unfortunate and it isn't fair but that sadly is life - there are others who have been dealt a much crueller hand than you.
You'll have good and bad days but try not to wallow and catastrophise, put your thoughts instead into trying to stay positive and in appreciating what you do have and also those in your life who care about you.
Put your energy into things that help you manage and stay distracted from your tinnitus. The more you do this then over time the more your tinnitus will ebb away into the background.
Belief will get you through the dark times, I promise.
X