It's been a long time since I posted. Years I think. I've largely habitutated to my tinnitus (twice now) and it really doesn't bother me. The anxiety around it is still a problem but it's still quite the hole to come out of. Recently however over the last 3 weeks to a month I've been having trouble with ear fullness and all the anxiety it's causing.
About a month ago it felt like my left ear closed up a bit, it's hard to describe exactly but fullness or pressure would be a good way to explain it, sometimes it radiates away from my ear into my cheek/sinus. Because I have anxiety, particularly around ear stuff, this really freaked me out and I was on the edge of a panic attack for about 4 hours, though the pressure went away eventually. Everyday since then I've been on high alert for it and everyday the pressure feeling shows up and then goes away. I've tracked it up and down the past month, sometimes it shows up most of the day, other times only for 1 hour in the day. I think it might be related to my anxiety cause the times when it was better I was feeling more relaxed and assured that it was just a stress response.
I've went to the doctor to rule out ear infection and he assures me all's well. He though it might be ETD but that seems off as the pressure comes and goes in the day and I can still pop my ears fine. I'm also pretty sure it's not actual pressure in my ear cause I've experienced elevation change with this and was able to pop my ears just fine from the actual pressure that caused. I've also gotten a massage and though it felt great no change. I've also ordered a custom night guard but that has yet to reach me.
I've been up and down and back and forth wondering what this could be, TMJ, Anxiety, TTTS, ETD and can't seem to land on anything, which just perpetuates the anxiety. I'm hoping that someone here has been in a similar situation and can offer up some hope. So fed up with this. Sorry if this was came off as a ramble or rant.
About a month ago it felt like my left ear closed up a bit, it's hard to describe exactly but fullness or pressure would be a good way to explain it, sometimes it radiates away from my ear into my cheek/sinus. Because I have anxiety, particularly around ear stuff, this really freaked me out and I was on the edge of a panic attack for about 4 hours, though the pressure went away eventually. Everyday since then I've been on high alert for it and everyday the pressure feeling shows up and then goes away. I've tracked it up and down the past month, sometimes it shows up most of the day, other times only for 1 hour in the day. I think it might be related to my anxiety cause the times when it was better I was feeling more relaxed and assured that it was just a stress response.
I've went to the doctor to rule out ear infection and he assures me all's well. He though it might be ETD but that seems off as the pressure comes and goes in the day and I can still pop my ears fine. I'm also pretty sure it's not actual pressure in my ear cause I've experienced elevation change with this and was able to pop my ears just fine from the actual pressure that caused. I've also gotten a massage and though it felt great no change. I've also ordered a custom night guard but that has yet to reach me.
I've been up and down and back and forth wondering what this could be, TMJ, Anxiety, TTTS, ETD and can't seem to land on anything, which just perpetuates the anxiety. I'm hoping that someone here has been in a similar situation and can offer up some hope. So fed up with this. Sorry if this was came off as a ramble or rant.