Billie48, your posts are always so positive so please keep posting! I can't imagine the bliss of waking up with loud T and being able to ignore it. I can just about cope if I have a busy day and have to get up and going but on days where I just want to have a relaxing day at home it is always impossible as it overwhelms me. I don't want to have to do things just to get away from the T as I feel that that's the wrong approach.My T is ringing loud & high pitched most mornings when I wake up. I don't give a dime to it though. Used to be unable to ignore it and it could even trigger a panic attack on auto mode. But given time and repetition, plus adopting a positive approach, my brain is now hardened to such ringing. I accept it as part of my being and the brain somehow learns to agree. LOL. I now go about my days and my brain just fades out even the loud T from consciousness. When the brain doesn't consider T a threat, it can even fade out loud noise around it. Just like your brain can fade out the plane noise, even as loud as the jet engines, when you are into a movie during the flight. It is that magical. It takes time for the brain to get there though. So be patient and give it time.
.For me waking up is the worst, the momentary realisation of another day with this condition, the fact I have no chance of drifting back off to sleep even if I'm not working. Last night I woke at 2.30 am from a dream straight into high pitched ringing in my ears, took an hour to drop off to sleep again, I know it was about an hour because I had background noise on a 45 minute timer and had to restart it.
I also have been waking up to headaches and I seem to be very easily fatigued. One month ago I was riding my bike maybe 10 hours a week (I race, or used to up until 1 month ago!) since getting T I've been out for one ride with my daughter, just don't have the energy or inclination to do more than I have to at the moment.
same level from when I get up to go to bed very loud
I agree totally but it still sucksOn the bright side, that probably makes it easier to habituate to? I'm guessing anyway. It seems like it would be easier to get used to something that is consistent versus something that changes regularly.
Billie48, your posts are always so positive so please keep posting! I can't imagine the bliss of waking up with loud T and being able to ignore it. I can just about cope if I have a busy day and have to get up and going but on days where I just want to have a relaxing day at home it is always impossible as it overwhelms me. I don't want to have to do things just to get away from the T as I feel that that's the wrong approach.
Did you have good days and bad days till you got to that stage or did you manage to not react at all for long periods of time? I can go for a week or so not reacting then start to think that I've not reacted for a week and it's still as loud and annoying so therefore I'm reacting to it again! I got it beginning of 2008 so feel I should be doing better. X