Hi,
I'm writing this in the middle of the night as the screaming in my head/ears won't let me fall asleep.
My problems started sometime in August 2019, and I think the main reason for it was a distorted electric guitar through headphones very loud (by mistake) at a band rehearsal.
It was not a long duration but I continued to play and listen to recordings for maybe an hour after it happened. I play the drums by the way which I heard is probably the worst for your hearing...
The day after I felt a weird sensation in my left ear when hearing sound from the TV or listening to music. In the beginning it was very mild, more like a itch in the ear.
After about a week I got slight ringing in my ears. It went up and down from day to day.
I went to see an ENT about 3 weeks after the incident and had a regular hearing test which showed no hearing loss.
I was told to protect my ears from loud sounds, but I guess I didn't understand that traffic and such were included so I was not wearing earplugs outside until my symptoms got worse.
Late November both the tinnitus and sensitivity to sound worsened severely and most sound were irritating my ears.
At the worst I had a burning sensation around my ear, part of my face and a bit down the neck and arm.
I had a maybe 6/10 tone in the middle of my head and others in both left and right ears that would come and go.
Felt much better for maybe a week in late December before it got bad again.
And today I experience even a new low point...
I started taking Mirtazapine (stopped taking Sertraline at the same time) mid January mainly for sleep. The first 2 - 3 days after I noticed the tinnitus changed a bit for the better.
Then a couple of days ago I started hearing new sounds, mainly some kind of hissing I guess I would describe it. I stopped taking Mirtazapine immediately after that.
I took a total of 9x 7.5 mg and 3x 15 mg pills before I stopped. Could you get withdrawal symptoms from that?
Now a couple of nights without it the tinnitus is the loudest I ever had. Can it permanently get worse after the short time I took the meds?
Also about hyperacusis, I'm not sure if that's what I have. I don't experience everyday sounds to be loud, it's more like something is physically moving in my worst ear from certain sounds.
For example hitting a cup with a spoon just makes my ear move or vibrate even if it's not loud. Possibly I had this earlier also but very slightly.
Is that hyperacusis or something else?
When it comes to hearing I have tried to compare my both ears. The left ear, which is my worse, surprisingly it feels a bit clearer but a bit thin. Is it possible to have mid frequencies hearing loss, and if so, is that included on a standard hearing test?
I'm seeing an audiologist later this month. Is there anything important that I should ask, mention or avoid?
Is it common that everything gets much worse before it starts to get better?
Almost 6 months in now... the hopelessness is real. I took for granted that I would always have music (playing instruments/listening) no matter how shitty I would feel about myself and life in general.
So if this is permanent there soon won't be much left for me in this existence...
PS.
Sorry if the text is messy, English is not my main language.
Take care everyone who is reading!
I'm writing this in the middle of the night as the screaming in my head/ears won't let me fall asleep.
My problems started sometime in August 2019, and I think the main reason for it was a distorted electric guitar through headphones very loud (by mistake) at a band rehearsal.
It was not a long duration but I continued to play and listen to recordings for maybe an hour after it happened. I play the drums by the way which I heard is probably the worst for your hearing...
The day after I felt a weird sensation in my left ear when hearing sound from the TV or listening to music. In the beginning it was very mild, more like a itch in the ear.
After about a week I got slight ringing in my ears. It went up and down from day to day.
I went to see an ENT about 3 weeks after the incident and had a regular hearing test which showed no hearing loss.
I was told to protect my ears from loud sounds, but I guess I didn't understand that traffic and such were included so I was not wearing earplugs outside until my symptoms got worse.
Late November both the tinnitus and sensitivity to sound worsened severely and most sound were irritating my ears.
At the worst I had a burning sensation around my ear, part of my face and a bit down the neck and arm.
I had a maybe 6/10 tone in the middle of my head and others in both left and right ears that would come and go.
Felt much better for maybe a week in late December before it got bad again.
And today I experience even a new low point...
I started taking Mirtazapine (stopped taking Sertraline at the same time) mid January mainly for sleep. The first 2 - 3 days after I noticed the tinnitus changed a bit for the better.
Then a couple of days ago I started hearing new sounds, mainly some kind of hissing I guess I would describe it. I stopped taking Mirtazapine immediately after that.
I took a total of 9x 7.5 mg and 3x 15 mg pills before I stopped. Could you get withdrawal symptoms from that?
Now a couple of nights without it the tinnitus is the loudest I ever had. Can it permanently get worse after the short time I took the meds?
Also about hyperacusis, I'm not sure if that's what I have. I don't experience everyday sounds to be loud, it's more like something is physically moving in my worst ear from certain sounds.
For example hitting a cup with a spoon just makes my ear move or vibrate even if it's not loud. Possibly I had this earlier also but very slightly.
Is that hyperacusis or something else?
When it comes to hearing I have tried to compare my both ears. The left ear, which is my worse, surprisingly it feels a bit clearer but a bit thin. Is it possible to have mid frequencies hearing loss, and if so, is that included on a standard hearing test?
I'm seeing an audiologist later this month. Is there anything important that I should ask, mention or avoid?
Is it common that everything gets much worse before it starts to get better?
Almost 6 months in now... the hopelessness is real. I took for granted that I would always have music (playing instruments/listening) no matter how shitty I would feel about myself and life in general.
So if this is permanent there soon won't be much left for me in this existence...
PS.
Sorry if the text is messy, English is not my main language.
Take care everyone who is reading!