- Nov 6, 2016
- 66
- Tinnitus Since
- 2002
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud clubs initially, now louder due to noise & vibrations.
I was referred to an ENT with more interest than most in tinnitus, according to my GP, this was through the NHS, it was the usual talk about how to cope and how to reduce stress and anxiety and they said that I should get counselling. But if I didn't have tinnitus I wouldn't be like this in the first place.
Okay, so I do have anxiety and I do get stressed and I am depressed, but not before my tinnitus got very, very bad from after 10+ years of liveable tinnitus, it has got extremely worse, I thought that there was things such as sound therapy (listening to certain sounds) and other treatments, I guess not on the NHS, they just fobbed me off to a councillor.
I don't believe a councillor will help, I would rather be dead sometimes, it's the noise, if I didn't have tinnitus I could live a decent life but I am tortured, I am going to ask the GP about oxytocin and pramipexole, I hope to get some relief, but I just see no point in living if I don't want to be awake.
When I dream I dream peacefully, it is the only life I get in peace, when I am not awake, so no wonder I would rather not be alive.
Okay, so I do have anxiety and I do get stressed and I am depressed, but not before my tinnitus got very, very bad from after 10+ years of liveable tinnitus, it has got extremely worse, I thought that there was things such as sound therapy (listening to certain sounds) and other treatments, I guess not on the NHS, they just fobbed me off to a councillor.
I don't believe a councillor will help, I would rather be dead sometimes, it's the noise, if I didn't have tinnitus I could live a decent life but I am tortured, I am going to ask the GP about oxytocin and pramipexole, I hope to get some relief, but I just see no point in living if I don't want to be awake.
When I dream I dream peacefully, it is the only life I get in peace, when I am not awake, so no wonder I would rather not be alive.