With tinnitus it's such a rollercoaster of emotions and reactions... it seems almost like a bipolar nightmare.
I used to be a pretty serene type of chap until I got T. Now my mood swings can be pretty dramatic dependent upon sleep and loudness.
Actually yes, kind of. I was just thinking yesterday that it's literally driving me crazy. I get these points of being very angry to the point where I don't think I'm thinking rationally. It seems to be directly tied to how bad my tinnitus is at that moment.
It definitely carries my mood and concentration along with its cycles.
I'm exactly the same. Saturday was a really quiet day and I was positive and upbeat, yesterday was not so good and I felt really low and depressed all day. It makes sense to me though. People often feel low, depressed and sorry for themselves when they have a cold, so why wouldn't it be the same when some other medical issue flares up?
Yes! I was just thinking this yesterday. I feel like I'm on a constant roller coaster of emotions; mostly the depressive end of the spectrum.
I was always a laid-back, jaded kind of guy.
I still am. In real life (not on forums) my emotions never come into play when it comes to dealing with almost anything. So, while I'm in pain constantly, and I kind of just want to die, I know that talking about it won't make it hurt less, so I just don't say anything.
Now that I'm writing about it, it's a special kind of hell.
I've got prescribed with a med for bipolar in a ward where my T problems led me to. It helps a lot. I managed to get back to work, and I was able to think straight for first time since I got T. If I don't take my daily dose, my thinking goes back to mess within days.
I take Depakine extended release. I take 1000mg in the morning, it's usually enough for a day. I can take another 500mg during evening if I feel too agitated.That is great you have something that helps you. What medication do you take? Right now I am on Lamictal, a little klonopin, but am thinking about trying lithium orotate (supplement) to see how that goes.
I take Depakine extended release. I take 1000mg in the morning, it's usually enough for a day. I can take another 500mg during evening if I feel too agitated.
Hi Scottrock, I'm exactly the same and its affecting my relationship greatly. I've been told by my wife she simply can't handle my moods. I'm manic then I'm morose, I know I am but it makes one feel lonely doesn't it? I need plenty of loving support from my nearest and dearest but when I feel as though I'm burdening my wife with my problems I try to act "normal" but it just make it worse. I'm not 'me' at the moment,, I don't know where the old Karl's gone, the happy go lucky, laid back kid and when a truck went past me in the street the other day I thought how easy it could be to just step out into its path. It was a very sobering experience. I'm getting there gradually with CBT techniques but its easy to slide back into despair with negative, irrational thoughts. Good luck anyone afflicted with anxiety related to T or hyperacusis.
Have you looked into lithium orotate? I wonder if that could help you somewhat.Fight or flight is constant at the moment and its a battle to keep it under control. Manic over thinking and racing, irrational thoughts. Apart from that it's all gravy.