Waking up this morning to the roaring/whistling wind sound is getting to me I guess I keep hoping that I am going to wake and Its back to the quietness I have experienced for 2 years. I really am trying to keep it together and although I am not crying I feel so sad and helpless inside. I don't want to do anything or go out because I feel I have no life with this and feeling dizzy all the time I am limited to what I can do, put it this way I hardly do anything alone because of how it makes me feel and adding tinnitus to the mix again its just really, really hard. I want to cry but If I do I know I will feel even more helpless and sadness.x