This might be long so bear with me please.
Basically I am consumed by my tinnitus for the past week or so. I know it doesn't help to keep thinking about it but I need some peace of mind right now. I've tried to make peace that it could be permanent but I still have hope. I haven't seen an ENT yet but my doctor did send in a referral yesterday, and I do have an appointment with my doctor in about a week (for other reasons but I will bring up the ringing since I'm sure I won't see the ENT before that).
So, I noticed it mid day on 01/7/2021 (I think, might have been the 8th) but didn't think anything of it. Later that night when I was going to sleep, it felt extremely loud and it was very hard to fall asleep. At some point my ears seemed to pop and everything was completely silent for a few seconds but obviously it came right back.
The next day I went into a wormhole of tinnitus research and had a pretty bad breakdown thinking it was permanent. Don't even remember how I slept that night.
The next few days I was all over the place and was filled with thoughts of "why me, this will go away, I can learn to live with it, then again, I can't do this if it continues." Along with multiple sessions of hiding in the bathroom and crying.
I could only sleep with white noise (found some on YouTube that masks the tinnitus). I was almost constantly anxious and I didn't have an appetite at all. Some brief moments of feeling ok but still annoyed.
At first it was more of a constant eeeeee sound but now sounds more like a high pitched hiss or static.
The fact that I don't know what is causing it and if it was permanent or temporary was eating away at me. I have some ideas of what it could be but I honestly don't know. So if anyone has some insight, that would be much appreciated.
1. I'll get the most common one out of the way, loud volume/music with earbuds. I always tried to make sure I didn't play my music too loud because I knew it wasn't good for my ears I just didn't know the exact consequences. I think since middle school I used earbuds but last few years I used them less (I am almost 21 now).
2. I used to use Q-tips alot, and I mean A LOT, almost everyday, sometimes only 2 or 3 times a week. I don't anymore now that I know how terrible it is. I have never had my ears professionally cleaned, so there is probably a whole bunch of earwax in there. And hopefully no damage from the Q-tips. Hoping tinnitus will go away if I get them cleaned out (I heard manually is the best way as the other methods could make it worse.)
3. I was taking Meloxicam 15mg daily for headaches for 8 days but stopped because of chest pain. I also took Tizanidine 2mg daily for 11 days but also stopped taking since it wasn't helping. 2 days later my ears started ringing and haven't stopped since. Is it possible my tinnitus is from the medication and is it likely to go away if caused by that?
4. My neck might be to blame since I have very bad posture, I'm pretty sure this is the cause for my headaches. If I do a chin tuck or push my chin towards my chest while straining, the tinnitus seems more intense. (I've read that this is called somatic tinnitus.)
5. TMJ. I haven't been diagnosed with this but I do have an underbite which can be connected I think. I also hear a kind of whoosh and crackle when I open my mouth all the way.
6. Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. Every time I swallow or yawn I can hear a crackle sound. Not sure if that's connected.
7. Maybe possibly due to loud noise exposure for a few seconds. My dad was using something very loud in the garage (and I mean, like super loud) I walked in for a few seconds to get something. But I'm pretty sure that was over a week or 2 before tinnitus showed up. Can that still be a cause?
I think that's about it. I know this isn't the place to get a diagnosis but some opinions from someone who knows more than me would be nice as I'm very new to this.
Really hoping and praying this is temporary. Reading other stories of it going away for other people is my only hope right now, but those are hard to come by since most people probably don't come to forums like these if it's temporary.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that this came about when I was stressed for a while. For about a month, I was stressing about different things very frequently. And when this started I was very anxious.
I also want to mention that I started taking Valerian root for my anxiety around the same time. (I don't think that would be the cause as I haven't found anything about that.)
Basically I am consumed by my tinnitus for the past week or so. I know it doesn't help to keep thinking about it but I need some peace of mind right now. I've tried to make peace that it could be permanent but I still have hope. I haven't seen an ENT yet but my doctor did send in a referral yesterday, and I do have an appointment with my doctor in about a week (for other reasons but I will bring up the ringing since I'm sure I won't see the ENT before that).
So, I noticed it mid day on 01/7/2021 (I think, might have been the 8th) but didn't think anything of it. Later that night when I was going to sleep, it felt extremely loud and it was very hard to fall asleep. At some point my ears seemed to pop and everything was completely silent for a few seconds but obviously it came right back.
The next day I went into a wormhole of tinnitus research and had a pretty bad breakdown thinking it was permanent. Don't even remember how I slept that night.
The next few days I was all over the place and was filled with thoughts of "why me, this will go away, I can learn to live with it, then again, I can't do this if it continues." Along with multiple sessions of hiding in the bathroom and crying.
I could only sleep with white noise (found some on YouTube that masks the tinnitus). I was almost constantly anxious and I didn't have an appetite at all. Some brief moments of feeling ok but still annoyed.
At first it was more of a constant eeeeee sound but now sounds more like a high pitched hiss or static.
The fact that I don't know what is causing it and if it was permanent or temporary was eating away at me. I have some ideas of what it could be but I honestly don't know. So if anyone has some insight, that would be much appreciated.
1. I'll get the most common one out of the way, loud volume/music with earbuds. I always tried to make sure I didn't play my music too loud because I knew it wasn't good for my ears I just didn't know the exact consequences. I think since middle school I used earbuds but last few years I used them less (I am almost 21 now).
2. I used to use Q-tips alot, and I mean A LOT, almost everyday, sometimes only 2 or 3 times a week. I don't anymore now that I know how terrible it is. I have never had my ears professionally cleaned, so there is probably a whole bunch of earwax in there. And hopefully no damage from the Q-tips. Hoping tinnitus will go away if I get them cleaned out (I heard manually is the best way as the other methods could make it worse.)
3. I was taking Meloxicam 15mg daily for headaches for 8 days but stopped because of chest pain. I also took Tizanidine 2mg daily for 11 days but also stopped taking since it wasn't helping. 2 days later my ears started ringing and haven't stopped since. Is it possible my tinnitus is from the medication and is it likely to go away if caused by that?
4. My neck might be to blame since I have very bad posture, I'm pretty sure this is the cause for my headaches. If I do a chin tuck or push my chin towards my chest while straining, the tinnitus seems more intense. (I've read that this is called somatic tinnitus.)
5. TMJ. I haven't been diagnosed with this but I do have an underbite which can be connected I think. I also hear a kind of whoosh and crackle when I open my mouth all the way.
6. Eustachian Tube Dysfunction. Every time I swallow or yawn I can hear a crackle sound. Not sure if that's connected.
7. Maybe possibly due to loud noise exposure for a few seconds. My dad was using something very loud in the garage (and I mean, like super loud) I walked in for a few seconds to get something. But I'm pretty sure that was over a week or 2 before tinnitus showed up. Can that still be a cause?
I think that's about it. I know this isn't the place to get a diagnosis but some opinions from someone who knows more than me would be nice as I'm very new to this.
Really hoping and praying this is temporary. Reading other stories of it going away for other people is my only hope right now, but those are hard to come by since most people probably don't come to forums like these if it's temporary.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that this came about when I was stressed for a while. For about a month, I was stressing about different things very frequently. And when this started I was very anxious.
I also want to mention that I started taking Valerian root for my anxiety around the same time. (I don't think that would be the cause as I haven't found anything about that.)