I've had T for 4 months now and it has gotten gradually worse. Today has been the worst yet. The volume of my T has now become unbearable, it's like something is screeching right into my ear. I don't just hear the extremely high pitched tone, I can actually feel it drilling into my ear and I have extreme ear pain like a needle is being driven into my eardrum. When a sound gets too loud I can feel my ear 'flinching' trying to catch the sound but it fails at doing so and sends a burst of pain through my ear. I don't understand. I'm only 25. I haven't done anything to make it worse. Since my T mysteriously started I stopped listening to headphones and any loud sound and still my T has gotten so much worse than when it started. Doctors and audiologists just send me home. There's nothing they can do. They say it's not sound induced because my hearing is fine, but none of the hearing tests measured extremely high frequencies, and the pitch of my T is extremely high, over 14kHz.
I broke down crying in front of my mother a few days ago when the T spiked but this spike is ten times worse than then. I already had problems with depression before the T but this has made things ten times worse. I really hate adding another depressing topic because I know how important keeping good hope but I don't know what to do anymore...
I broke down crying in front of my mother a few days ago when the T spiked but this spike is ten times worse than then. I already had problems with depression before the T but this has made things ten times worse. I really hate adding another depressing topic because I know how important keeping good hope but I don't know what to do anymore...