- Dec 7, 2016
- 177
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/2011, got worse 09/2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Acoustic trauma
Background: I got a permanent increase in my former mild tinnitus back in last September from an acoustic trauma. Multiple sounds; many ultra high frequency tones in my right ear and reactive loud & dull beep in my left ear. I cannot describe how hard it has been trying to cope, especially as my ears would keep changing the sounds and react to any loudness with horrible increases. Only for the last 1-2 months there has been noticeable progress: mainly habituation since the loudness has seemed to be the same - except in right ear in which the sound got lower and towards a more pleasant hiss. I finally started to feel like I could perhaps come in terms with it some day, finding the right masking sounds and sleeping with my quieter (right) ear on pillow, being finally able to sleep with left one's louder sound masked. This was before last Friday...
What happened on Friday: Last week was a total mess for me - horrible stress/anxiety and just everything going south. I even forgot to take my daily supplements (magnesium, NAC, vitamin B complex...) and then on Friday something got stuck between my teeth. I thought it to be a piece of toothpick and went to dentist for a quick fix. A huge mistake. Turns out the biggest filling in my upper right teeth was broken and they'd need to make the whole thing again - the gum was infected so they recommended it done right on spot.
As the loud drilling sound is unavoidable, I always thought if I'd need to get drilling done, I'd come so prepared with protective supplements and low-stress level. Now I was there with a head full of cortisol (just had a panic attack in the morning) and no supplies in my bloodstream to protect hearing. A recipe for disaster.
It took an hour to get the whole thing done and even when I asked the dentist to do the drilling in short bursts and explained I have tinnitus and hearing problems... Well, he just kept on drilling for long while at a time.:/ Needless to say, it was incredibly loud. Afterwards my ears felt really weird, as if there was this loud centralized brain T instead of my usual ear tones.
Now: My T has been so much louder. My usual masking routine has not helped anymore, in fact I feel like I can hear the crickets part (I play multiple sounds since there's no one masking that helps all my T noises) worse than before. I don't know how to sleep anymore, since my right ear is now just as loud if not louder than my left ear. My whole survival/adaptation method was to concentrate on masking the left ear and my biggest relief in the past 7 months has been when the right ear T started to go quieter and hiss-like. Now this happened and my right ear feels completely wrecked! Ultra high frequency just screeching on top of everything. Not sure how I'm supposed to handle this setback, I feel so depressed, helpless and know that if this stays, then it will only get worse with future dental work as well (unavoidable in my case). Just very lost atm.
You know the feeling right? There's this glimmer of hope that "okay, I got this, I can battle my way through this maybe!" and then everything goes to hell and kills that hope. That's how it feels right now - maybe it's just a spike but I've not experienced right-ear spikes like this - well not since I last time got it permanently worse (usually my left ear is the reactive one with temporary spikes and right is more stabile).
How have you guys coped with dental drilling and its effect on T? Have they caused just temporary spikes or something permanent? If you have T with usually no noticeable spikes, has there been (temporary) exceptions to it? Or if your dentist insisted on drilling for long periods with very rare pauses, did that damage you? Angry that mine would do that - I keep getting these experiences where doctors and other health carers just ignore my condition.:/
Any experiences and comments help, since I am right now just trapped in my own mind going insane.
What happened on Friday: Last week was a total mess for me - horrible stress/anxiety and just everything going south. I even forgot to take my daily supplements (magnesium, NAC, vitamin B complex...) and then on Friday something got stuck between my teeth. I thought it to be a piece of toothpick and went to dentist for a quick fix. A huge mistake. Turns out the biggest filling in my upper right teeth was broken and they'd need to make the whole thing again - the gum was infected so they recommended it done right on spot.
As the loud drilling sound is unavoidable, I always thought if I'd need to get drilling done, I'd come so prepared with protective supplements and low-stress level. Now I was there with a head full of cortisol (just had a panic attack in the morning) and no supplies in my bloodstream to protect hearing. A recipe for disaster.
It took an hour to get the whole thing done and even when I asked the dentist to do the drilling in short bursts and explained I have tinnitus and hearing problems... Well, he just kept on drilling for long while at a time.:/ Needless to say, it was incredibly loud. Afterwards my ears felt really weird, as if there was this loud centralized brain T instead of my usual ear tones.
Now: My T has been so much louder. My usual masking routine has not helped anymore, in fact I feel like I can hear the crickets part (I play multiple sounds since there's no one masking that helps all my T noises) worse than before. I don't know how to sleep anymore, since my right ear is now just as loud if not louder than my left ear. My whole survival/adaptation method was to concentrate on masking the left ear and my biggest relief in the past 7 months has been when the right ear T started to go quieter and hiss-like. Now this happened and my right ear feels completely wrecked! Ultra high frequency just screeching on top of everything. Not sure how I'm supposed to handle this setback, I feel so depressed, helpless and know that if this stays, then it will only get worse with future dental work as well (unavoidable in my case). Just very lost atm.
You know the feeling right? There's this glimmer of hope that "okay, I got this, I can battle my way through this maybe!" and then everything goes to hell and kills that hope. That's how it feels right now - maybe it's just a spike but I've not experienced right-ear spikes like this - well not since I last time got it permanently worse (usually my left ear is the reactive one with temporary spikes and right is more stabile).
How have you guys coped with dental drilling and its effect on T? Have they caused just temporary spikes or something permanent? If you have T with usually no noticeable spikes, has there been (temporary) exceptions to it? Or if your dentist insisted on drilling for long periods with very rare pauses, did that damage you? Angry that mine would do that - I keep getting these experiences where doctors and other health carers just ignore my condition.:/
Any experiences and comments help, since I am right now just trapped in my own mind going insane.